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I'm back to thinking about the one that I shouldn't be thinking about. That is the one that is too young, the one who loves The King, the one that won't just get out of my head. I thought this whole thing was over, I thought I could easily move on, get over him, see what I have in front of me and go with...
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txakurgorri:
Life is drama. No matter what you do, those little memories and what-if's always creep in and just mind fuck you to death.

I always thought that I had all the answers at seven and there is nothing anyone can say to tell me otherwise! tongue
jayde__:
Love and drama... sigh... I won't get started on either since my monthly friend is visiting and I'm overemotional and whiney right now. But yeah...

Anyway, I hope you are feeling better now... or at least soon. *hugs*
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So now I'm back...you know the rest.

The beach was...well, the beach. It was awesome because I love the ocean and the water. It was awesome because I didn't have to work for seven days. It was awesome because my mom bought me cool stuff. HOWEVER. I felt like I was 16 again. When I'm with my whole family, I can't do anything without being...
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cambria:
do you still want to work at Calypso at the end of summer? I told my boss that someone wants to help out later on after I leave. smile
geekwithaguitar:
i called you!!
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I hate being home alone. It sucks. And of course I had to watch Law and Order and it was all about a woman being raped (of course) and she was home alone...suddenly the house seems both too big and too small at the same time. I wish there was someplace I could escape to so I don't have to face this all alone. But...
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tortor:
I so understand, hon,! I'm terrified of being alone. Ever since I was 6 or 7 and used to watch Rescue 911, I've been terrified of someone coming into my house. I'm sending big hugs your way! smile
disconnected:
woo!
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Okay, so I'll give you three guesses as to who was supposed to come into my bar last night.

Nope, not him. Nope, not her. YES! COLIN FUCKING FARRELL!!!

Now, I'll give you three more guesses to tell me who didn't show up. That's right. Colin-fucking-Farrell. One of the crew or cast or someone stopped by last night to tell us that they were gonna...
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rybo:
lame. it will come back around.
rybo:
lame that you missed him. i bet someone famous will randomly come in now. its just kind of how things work.
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I'm stalling. I should be getting ready for work. But instead...I'm stalling. Why do I torture myself at that place of horrific misery? Why?

Only a few more weeks. I know I can make it. Three more days this week...then a whole week off at the beach. And only two more weeks after that. Probably eight shifts. Maybe ten. Who knows.

I don't want to...
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shadowmancer:
Oooohhhhh.....the rare-but-not-unknown 'Normal-Freaky'.

You ma'am are a true treasure.
txakurgorri:
Aah, yes, work...

I am happy that I have Wed. thru Fri. off this week but in the back of my mind I keeping of the real reason behind this mini-vacation... Next week my manager is out, so I have to cover for him, that and the fact that we incredibly short-staffed. So, just me and the kid whose being there less than two months... frown Fun times, fun times.

My advice, just daydream a lot about the beach.... hmm... beach.....
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Well, nothing much to add in the last few days. It's supposed to rain all week and I'm tired of it already. I hate the fucking rain. Tonight at work is going to be damn boring...

But, I do leave for Florida next Saturday. That should be nice. I'm gone from Saturday to Friday!! Wahoo! I can't wait. I'm gonna get my pretty little head...
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october:
thank you for commenting on my set! kiss
txakurgorri:
Blessing,

Maybe a roadtrip up the river is called for... Don't forget you are talking about Colin freakin' Farrell... wink

Raining all weekend and nice grey day today as well...

I'm lovin' it.....

(God, I can't believe I just wrote that...)
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As embarrassing as it is to document my battle with weight loss where everyone can read it, I do have good news today.

Although my weight hasn't actually decreased since June 21st, I have lost approximately 12 inches overall: chest, waist, abdomen, hips, thighs, and arms, in the past month. I'm a LITTLE sad cuz my boobs are 2.25 inches smaller and I wanted to...
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txakurgorri:
Oh... (acts like he didn't know or is in any way a dirty old man at 26 years of age)

I am more than sure He'd have a hard time finding anyone to capture him the way you did. biggrin

Kiss ass? Why, yes I am....

Sorry, in a wee bit of a silly mood today. Too much in a sugar high...
scarydoll:
Congrats on the weight loss! I wouldn't worry about the loss in your boobs. As you lose inches on other places, you should remain proportionate, so your boobs will still look as large as ever!

Good luck spotting Colin Farrell! smile
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How come the SG girls aren't in pink anymore? I miss it...


Okay so I can drive stick! At least in town. I haven't conquered merging onto the interstate yet. I'm scared. But I can totally start going up hills and all that hoo ha. I rule, everyone else drools.


EDIT: FUCKING COLIN FARRELL was in the Target in my town today! He's filming a...
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scarydoll:
I'm confused! I think their comments are still pink. I'm pretty sure I saw some just this morning that were. Where were the non-pink comments that you saw? confused
scarydoll:
Lenore's comments are pink when I look at your journal. confused
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Had my first lesson driving stick yesterday. From my mom in the elementary school parking lot. It went horribly. I think I'm just too timid right now and so I freak out at the slightest jerk. Sigh. I wanna do this so bad! But I'm having issues...

I'm also going a little cross-eyed right now because I'm exhausted and I've had coffee and staring at...
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jburhite:
I want to learn how to ride a motorcycle. I would love to ride bike during the summers, plus there more fuel efficient. And chicks dig bikes, right?
Its like driving a stick in a way, you have a clutch on your left hand, and you shift gears with your left foot.

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txakurgorri:
I tried once... during a test-drive of a honda 5 speed. the sales guy really wanted me to buy that car...

btw, topless, huh? I guess that would have made the trip a bit different, eh?
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cambria:
Do I have to have any special skills? What kind of hours do you typically work? Could I just be a volunteer and kind of craft my own schedule? I'm a busy bee and have a lot to deal with this semester, so I'd love to help if I can[\b]

you just need the love for dogs. no matter the case. we dont discriminate any breeds or theyr aggression level. we have police/bomb&secret servic dogs that come in, too. you can craft your schedule. you can volunteer for play times. we need help! we have a shit load of dogs all the time. smile
disconnected:
that was my first car. honda are just about the best
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So I should have known better than to hope car shopping with my whole family would have gone well. My mom is a psychopath, my dad has no control, my brother acts like the world owes him everything, and I'm just fucking impatient. It pisses me off that we've been "car shopping" for about a month now and every time we see a car we...
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allister:
Hey. Thanks for the post in my journal; I've been a lazy sod updating it, but hey, it's the thought that counts.

Take care. Drop me a line sometime.

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jayde__:
Wow... what an entry! I hope the car shopping gets more productive. I agree with much of what you've said about the current state of affairs. I can't say much about Fahrenheit 9/11, though, since I still have to see it. (I've been lazy about getting out and going to the movies.)

Anyway, I hope you're having a good weekend!
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Well, fourth of July was shit. When it wasn't blazing hot and suffocatingly humid, it was pouring rain. The first half of the day, I felt like I was going to be sick from the heat and the sun exposure. The second half I was soaked to the bone and freezing. Not a good day.

Oh yeah, not by my choice. I had to work,...
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cambria:
yeah i live north of the falmout bridge. im near rt17.
shadowmancer:
Sorry your 4th sucked. I had to work too, so I kind of relate.


Hope car shopping went well.