I stand exposed in a barren field
Like a stone bled dry
The daystar fades and darkness cools
The fever breaks, my sight is clear
A figure forms of shining gold
A guiding light that leads me
To a tree of reckoning
Where visions bring our name
Lie on, lie on hallowed ground
A stone carved face, an idol's stare
Calls us to the river...
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Like a stone bled dry
The daystar fades and darkness cools
The fever breaks, my sight is clear
A figure forms of shining gold
A guiding light that leads me
To a tree of reckoning
Where visions bring our name
Lie on, lie on hallowed ground
A stone carved face, an idol's stare
Calls us to the river...
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Fuck.......
Ugh.
It's 7:30 AM now, I've been awake since 6:30. Can't sleep, I have a fucking headache again and I'm feeling sick to my stomach again.
It's 7:30 AM now, I've been awake since 6:30. Can't sleep, I have a fucking headache again and I'm feeling sick to my stomach again.
kitts:
that doesnt sound too good! i've not been sleepin very well recently either bout 4 or 5 hours a night and its makin me really sick 
hope u feel better!
hope u feel better!
jenya:
awwww honey.....wish i could have stayed awake longer to be there for ya. maybe if you look at my set in PSW (that is now finished), it will help a bit.
i hope you have a wonderful time with the house all to yourself, take that nice long bath and revel in the privacy and silence
i hope you have a wonderful time with the house all to yourself, take that nice long bath and revel in the privacy and silence
Copied from Firefly's journal:
* Have you ever...(put an X next to the things that apply to you)
(X) been drunk.
(X)smoked pot.
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(X) rode in a taxi.
(X) been dumped.
(X)been in a fist fight. (Many years ago)
been arrested.
made out with a stranger
celebrated new years in times square.
(X) went on a blind...
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* Have you ever...(put an X next to the things that apply to you)
(X) been drunk.
(X)smoked pot.
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(X) rode in a taxi.
(X) been dumped.
(X)been in a fist fight. (Many years ago)
been arrested.
made out with a stranger
celebrated new years in times square.
(X) went on a blind...
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I've been watching my nephews for the past three days. Will have them until late Tuesday. Don't get me wrong, I love my nephews, but they remind me of why I'm glad I don't have kids myself.
jenya:
AMEN!!!!!!!
I feeling like I'm about to go insane, though I don't know why.
Ehh...oh well...
Ehh...oh well...
jenya:
i can give you lots of reasons why 
let's go to insane together
let's go to insane together
I wish I were someone else, somewhere else.
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jenya:
i made you stay....i made you stay.
you know you want me
you know you want me
Happiness.....
Picked up a couple of CD's today
Neurosis - The Eye of Every Storm
and
Tribes of Neurot - Grace (the counterpart to the Neurosis - 'Times of Grace' album, two expressions of the same vision created by two sides of the same collective of artists)
This in addition to three CD's I have on order right now......
Picked up a couple of CD's today
Neurosis - The Eye of Every Storm
and
Tribes of Neurot - Grace (the counterpart to the Neurosis - 'Times of Grace' album, two expressions of the same vision created by two sides of the same collective of artists)
This in addition to three CD's I have on order right now......
Just read in the paper than an old classmate of mine died a couple of days ago. This itself doesn't bother me. What's kinda fucked up though is that it makes the 6th person from my class to have died. Now I live in a small town, so my graduating class wasn't very big, and I'm not that old ether, so they ain't dying of...
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Finally got to get out with my girlfriend last night. We haven't really been able to go out in a long time. We, along with a couple of friends, went to this local bar had a few beers, shot pool for awhile and endured the most godaweful band. I swear all the local bands around here suck and do nothing but covers, but this band...
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jenya:
awwwwww........you used the "G word" 
ulf:
Getting drunk on Midsummer definitely counts. I think that's mostly what you do... and get laid if you can. Thanks re: the work. I'm building a smelter so I can make some steel from the Land here... going to make a blade with some meteorite that I have.
Then I just gotta figure out who to stick with it... Ahh... it's so difficult these days!
Thanks re: the work. I'm building a smelter so I can make some steel from the Land here... going to make a blade with some meteorite that I have.
Then I just gotta figure out who to stick with it...
Ahh... it's so difficult these days!
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desmobile:
really nice, this guy is THE pioneer. the first 3 albums' "crappy" sound will never be topped!
ulf:
That's a bummer... didn't realize it until just now.
Have a good Midsummer... I went out this morning and marked the Solstice sunrise for some rock art and tonight I'll be having a bonfire with some Kin. I'll raise a horn to those who have awakened both far and near! Hail Sunna!!!!
Have a good Midsummer... I went out this morning and marked the Solstice sunrise for some rock art and tonight I'll be having a bonfire with some Kin. I'll raise a horn to those who have awakened both far and near! Hail Sunna!!!!
I am the king of alienation.
jenya:
how are you doing cutie? haven't talked in sooo long it seems.
what the hell does your journal mean?
what the hell does your journal mean?