so my gran died today.
thats all
move along
thats all
move along
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ok. i am actually, ACTUALLY retarded
im uploading the set and then i managed to cancel it halfway through and its being slow!
im uploading the set and then i managed to cancel it halfway through and its being slow!
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sickpuppy2:
SPECIAL
twinkie:
Uploading stuff to the site is always a gamble for me, especially b/c my wireless card is on the fritz!!!
how is it that i cant remember how to submit a set?! 
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dorsal:
did you upload ur new set yet?
YAY i cant wait to see it on the site!
YAY i cant wait to see it on the site!
voodoun:
I was in the hospital for a kidney stone, urinary tract infection and low potassium. It hurt like a motherfucker. I have painkillers now so I'm feeling no pain.
blah.
apparently its just not that simple. nothing is simple.
stupid stupid
i dont want a fucking degree
on the other hand i dont want to be a waitress for ever :/
i read Apathy's journals and i want to just fuck everything up and disappear and wander the world, hitchhiking and stuff whatever. nothing.
so how do people do it? how do they...
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apparently its just not that simple. nothing is simple.
stupid stupid
i dont want a fucking degree
on the other hand i dont want to be a waitress for ever :/
i read Apathy's journals and i want to just fuck everything up and disappear and wander the world, hitchhiking and stuff whatever. nothing.
so how do people do it? how do they...
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havok:
Awe.. to be honest, I worked a job for years as a welder so I could afford the life I wanted to have. Then I realized that hating what I was doing for 10 hours a day was making me really sad. I took a step back and followed a path that made me happy. I then took steps to grow in my job and get myself to a place where I could afford the life I wanted. I then realized that when I was happy with what I was doing I wasn't needing to fill it up with all this extra stuff.
ohh yes.. and they are just really high nostril piercings
not anchors.
ohh yes.. and they are just really high nostril piercings
not anchors. 
wolf69er:
stat strong
its my second night in Poland and i am bored. soo soooo bored.
no actually im not bored,im tired and upset and pissed off and unhappy and uncomfortable and i could be doing other things but nothing quite distracts you from feelings quite as much as pointless whatever on the internet. and music to space out to.
fuck this is boring.
poland is boring. no...
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no actually im not bored,im tired and upset and pissed off and unhappy and uncomfortable and i could be doing other things but nothing quite distracts you from feelings quite as much as pointless whatever on the internet. and music to space out to.
fuck this is boring.
poland is boring. no...
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philosophocles:
the best way to make money is not to spend it. live in a box and work as an investment consultant. Keep all your money in the bank and only buy what you need in that moment - keep no possessions other than the few clothes you might want to have. Get books from the library. Carpool with co-workers or walk everywhere. Shower at a healthclub or similar establishment - or make friends with somebody who will let you use their shower a couple times a week. Pet other people's dogs and comment about how nice it would be to have one of your own, but never actually have one of your own. Visit all the different cafes, restaurants, clothing stores, book stores, and anywhere else that plays music and see what you like most. Go to guitar shops and play their guitars for hours and then leave without buying anything. Plant tomato seeds in the yard of somebody who obviously pays little or no attention to what grows on their property, and then feed off those. Take your business suits to different dry-cleaners and only pick them up before you head to work, then drop it off at the end of the night and pick a different one up at a different cleaners the next day. Oh. And make friends with people who work in restaurants and grocery stores, as they can usually hook you up with good deals on cheap or free food.
Or you could sell cocaine.
Or you could sell cocaine.
diaz:
Thanks honey, its all very exciting!!!
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philosophocles:
what makers me lucky? Right now i'm having a totally whack couple of days. When i'm tired at night, i never seem to sleep. When i do sleep, it's never the right amount of time. Then i'm all super tired and messed up all day.It is driving me CRAZY.
maybe i need to stop drinking quadruple shot lattes?
but heyyyy. maybe if i record some instrumental tracks some time i can send one to you and you can bob your head and sing? Just a thought. You haven't yet shown me anything you write.
maybe i need to stop drinking quadruple shot lattes?
but heyyyy. maybe if i record some instrumental tracks some time i can send one to you and you can bob your head and sing? Just a thought. You haven't yet shown me anything you write.
discosleaze:
youre cute
hehe yeah i am, have been for a while but never got round to taking photos for ages.
how are you?
x
hehe yeah i am, have been for a while but never got round to taking photos for ages.
how are you?
x
i fucked up.
i am fucking up
so bad
i have no idea what to say to him
i am fucking up
so bad
i have no idea what to say to him
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ginary:
oh no lady I hope things work out for you when do we get to see another set from you?! 
greyandblack:
so un fuck up. 
cocorosie are my favorite band. as of like 2 months ago or so.
totally.
thatnks for the 'get better' comment you silly people. make me smile.
just read Blyss's blog, the thing that stood out was lifeisshort lifeisshort lifeisshort
life is short
so they say
we'r all living much longer than we should be. technically.
i dont know what to think.
time of change...
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totally.
thatnks for the 'get better' comment
you silly people. make me smile.
just read Blyss's blog, the thing that stood out was lifeisshort lifeisshort lifeisshort
life is short
so they say
we'r all living much longer than we should be. technically.
i dont know what to think.
time of change...
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discosleaze:
its fucking amazing! you shoudl get one.
ive never played pokemon before. is it good?
xx
ive never played pokemon before. is it good?
xx
dixy:
oh i am very excited to be your new crush!! crush away! infact come over here!! xxx
im so tired of being sick and so FUCKING COLD! 
and and and
sick of not getting thinner and of people looking funny at the scars on my arms and of people asking when im going back to poland and reminding me how little time i have left here. which i am currently spending under blanckets and sleep trying to health-ify
fuck! for fucking fucks...
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and and and
sick of not getting thinner and of people looking funny at the scars on my arms and of people asking when im going back to poland and reminding me how little time i have left here. which i am currently spending under blanckets and sleep trying to health-ify
fuck! for fucking fucks...
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philosophocles:
frick frick frick
... FRICK
it's hot here. but my hostel room has mad AC. i was really impressed.
you mean to tell me there's nothing about going home that interests or excites you? Don't be so... flibberish
yeah. that's my word. and i own it. Now really.
... FRICK
it's hot here. but my hostel room has mad AC. i was really impressed.
you mean to tell me there's nothing about going home that interests or excites you? Don't be so... flibberish
yeah. that's my word. and i own it. Now really.
onie:
hugs.. sick and cold sucks.
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jaybugg:
*throws a muffin at you*
argentumblack:
*hugs*
mac mac mac mac mac mac mac
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i have freakishly tiny feet.
i actually cannot buy high heels because they dont make them smaller than size 3, i thought that was my size...apparently they are still too loose....
Daves 21st tonight at stellenbosch... semi-formal crapness
im not a people person.
i dont do well in formal situations.
i'l either sit around feeling nervous and...
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i have freakishly tiny feet.
i actually cannot buy high heels because they dont make them smaller than size 3, i thought that was my size...apparently they are still too loose....
Daves 21st tonight at stellenbosch... semi-formal crapness
im not a people person.
i dont do well in formal situations.
i'l either sit around feeling nervous and...
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temper:
I could battle you for that Insane Girlfriend Title.
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baci:
That transformation is impressive. Awsome looking party place!
And your friends are so cute.
Independence Day is to celebrate our independence or something. But most people do it by drinking, BBQing, and then blowing a small part of our country up. (fireworks)
And your friends are so cute.
Independence Day is to celebrate our independence or something. But most people do it by drinking, BBQing, and then blowing a small part of our country up. (fireworks)
cruz:
oh my god, right. i think u and i are like the only cpt members? ha!
we should def!
where in cpt u from?
we should def!
where in cpt u from?
here's a small monkey to make you happy.