So, though it may seem like I have fallen off the face of the planet, I have not. Shit happened this summer and much of my recreation activites stopped. My car got busted up, not broken into, just busted up, at a party and then burning man happened. Burning man actually turned out to be a rather traumatic experience that took some dealing with.
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yay! I just had a breakthrough in drawing today
I was just drawing, doing what I usually do, talking to my housemate's friend who is in town about drawing, and I was able to create somethign that looked finished and done and like what I wanted it to, and not just a salvage of a mistake. I think it might have something to do with...
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thee_blacklisted:
how the fuck are you doing???!
bunkdose:
Hello there cute shoes..
may I say, your taste in music is killer incredible.
oh, Lain
may I say, your taste in music is killer incredible.
oh, Lain
I helped to throw a party friday night and it was so much fun to be there with so many of my friends. I felt like it was one of those party's I will look back on and compare others to as never being quite as good as that one. I think it has to do with the fact that it was in a place...
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thee_blacklisted:
yeah! both nights sound like they were a lot of fun. i wound up not going to portland anyway since it turns out my $$ situation is kinda fucked right now...
hope you are having a wonderful sunday -- i gotta go play with my nephew!
hope you are having a wonderful sunday -- i gotta go play with my nephew!
I haven't written much lately. I've been reallky busy with work and manically trying to read all these books that I really want to read before school starts again.
Speaking of good books, I finished Techgnosis a few days ago. It was really good. Erik Davis very clearly is a highly intelligent man who has spent much time studying and thinking about how technology and...
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Speaking of good books, I finished Techgnosis a few days ago. It was really good. Erik Davis very clearly is a highly intelligent man who has spent much time studying and thinking about how technology and...
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slate:
I am hoping the radical shift in thought that happened in the 60's will soon be repeated...as the country becomes more and more like the cold war 50's the children of today will truly have something to rebel against...
fallen1carus:
i agree with slate and said this in that journal too... i feel like there's got to be a breaking point. people will only take so much destruction and abuse of power. it's only a matter of time before the masses riot.
I have been declaired interviewer of the week at Pulse Research! While that is otherwise meaningless, I get 25 dollors added to my next pay check.
I think I almost miss school too much. I'm supposed to be having fun with my summer, relaxing and whatnot, but I keep working to get through the ever-growing stack of books I really really want to read before the school year starts. I'm never going to get through all of it. I guess it's good that I keep pushing myself to read lots of...
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Tired, so tired. I had quite the crazy night last night. I need more than a day's rest for full recovery, but well, work calls tomorrow. Oh well, at I've been having one good day of lounging around with my boy.
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zombieshark:
sounds like a good time, it's really too bad i don't let my own self rest. ever.
thee_blacklisted:
hooray for sundays. yeah i cannot bear the thought of work tomorrow!
Hehe. It's the fourth. I saw Rob's dad play. It was fun. There are a lot of high people here. It is fun. We love each other. I'm getting really good input on my paintings! YAY! It's so nice to do drugs that make me happy rather than insecure for a change.
And so, the drama continues....
My housemates are not in fact dating at the moment. And her ex still does not know about this change in events, so I have had to lie through my teeth at him that all is well. However, there are plans for an e part at my house with selected guests (my boy and another couple, ex not included) so,...
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My housemates are not in fact dating at the moment. And her ex still does not know about this change in events, so I have had to lie through my teeth at him that all is well. However, there are plans for an e part at my house with selected guests (my boy and another couple, ex not included) so,...
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Ok, so I think I may have been a bit melodramatic (sp?) in my last post. I did go ut and drink heavily the night before, so a drinking party at my house just wasn't flying so well, especially after being hung over most of the day. However, my dramatic mood seemed to fit quite well in my house this weekend. On Friday, my housemate's...
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parvan:
Sounds like an interesting party. I can totally identify with what you say about using cop outs to avoid social interaction. I've been doing the same thing pretty much since I got to Portland. I'm the type of person that likes to connect with the people I'm spending time with, of course that could just be an excuse
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There are people at my house. I hate that I'm so anti-social that I cannot have fun. I just don't know how to assimilate myself to any of the conversations that are happening. i want to blame it on teh fact that I'm dumb, but I think that's just a cop out. Or is thinking that I am just no good at talking to people...
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zombieshark:
anti-social isn't so bad, i'm a hella hermit.
jivesucka52:
anti social isn't bad but social is better. You're not dumb and you get better at talking to people the more you do it but Thoreau enjoyed his time being a hermit and wrote Walden. I want to be social and be a hermit. Can one do both?
People are such odd creatures. I strated work last night. I still don't know why I keep getting jobs where I have to talk to people. I'm very antisocial, but they require the least amount of work on my part and I'm also kinda lazy (well about some things, and finding shit jobs is one of them). I guess this is pretty interesting cause I'm...
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kalima32:
I completely understand and sympathize. I did customer service at a major bank for about 3 years. I discovered some of the most ridiculous things about our society. People just don't get it.
Furthermore....I just realized I've lived in this damn apartment for almost a year and know NONE of my neighbors... Why do we do this shit to ourselves?
Very good questions indeed.
Furthermore....I just realized I've lived in this damn apartment for almost a year and know NONE of my neighbors... Why do we do this shit to ourselves?
Very good questions indeed.
girlcunt:
if I were a telemarketer i would most likely just sit and talk toelderly people all day. They rock so much ass and have the best stories.
I've lived in my apartment almost 6 months and my neighbors are asshole college boys who watch me...I'd rather not know.
I've lived in my apartment almost 6 months and my neighbors are asshole college boys who watch me...I'd rather not know.
sweet confusion, a terrible thing it is.