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my stomach is in knots...reading/deleting all my old text messages.
reading his.
tears are brimming my eyes.
fuck am i pathetic.
when did i grow a heart and why did he make me?
why am i sitting here a snivvleing weepy pussy?

i didn't know he had such a hold on me.

"please know my heart is in your hands
It's nothing that I understand,...
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jasonxstar:
a heart broken mess you are...i need to patch you up and paint you a new smile.feel better kiddio if anything contact me.
kiss
juno106:
I'm so sorry to hear,. You made me sad just reading about that. Have you tried playing doom or some other video game that includes allot of killing? that always helps me.


Another thing that might cheer you up is take a friend to one of those "Holliday Bizars" where they sell all the horrible Xmas stuff such and Santa's drinking milk but made out of rotten potatoes. They seem to do these in every major city in large convention centers or Arena's.... oh yeah and don't forget to bring your flask and a digi cam.
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last night i was so increadably sad.


first tyler im'd me from his phone and told me to call him


so i called

and he was all bitchy to me blah blah




then i went to a party....



my friend was all over his best frinds two most recent ex's (one of which is another of my friends)

so that was annoying

then two groups...
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cunninglinquist:
i have lived one awkward moment after an other for many years, now it is second nature
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soooooooo

he hottopic wishlist just plain is not working

I APPLOGIZE

go to urban outfitters......put in my email addy for a wishlist search.................luvsiancurtis@hotmail.com


thennnnnn shop away...the undies are at the bottom

THANKS!
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juno106:
I'm actually in the process of never giving Urban outfitters my money for pollitical reasons..... I try to kep my money out of the hands of moral conservatives..... it's just a thing with me.
yuriel:
have fun with the gifts you get dear
nice new profile pic hehe
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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HOLY SHIT YOU GUYS


I HAVE DROPPED 15 SIZES SINCE MY JUNIOR YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL.


THATS RIGHT

I AM WEARING SIZE 0 JEANS RIGHT NOW.

HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! eeek love biggrin kiss


oh and i put up a wishlist...buy me undies from it pllllleeeeeaseee...

mine have been stolen by some dumb fuck in the complex.
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williamj:
oh lord i just thought of something. what if some old dudes masurbating with your undies blackeyed puke

i will get you a pair when my credit card billing cycle starts over. what are you planning to do with all those lace see through panties on your wishlist?!?!? shocked tongue

oh and did you fill out your address for your wish list thing?

[Edited on Nov 03, 2004 11:52PM]
pollypocket:
How did you lose all that??? shocked
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i ahve the weirdest favor ever to ask you guys










my laundry has been stolen.



i can borrow clothes untill i can afford my own......


but undies are a problem.


size small........bra- 34 b



early xmas presants anyone?

blush puke

hit up my wishlist.......i'm puting undies on it.....buy me some please and i'll get you something awesome for xmas once my work picks up and i get...
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broadwaybee:
Hawt new pic. And I'll do my best to getcha some panties.
cunninglinquist:
will try, after I pay the rent
great new profile pic

[Edited on Nov 03, 2004 2:40PM]
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i'm getting more than a little annoyed with the people who've been commenting in my journal.
it's been a bit cutthroat.
i like tyler. a lot.
so when i'm confused about whats going on and where we stand...hearing "kick him in the face" just pisses me off.

i'm going to stick with him.

you all expect me to be like, "oh, he has a hard...
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waxangel:
Hey, I think some people might just be a little unsure of what to say because your journal vacillates daily between euphoria and misery, and one can't always tell how you really feel. Take it all with a grain of salt.

That being said, I know how you feel about it. A bunch of people who don't really know the situation trying to give you advice, who end up just tossing glib one-liners attempting to be funny/tough/nasty/whatever can get really irritating.

Thanks for the love the other day, sweets. kiss
williamj:
what a bunch of assholes
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my stalker- "i thoguht you and Quinna were through??"
Tyler- "Quinna and I are NEVER through"


tyler to me day after that convo- "i think i just want to be friends, dunno, we'll talk later"












surreal
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alteredvision0:
i agree with 18Visions..kick him in the face.
cunninglinquist:
that is a sign that he cannot face reality
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awesome


fuckign awesome.



if you ave a penis, and you aren't willy jay or jason...


kill yourself.

right now.

thanks


FUCK

i don't trust anyone anymore.
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weird night. surreal
cunninglinquist:
after what you said you did, that will happen
carryavengeance:
well at least the night had an extra hour crammed into it tongue
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i can feel the hole already




empty
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williamj:
oh qd you are aewsome and you will find someone one d ay that will treast you like a princess. you should have guys beggindg at your feeat orsomething
sk8freakxxx:
hmmm yeah just keep your head up im sure theres some rad guys out there looking for a girl like you.anyways l8ers peace,love,sex,and skateboarding to everyone