pammy

Isn't it such a strange feeling when you wake up after a night of partying and you can't remember shit? This has happened to me a couple of times. I absolutley hate it because it's like, the other night for example, I hadn't even had that much to drink, a guy came over to me and started talking, he seemed VERY harmless and I proceeded...
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Our air conditioning is out at home AND at work until tomorrow. This shit is rediculous! It's tough to be a lady when you're sweating like a pig. Pretty picture, huh? Otherwise, I guess everything's o.k. Same shit, different week.

I started drawing again recently and I'm feeling much better. It's amazing how much your art can gain complexity just by putting down the pencil, brush, etc. for awhile. maybe it's just that extra time to take in what's around you, I don't know, but I really think it helped. I'm in a better mood than last post. I went out alone for a drink...
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I am so flippin bored and boring I just don't even want to hang with myself! Did you ever hit that point,like, if I don't do something, anything whatsoever, I'm just gonna freak out? That's where I'm at now. There's got to be more to it than work, sleep, zone out on the computer, work, sleep, on and on ad nauseum.... I know I should...
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Oh, it's absolutley beautiful outside today! I waited a seriously long, hard winter for a day this nice. And bonus, my car is fixed! Yay! I'm finally mobile again.

Changed my pic. Still sucks.

Ah! My picture looks rediculous! Oh, well. It's like a cross between "what the fuck are you lookin' at?" and "I don't know Billy...... we may never know....." Fade to black. Feeling a little silly today I guess. Maybe it's the wine, maybe I'm just bored.

Got a big fat nada on my request for a raise today, Now I am forced to go look for a job where I can use my skills, my creativity(which I don't now) and make enough money to live a normal life. I think I've been playing a loyal martyr to this job for long enough. I love the job, but I hate that I...
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Starting this severe detoxification program. Some kind of lemon tea crap for two weeks! I would'nt even do it, but I'm paranoid about living things and bacteria, etc. taking up lodging anywhere in or on my body. So i do detox and exfoliate the crap out of myself (literally and figuratively) inside and out. I do paint a lovely picture don't I?

i'm working on getting my picture on my profile, but my p.o.s. camera sucks big fat donkey dicks! besides that i hope everyone is having a great weekend!