If you walk away, I'll walk away
First tell me which road you will take
I don't want to risk our paths crossing some day
So you walk that way, I'll walk this way
And the future hangs over our heads
And it moves with each current event
Until it falls around like a cold, steady rain
Just stay in when it's looking this way... Read More
i am so bored. someone in brooklyn come hang out before i start killing.
oh, and i want everyone to stop talking about the damn holidays. my plans this year? sitting on this computer alone and bitter. so i imagine not drinking is going to kill me on x mas. i can't even afford to get nice things for the people i care most about.
it's been over six months since jared morris died. and i still can't look at a picture of him without crying. he helped me take my first small steps into self improvement (would you believe i used to be worse than i am now?) and i wish SO BADLY that... Read More
losing a friend is always hard, when the die young it seems much worse. when i was in college one of the guys in my dorm i knew from high school and sports, and we got to knoe each other much better there. we made arrangement to go out to see a rock group on the saturday after thanksgiving. the night before for some reason i went for a drive on the way home from work, i went about 8 miles out of my way to go home and saw an accident on the side of the road with the police and ambulances. i saw the green car but it wasnt anyones i knew. the next morning on the way to work i heard that my friend had been killed in a car accident(that had been him on a first date in his dads car). i could not even bear to go to the funeral and never went to see his parents, i could not face them. one day at the doctors, in the waiting room was his dad, we talked after the appointment and i finally could put my friend to rest
1) Doctor says: " You got two to four weeks at the most".
2) Jenni says "Hey, have WE danced together yet?"
3)that closet, that one time, those girls! Woo!
Now, seriously, 5 days is fantastic, keep it up and check in with us!!!!!
cigarettes in hand condom in wrapper in mouth, ready for a hot night, LOL. Do one thing at a time, drinking, then the next one. I found when I stopped drinking a lot, I stopped smoking a lot, then it was easy to stop smoking.
beauty comes to those who have been waiting for something
bigger than themselves ...
this is the sound of the hopeless kids, as they scream from the basements of the houses of their parents
wow you just updated right as i was gonna comment on yer other one hehe haha
wow.... wierd words there eh dear
i dunno why you fall for the guys you do anymore than why every girl i could possibly ever want would never have me more than as a friend or at the infantesimile possible best... fuckbuddy/one night stand
but i do wish you luck hon really you deserve it!