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kinowa:
Ballad of an Undying Woman (Sand Castle)
Please Read.
Please Read.
onie:
kinowa
oh.. i have read it several times.. member myspace.. you put it in my comments and sent it in a message to me on myspace.. its lovely... thanks for sharing.
X your friend...
Onie
oh.. i have read it several times.. member myspace.. you put it in my comments and sent it in a message to me on myspace.. its lovely... thanks for sharing.
X your friend...
Onie
sooo..
today im going back to vortex to talk to the gm and see about getting a job. *wish me luck*. and .. in other big news .... IM MOVING ON FRIDAY!!! right next to the Fox theater in midtown Atlanta!! which means.. i will save money going to and from work.. i can take my bike out more. and the obvious of me living...
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today im going back to vortex to talk to the gm and see about getting a job. *wish me luck*. and .. in other big news .... IM MOVING ON FRIDAY!!! right next to the Fox theater in midtown Atlanta!! which means.. i will save money going to and from work.. i can take my bike out more. and the obvious of me living...
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shellymc:
I miss you!
I'm still getting you something for christmas, but you will probably be getting it a little late.
I haven't even started my shopping for the family yet
But i have always been a last minute shopper.
Hope you are doing good and that your absence only means that your real life has taken an interesting turn for the best
I'm still getting you something for christmas, but you will probably be getting it a little late.
I haven't even started my shopping for the family yet
But i have always been a last minute shopper.
Hope you are doing good and that your absence only means that your real life has taken an interesting turn for the best
shellymc:
I hope your wishlist address is still the same, since you moved and all....
fingers crossed
fingers crossed
pic update and other randomness
so i figured id put the revamp url link up so you can check out how awesome Shannon Mulkey stuff is. the pix from the shoot arent up on the site yet.. ill let ya know when they are.. it was a really amazing site.
ReVamp Designs
and here are some pix of me when i was late 14ish. brandon...
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so i figured id put the revamp url link up so you can check out how awesome Shannon Mulkey stuff is. the pix from the shoot arent up on the site yet.. ill let ya know when they are.. it was a really amazing site.
ReVamp Designs
and here are some pix of me when i was late 14ish. brandon...
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shellymc:
I cannot believe he fired you!!
What a prick.
Sorry to hear that love.
You'll get another job soon
and yes "Heathers" is a cult classic.
I love that movie.
I got to meet Christian Slater when i lived in new york, he seemed very sweet ( back then anyway
)
How is everything else going for you?
What a prick.
Sorry to hear that love.
You'll get another job soon
and yes "Heathers" is a cult classic.
I love that movie.
I got to meet Christian Slater when i lived in new york, he seemed very sweet ( back then anyway
)
How is everything else going for you?
dorwayin:
I am still the same old work horse with all these plans and no action.
Good luck on the new job hunt.
Good luck on the new job hunt.
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weston:
Score! Now I won't have to sell my organs on the black market for that Xbox 360
onie:
shelly
oh.. nothing fancy.. ya know.. just a YAMAHA R6 ..ya know.. the basics
ive never seen capote or heard of it..ill have to check it out.
things are going.. um.. well.. i might get fired from my job today..not sure.. have to go in and talk to the owners son.. you know.. they psychotic over agressive asshole.. should be interesting. wait for it .. wait for it..oh yeah.. did i mention hes similar to hitler in the fact that hes an arrogant dictator. perfection is something he looks for .. perfection is something i stopped striving for some time back due to its gross unrealistic nature that really only cause me to give up before ive started.. ill let you know how it goes.
X
Onie
oh.. nothing fancy.. ya know.. just a YAMAHA R6 ..ya know.. the basics
ive never seen capote or heard of it..ill have to check it out.
things are going.. um.. well.. i might get fired from my job today..not sure.. have to go in and talk to the owners son.. you know.. they psychotic over agressive asshole.. should be interesting. wait for it .. wait for it..oh yeah.. did i mention hes similar to hitler in the fact that hes an arrogant dictator. perfection is something he looks for .. perfection is something i stopped striving for some time back due to its gross unrealistic nature that really only cause me to give up before ive started.. ill let you know how it goes.
X
Onie
i just awoke from the most horrifying dream... if you are faint of heart or very sensitve please dont read this. this is long to.. it starts off mild and gets really fucked up.. soo... here we go.
i woke up at 5.00am i decided to take a nap a couple hours ago so id be moderately rested for when steven gets off work. i...
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i woke up at 5.00am i decided to take a nap a couple hours ago so id be moderately rested for when steven gets off work. i...
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dorwayin:
yeah, that's a pretty fucked up dream. Usually I can analize what a dream could mean, but I gotta think on this one. I'll try and get my report on your desk when I get home from work.
Flying represents freedom. thats the general idea I think.
Flying represents freedom. thats the general idea I think.
shellymc:
Holy shit Onie! That's a nightmare and a half.
I won't try and analyze this one, as i always thought you are smart enough of a woman to know your subconscious better than anyone else.
I do have a few theories though,
One being the fear and realization of letting go of someone who means a lot to you.
Like myself, your capability of loving someone, extends and still exists even after ending a relationship with them, you pretty much carry a piece of them in your heart as well as your head. As for the flying, i definately agree with what Dorwayin and BCAnime point out to you, regarding freedom and possibly being lifted out of sadness. There is so much one can interpret from this dream, but i don't want to take up your entire journal entry.
Just know that i adore you, and i hope things with this new man work out in your favor.
Have a great weekend!
I won't try and analyze this one, as i always thought you are smart enough of a woman to know your subconscious better than anyone else.
I do have a few theories though,
One being the fear and realization of letting go of someone who means a lot to you.
Like myself, your capability of loving someone, extends and still exists even after ending a relationship with them, you pretty much carry a piece of them in your heart as well as your head. As for the flying, i definately agree with what Dorwayin and BCAnime point out to you, regarding freedom and possibly being lifted out of sadness. There is so much one can interpret from this dream, but i don't want to take up your entire journal entry.
Just know that i adore you, and i hope things with this new man work out in your favor.
Have a great weekend!
i had a meditation
breath in, inhale the engergy thru your body, exhale.
i had a dream
i could move objects towards myself
i had a conversation
the tower now. the star is coming.
i had a reading
my future is ice.
i had another reading
sucubbus
and yet another reading
i signed a contract. its time to pay up.
and biorhythms showed
7 days...
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breath in, inhale the engergy thru your body, exhale.
i had a dream
i could move objects towards myself
i had a conversation
the tower now. the star is coming.
i had a reading
my future is ice.
i had another reading
sucubbus
and yet another reading
i signed a contract. its time to pay up.
and biorhythms showed
7 days...
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shellymc:
I hope you are doing okay.
It sounds silly.....but i worry about you!
Hhmmm.....so what became of that young man you had been hanging out with?
It sounds silly.....but i worry about you!
Hhmmm.....so what became of that young man you had been hanging out with?
onie:
shelly
sometimes i think no one gets me.. and then i meet people like you.
im doing okay.. ive been on this crazy fucking roller coaster. today was an up day.
as for the young man. im going over to his place after he gets off work at 7am.. i was supposed to be working tonight but i got cut!
dorwayin
wow.. yeah.. who is that?
lemuria
thanks. i do appricate if someone can see the art in my life. in all of our lives. its the pain of living it that can make it seem more like a bad movie, a nightmare, but other times.. like today.. it feels like art. sitting here listening to Flunk 'play' and smoking cigarettes.. it makes life feel good.
LL
when and where.. id love to as long as its not on sunday.. in which case you should come over to the little bash for theocean's b*day.
bc
hmm.. good question. im sensitive. it makes sense to me but your prolly like "yeah.. so your sensitive.. that doesnt answer the question" .. but really it does.
tattooedteddy
i look forward to your wonderful pix.. thanks.. they are the best way to start off a weekend.
sometimes i think no one gets me.. and then i meet people like you.
im doing okay.. ive been on this crazy fucking roller coaster. today was an up day.
as for the young man. im going over to his place after he gets off work at 7am.. i was supposed to be working tonight but i got cut!
dorwayin
wow.. yeah.. who is that?
lemuria
thanks. i do appricate if someone can see the art in my life. in all of our lives. its the pain of living it that can make it seem more like a bad movie, a nightmare, but other times.. like today.. it feels like art. sitting here listening to Flunk 'play' and smoking cigarettes.. it makes life feel good.
LL
when and where.. id love to as long as its not on sunday.. in which case you should come over to the little bash for theocean's b*day.
bc
hmm.. good question. im sensitive. it makes sense to me but your prolly like "yeah.. so your sensitive.. that doesnt answer the question" .. but really it does.
tattooedteddy
i look forward to your wonderful pix.. thanks.. they are the best way to start off a weekend.
were gonna conquer the world together
guilty pleasure... lavishly dressing up to go to extremly casual places.. only to make up stories of wonderful events that were attended.
we are going to get really dressed up.. me and him.. and go to the most casual places you can imagine. i tell him of my desire. he tells me of his being the same. that he...
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guilty pleasure... lavishly dressing up to go to extremly casual places.. only to make up stories of wonderful events that were attended.
we are going to get really dressed up.. me and him.. and go to the most casual places you can imagine. i tell him of my desire. he tells me of his being the same. that he...
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shellymc:
I know that having the answer would probably not appease me 100%, but sometimes at least knowing, helps the healing process begin....and there are always the inevitable ones that run thru your mind with the grand title of "The one that got away". Truth be told there is usually a good reason why they didn't stay put, and a kinder gentler soul will eventually find there way to you
yuriel:
hehe
quite entertaining
so is the thought of an indie flick
however unfinished the script may be
<3
quite entertaining
so is the thought of an indie flick
however unfinished the script may be
<3
i have a beautiful secret.
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willystickman:
Hell yeah you do! You've been on Chimeny Rock oustside Sedona! If you lived there you'd be one of the chosen. That was a weird assed cool town. Take care and have a good one.
dorwayin:
whisper it into my ear
on the topic of fuck.. derrrr
some thing,.. perhaps at sometime in this history of my psychological breakdown or even yet makeup... seems my condescending personas is often ill interpreted. as a defense and to my defense it kicks in.. it kicks in my face, my mind, my heart, my "true to oneself" nature. then backs off just a quickly to leave me... without speach,...
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some thing,.. perhaps at sometime in this history of my psychological breakdown or even yet makeup... seems my condescending personas is often ill interpreted. as a defense and to my defense it kicks in.. it kicks in my face, my mind, my heart, my "true to oneself" nature. then backs off just a quickly to leave me... without speach,...
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apathi:
KITTY!!
apathi:
like puppys more?
flash back.. minus the teeth grinding or nam stories
hrmm.. so i figured id put up some older pictures of me.. ive looked very different altho my profile pic doesnt really look like me.. to quote myself "it looks like a steaming pile of shit mushed up with moldy tacos" .. but anyways.. oddly.. 2 pix have gone missing.. i misplace shit all the time...
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hrmm.. so i figured id put up some older pictures of me.. ive looked very different altho my profile pic doesnt really look like me.. to quote myself "it looks like a steaming pile of shit mushed up with moldy tacos" .. but anyways.. oddly.. 2 pix have gone missing.. i misplace shit all the time...
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alaspooryorick:
wow. with all the cool people in hell, you'd still party with me? 
me. things are going so-so. ups: work is good, i'm sorta seeing a girl, it's hockey season, health, etc
downs: court is today, girl lives 400 miles away, nephew stole about 60 of my CDs, etc
all of this, too, shall pass. all in all, i don't hate myself right now, so i guess i'm doing pretty good.
me. things are going so-so. ups: work is good, i'm sorta seeing a girl, it's hockey season, health, etc
downs: court is today, girl lives 400 miles away, nephew stole about 60 of my CDs, etc
all of this, too, shall pass. all in all, i don't hate myself right now, so i guess i'm doing pretty good.
weston:
Yea, I know weakness if a part of life, but it is something that has always been rare in my life...Something I've always fought...Something I've always hated. And when it comes down to it...I just don't know how to be weak. Despite my shy behavior, I've always been someone my peers look up to; I've always been a leader. And leaders can't afford to be weak 
I've tried setting my own expectations, but even when I meet them, it still seems like I've failed because everyone else expects more. I know I shouldn't let others affect me like that...But disappointment just hurts so much
Thanks for the site, I'll definitely look around there a bit and do some research
And darn those Gnomes! Such mischievous little devils!
-Weston
I've tried setting my own expectations, but even when I meet them, it still seems like I've failed because everyone else expects more. I know I shouldn't let others affect me like that...But disappointment just hurts so much
Thanks for the site, I'll definitely look around there a bit and do some research
And darn those Gnomes! Such mischievous little devils!
-Weston
i had really weird dreams last night... err.. this morning. im still in that under rested head daze space. but... im updating anyways. so on with the dreams.. one of the dreams is that for some reason i drove to some other state and went to a frat house and was trying to find Fastboyent because i knew he was there.. but i couldnt remember...
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apathi:
yeah... i dont do that any thing i do remeber is from when im some what awake and nothing ever interesting
kore:
it's so obvious that we have to make out! and an onie and kore set! i drool at the thought darling.
pretty please?