oracle

I am up north...and man did we go up north. Played around magnetic north for a bit. Its gorgeous up here.
Yellowknife isn't nearly as cold as I thought it would be. The plane is working great. We have one more patrol and we are flying home right after it tomorrow.

OKAY, I was a bit drunk last night and a bit dramatic.

I think the only fear I have is this hangover killing me

this week has been the oddest of my life. I met a girl I thought had serious potential...I blew it. I had a 3some with 2 hot girls..(I know...you are thinking not a chance and trust me, if I knew me I'd say the same) I met an ex gf on facebook.com I haven't seen for 14 years. She has been in a 7 year...
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confidence is still high...still lonely...still upset that I screwed it up with cute new girl. Having sex this week was a definate bonus the old friend finding me on facebook.com is still very cool. We are getting along great...too bad she has a bf.

hope I get to fly soon

OH anyone know a free way to make avi files, ISO files

Well, as they tend to do, things are looking up. I am still bumed that she doesn't like me that way and I hope I wasn't too "emo" and destroyed all chance of a relatonship friend or not...but c'est la vie.
I really would like to be more of the guy I was...somewhere in the middle of then and now.

BUT what made me happy...
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yup, as suspected, they went no where. I just don't understand how one person (me) could feel so positive about the relationship and she feels "no sparks" At first I thought she was being guarded after just getting out of a relationship but now I don't think so...it sucks and that is EXACTLY why I have given up trying...I knew how it would end and...
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So, what has Oracle been up too...

WELL, I'm glad you asked. Sat, Mon and Tues I was volunteering up on Mount Washington for the 2007 IPC World Cup It was awesome. For those that don't know (which was me on Friday) It was the world cup for paralympic Biathlon and cross country skiing. I had SO much fun. Sat kind of sucked, a blizzard...
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I knew I was happy to be home...but I didn't realize how much I do love it here and most of those feelings have all be triggered by scents. When I got off the airplane, the smell of the ocean and spring was in the air. The temperature was considerably warmer then Ontario and no snow. It was great. I was instantly happy, then when...
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I made it home...thank god and no thanks to Air Canada. I fuck I hate them. It is SO nice to be home. I had an amazing sleep last night. I love the smell and feel of my place. I am excited to work on Wednesday. Things are good. I had other things to say but I forget them so they'll have to wait

only a week and a bit left (actually 2 weeks BUT after this coming week the course is all over except some "attend" days. I can't wait.

Daytona 500 today

BUT, I am going up to Orillia to see my mom so I don't know if I will get to see much if any of the race I have been looking forward to it all...
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