omeganightmare

Karaoke is like sex...If your doing it, it's alot of fun.

But if your just hearing other people doing it in the next room and your not doing as well, then its annoying.....

so it's just better to just join the group and jump in the mix.

busy week ahead....but first...

We had a stabbing victim lastnight that we worked at the ER for like a half hour. Poor guy got it right in the lower back with something close to a short sword, bleed out into his belly. It was a "good" call, fun and exciting...just sucks that he had go like that. Good luck to him in the next whatever...
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Went to the Zombie concert on thursday it was real good, I was impressed with Lacuna Coil, and Rob had alot of energy. He grabbed up afew little kids that were getting smushed in the front row. So they got to hang out on one of the Amps and watch the show from the side of the stage. I wish I had a story like...
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a situation got reversed...how did I become the one that wasn't looking for something serious and found myself with a great person but no feelings? I dealt with it, and I feel better now....but I hate making people sad like that.

WTF?

I guess I know how it is on the other side of things.

learn from everything

sick and working a 48 this weekend. I'm going to miss my Nyquil


Random thought:

When soda companies advertise on their cans "great new taste" does anyone ever really notice the new taste?

got myself a ticket just now looks like everything is falling into place. Going solo, we'll see if maybe someone will adopt me down there.

Seriously someone there has to be interested in a tall dark and hansome, freshly heartbroken, tattooed Firefighter, with no ex-wife or kids....right? lol


this post needs a photo!

This is what 4 pitchers of beer and some other misc alcohol...
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bored.

Looking forward to the prom weekend now though

Nice to have something to look forward to.

*crosses fingers that a ticket pops up*

ugh god damit...

i tell myself that I do the right things. I know why I sleep all the time now. I know why I'm cranky at work. I did the right thing.

BUT I STILL CAN'T GET RID OF THIS FEELING IN MY GUT

I can't control my body right now, I can't keep my emotions on track either.

People tell me that its...
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this situation has made me question alot of things. I'm still hurting like a SOB. And I can really keep the thoughts out of my head. Theres nothing I could have done better....its just how it has to be. Free will. I know there is nothing I can do, but it does hurt none the less. I'm trying to remain hopeful.

what do you do when the girl you care so much about meets your friend and realizes that she knows him from years ago and had a crush on him? You let them date and see if maybe they were ment to be. Its a complicated situation, but it could get messy if you don't step up and take care of it the right way....
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I just seen a 65 yr old woman that was beaten in her own home, and a 24 yr old guy that died in his bathroom.

Something is wrong.

hell that guy was younger than me.

sometimes it makes me ill thinking about what I see