Today was fun. Myself, my parents, and L & K took a day trip to St. Louis, we went to the zoo. Took almost 4 full rolls of film. K had a blast watching elephants, and rinos, and bears, sea lions, and pit vipers, and all sorts of animals.
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
Got out with Laurinda for a little bit last night. It was her birthday. Drank white russians and played pool. Found out my tolerance for alcohol is greatly diminished now, as the booze and the new medication my doctor put me on really enhance the effects of each other.
I need someone, someone to talk to
Someone to care, to love
It could be you, it could be you......
Situation get's rough, and I start to panick
It's not enough, it's just a habit
And kid, you're sick
Darling this is it
Well you can always kiss off in the end
Behind my back, I can see that stare
They'll hurt me bad, but...
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Someone to care, to love
It could be you, it could be you......
Situation get's rough, and I start to panick
It's not enough, it's just a habit
And kid, you're sick
Darling this is it
Well you can always kiss off in the end
Behind my back, I can see that stare
They'll hurt me bad, but...
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This weekend has sucked, and yet been oddly calming at the same time.
I want to be free.
Free from depression.
Free from the physical aliments that have plagued me my entire life.
Free from doubt, worry, and fear.
Free from bill collectors who keep my phone ringing off the hook.
Free from depending on my parents.
Free from having to deal with people.
Free to be who I want to be.
I want to be free...
Free from depression.
Free from the physical aliments that have plagued me my entire life.
Free from doubt, worry, and fear.
Free from bill collectors who keep my phone ringing off the hook.
Free from depending on my parents.
Free from having to deal with people.
Free to be who I want to be.
I want to be free...
Firefly is the most beautiful, hottest woman on this site. Do not try to deny it, you will be wrong.
This is all I've known. A way to be.
True to all. All that inspires.
A torch in a black sea, our stones still stand to remind us of loss. A loss mirrored on our souls.
A watchfire brings strenght. Breathe in the heat. In the eternal path, armoured against life.
- Neurosis - 'Watchfire'
True to all. All that inspires.
A torch in a black sea, our stones still stand to remind us of loss. A loss mirrored on our souls.
A watchfire brings strenght. Breathe in the heat. In the eternal path, armoured against life.
- Neurosis - 'Watchfire'
Not sure if I'm going to renew my membership here. Things are kinda rough for me money wise at the moment, and I just don't get as much out of this site as I use to.
Self-absorbtion, bitterness, loathing....
Everyday the shit gets thicker around here. The methods I 've employed to relieve tension are loosing their effectiveness. Part of me wants to kill. The stronger, rational part of me keeps that part in check.
Everyday the shit gets thicker around here. The methods I 've employed to relieve tension are loosing their effectiveness. Part of me wants to kill. The stronger, rational part of me keeps that part in check.
jenya:
dammit..........all you "friends" ran away.
don't worry.....ya got me! and i ain't going nowhere
HUGHUGHUGHUGHUG
don't worry.....ya got me! and i ain't going nowhere
HUGHUGHUGHUGHUG
No one's picking up the phone. Guess it's me and me.....
Do you ever get so bored that you're tempted to start running down the streets, screaming at the top of your lungs, until the police are called on you just to give you something different to do?