I look in the mirror today and all I see is the most loathesome, unloved, incompetent creature in the entire world. I mean, I know my family loves me and they're proud of me. I cherish that more than I can convey to you, but it seems that they are the only ones that think of me that way. I can't even elicit passing looks...
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Stress + Homesickness + Regret over the dumbest decision I have made in my life + Two months since I was last laid = A very toxic cocktail.
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veeyenenwhy:
^^ +1
rin:
^+2
things could be worse.
things could be worse.
I have fucked up my life.
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morgan:
Wow. Why read the plot summary when you can read the book? I suppose there are people out there who want to know how it ends without reading it, but I ain't one of 'em!
Which is why I'm sad that my copy is probably not going to be here until Monday.
Which is why I'm sad that my copy is probably not going to be here until Monday.
Well. After that disappointing hiccup, I have made the determination to not let it get me down. Screw those mofos at <name of game company withheld> if they don't think I'm the right person for the job. I know I'm kick-ass. Plus, I could probably beat up all six of those guys who interviewed me in San Francisco. Well, maybe not the Ryan Stiles look-alike,...
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bettina:
Dude, I would gladly pay higher taxes if it would improve our social services, I think we have had way too MANY tax cuts recently. And I'm glad your dad is still with us.
tpring:
I almost said happy 4th but you are in canada now haha. oops.
Fuck you, George Lucas, and the horse you rode in on. 
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rin:
bitterness will get you nowhere.
tpring:
what did he do now?
So. I had this revelation yesterday: I haven't found my place in the world yet. I think that's pretty sad, to be 30+ and still feeling restless. Every person my age seems to be putting down roots and becoming domestic, while I always seem to have a packed suitcase at hand and one foot out the door.
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rin:
well--i hope you get it. it seems like you want to be back in ca a lot so i hope you can be.
rin:
yuck! that IS desperation!
I was going to wait until Wednesday to do this, but I didn't want to keep this to myself and I'm probably going to play hooky on that day to go surfing. Anyway, some background, so you'll understand why my birthday gift this year is significant. I've never been big into celebrating my birthday. I'm a pretty shy person, and I don't like being the...
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twinkie:
rice a roni shoots out of the coit tower every thursday at 12:01 am. be there!
tpring:
sorries. xo
dude, update. i'm like the 100th comment. once you have 100, it's time for something fresh. i vote for naked shower pictures.
p.s. never ever see knocked up.. there is birthing VAG shots, ewwww.
dude, update. i'm like the 100th comment. once you have 100, it's time for something fresh. i vote for naked shower pictures.
p.s. never ever see knocked up.. there is birthing VAG shots, ewwww.
Maybe I'm just not meant to get the girl.
I got perhaps the best birthday gift ever. However, I think I will wait until my actual birthday to show you. It makes me blush.
I got perhaps the best birthday gift ever. However, I think I will wait until my actual birthday to show you. It makes me blush.
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cheyenne:
maybe so, but noone is perfect, therefore, my theory works just fine. ha!!!
bettina:
Glad you are liking your new hood!
After having had the emotional wind knocked out of me, I have decided get up and finish the round, metaphorically speaking. I may not come out the winner, but damn me if I let myself be knocked out by <NAME WITHHELD>. It helped that the weather in Vancouver has been nice enough for skateboarding outside. There's nothing a few hours of riding your deck can't...
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veeyenenwhy:
Holy shit! You have become a god in my eyes. 
That's one good lookin' kid!
That's one good lookin' kid!
valcapone:
True, true. And sometimes people aren't even worth fighting for, like my ridiculous ex who dumped me via email.
All the poets had it wrong. Romantic disappointment does not feel like your heart is breaking. It feels more like a gut-shot from a boxing heavyweight. The breath is just taken out of you when it happens and it is hard to catch air. It makes you want to drop to your knees and never stand up straight again.
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flux:
I kind of love them. They're so delightfully trashy.
veeyenenwhy:
Yeah... it just gets disheartening sometimes when life events you have no control over get in the way.
I just need to get the ball rolling again. I've been in a creative funk lately and it's just getting to me.
I just need to get the ball rolling again. I've been in a creative funk lately and it's just getting to me.
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tpring:
haha, i try to hide from everyone in RL so it's not a problem. i love the random "suck my dick" messages.. like i wasn't going to block them?! hahaha.
tpring:
did you really fall off your skateboard??
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katya:
that is def. more creative 
perdita:
yeah it's just shitty. but breaking up would be worse.
1:32 PM John: omg
you are online
11:33 PM me: yes, i am
John: all right
as you were
me: haha
11:34 PM just checking e mail
watching sara silverman
John: oooo
i lurve her
jesus is magic!
pure magic!
me: yes, jesus IS magic
i met brian posehn
11:35 PM it was so great
John: he's funny
you live a charmed life
me: not really
i was in a crappy bar in ny
11:36 PM they were showing dead alive so i went
he does comedy there someimes
John: neat-o
11:37 PM so when are you moving to canada?
me: i have no idea what I'm doing with my life
11:38 PM i have NO idea
i'm sick of earth i think
John: haha
me too!
i'm sick of human beings, actually
except for certain people
me: i think i'm sick of myself!
John: that's a matthew sweet song
11:39 PM me: oh no...
John: oh, i'm going to put it on now
i'm such a happy drunk
me: i knew right away you were trashed
John: haha
you sooooo now me
know
stupid keyboard
11:40 PM me: i basicsally haven't been smoking or a week now
crazy huh?
John: insanity!
you must be delirious
sooooo delirious
in a prince way
11:41 PM me: i wish
i am the opposite of prince
i'm sooo boring and mniserable
John: pish posh
you should come here
we'll do it up
i know how to show a girl a good time
11:42 PM omg
i smoked my first doob!
me: when?
John: like, over the weekend
me: srar just did a bong rip on the show
haha
John: 1230 am satruday
me: so did you like it?
woops sara
11:43 PM John: eh, it's okay
me: first time is usually not representative of how being stoned really is
John: pleeeeease come here
11:44 PM me: dude calm down
slow down on the smirnoff
John: shut up
me: no, oyu
John: i'm drinking some hoity toity wine
no you shut up
11:45 PM me: red or white
John: red
my friend just got divorced
me: are you drinkig alone?
John: and we're getting trashed
me: oh
that's fun
John: on a monday too!
me: haha
go optic
rebel
11:46 PM John: oh, what drunk i am
me: awesome
have lots of fun!
i need to go to sleep
John: we gotta have a dance party
okay
bye!
me: bye then