I bought a steel-boned corset. It is my new favorite thing in the whole world.
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I have a monster crush on my Public Speaking professor. The guy has a PhD in Rhetoric. What!? Who goes to school for ten years for Rhetoric? This guy does. He lets us call him by his... Read More
Alright, so I've been putting off getting a Brazilian because they make me die. But at the same time, I've had so many that the follicles are dying and my pubic hair is start to patch. It looks like my giner is balding. (How embarrassing!) I was going to do it yesterday (Thursday) after work but I... Read More
Ive spent the majority of my life trying to be something I wasnt. I grew up on a tiny island off the coast of Florida that youve never heard of. Sanibel is 97.99% White and 0.94% African American. As young child I suffered through brutal bullying and rejection as a... Read More
I'm really happy for you that you are able to do that at this point with as many people as you can currently. That really should pass and I'll be really happy for a lot of people on that day, but you'll be one of the specific ones.
i just wrote a blog two days ago chronicling my "penny lane" days, names withdrawn. i know what it's like to be bullied and persecuted, i wasn't one of the white kids because i was half hispanic, but i wasn't "spanish" enough for the puerto ricans and dominicans growing up. on top of that, i was a teachers pet and a huge nerd.
and i did the uniqueness thing i high school too. i was never voted it though, because superlatives were a popularity contest (i lost out to a girl who wasn't unique at all, she was just a wannabe "hardcore punk" who was wearing abercrombie the year before, but she was more popular)
you should read my cheeseball blog. the one before the video blog one. not to proclaim martyr-dom, but i've been through some fucking rough ass shit since the age of 16, and even before that.
i don't know if i can ever be myself. i think when you realize you can't, you start creating a self you're not. it affects you, but to you it's what feels safe. and it sucks.
i have no idea what i'm getting at here. but i hope you do.
