So I figured I owed you all a real, decent update, though I'm sure you haven't been on the edge of your seats or anything.
First of all, I have absolutely NO money and no motivation to get a job. I know that the money I'll be making at school is actually NADA in the end, and everything I made over the summer is pretty...
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First of all, I have absolutely NO money and no motivation to get a job. I know that the money I'll be making at school is actually NADA in the end, and everything I made over the summer is pretty...
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Woohoo!!! Guess who finally has internet again???!?!?! ME!!!
I'll update again later, I'm too excited now
I'll update again later, I'm too excited now
Still no internet at mi casa. But hopefully that will be changed soon. Even if it IS just dial up. I have to decide how important it is to me...
Okay, enough lying, it's the most important thing ever. Maybe except for Harvest Cheddar Sun Chips. Yum. Life BLOWS right now because I hate school, I'm very quickly running out of money, and for the...
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Okay, enough lying, it's the most important thing ever. Maybe except for Harvest Cheddar Sun Chips. Yum. Life BLOWS right now because I hate school, I'm very quickly running out of money, and for the...
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speedphreak:
I've got dial up at home, it sucks because it is soooo frustratingly slow but because of that, it does keep me from spending ALL ,my time online when I should really be taking care of other things!
txakurgorri:
Dial up... I had that here in Northern Virginia while I waited for fuckin' Cox to get Cable Internet here... I lived in Iowa and we had a cable modem. I come here to the Tech corridor of the Mid-Atlantic and I have Dial up for 6 months. That and verizon would not provide DSL in my area.
School sucks sometimes... especially if you cannot remember why you are going in the first place...
School sucks sometimes... especially if you cannot remember why you are going in the first place...
On my boyfriends computer so I'm going to make it brief. Just a few quick things from the last couple of days.
I moved in and things seem to be going well. My roommates are much more chill than the ones last year. I can tell we're going to be fine. Plus, they drink and smoke and do all sorts of the same crazy shit...
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I moved in and things seem to be going well. My roommates are much more chill than the ones last year. I can tell we're going to be fine. Plus, they drink and smoke and do all sorts of the same crazy shit...
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majortomias:
hmmm... keg party tempting, what day? I know exactly how you feel about going back to school.
txakurgorri:
Soul Caliber II vs Class... Who'll win that one?
Any wagers?
Any wagers?
FUCK. My summer is fucking over. Tonight was kind of my last crazy night before heading back to school. I hate this shit. I'm so tired of going to classes and doing work. Not that I want to be a bar fly for the rest of my life, but I feel like I've wasted a good couple of years of my life just sitting at...
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u_dont_know_me:
We'll keep things interesting ... promise ... 
celluloid:
Hey sweetie!
Saw your advice request. I'm not an SG, but I DO know a bit about shitty pointless jobs.
I've been in mine for over a year now... But with my new school schedule, I dunno what I'm gonna do.
I want to say to you what I always tell myself - you never need the money THAT bad - but since I don't even take my own advice I don't feel right giving it to you.
Just try to remember... Work is what we do so we can have fun when we clock out.
Saw your advice request. I'm not an SG, but I DO know a bit about shitty pointless jobs.
I've been in mine for over a year now... But with my new school schedule, I dunno what I'm gonna do.
I want to say to you what I always tell myself - you never need the money THAT bad - but since I don't even take my own advice I don't feel right giving it to you.
Just try to remember... Work is what we do so we can have fun when we clock out.
I'm working on cleaning all the JUNK out of my room...possibly because this might be my last summer at home. I don't know yet. But anyway, I've gone through drawers, folders, notebooks, all sorts of things I haven't looked at in years. I found pictures of me with a friend of mine the last time I saw her. She died almost two years ago.
It's...
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speedphreak:
My slow ass connection speed made me double post.
[Edited on Aug 19, 2004 8:41PM]
[Edited on Aug 19, 2004 8:41PM]
geekwithaguitar:
awwww...ha ha ha. he's a cool dude, though. i like having him at work.
WOOOO. It was my last day. Of course, last call HAD to be at 11:30, which is a pretty late night for us. That means we don't leave until after midnight.
I will actually be sad to leave that place. It practically became my second home for most of the summer. Even when I wasn't working, I was up there more often then not, hanging...
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I will actually be sad to leave that place. It practically became my second home for most of the summer. Even when I wasn't working, I was up there more often then not, hanging...
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u_dont_know_me:
I say, whatever you decide, have fun with it ... do it on your terms ...
I'm in school because I hope to teach High School English someday ...
I was even in the education program for a while (I got kicked out because of my grades, but really because I disagreed with a lot of the pedigogy) ... I still want to teach though, and I don't need their recomendation anyways ... all I need for my licensure is my degree ...
All I'm saying is ... do what you want ... go with it ... have fun ... even if things don't go the way you expect, they a4re bound to lead you somewhere ...
I'm in school because I hope to teach High School English someday ...
I was even in the education program for a while (I got kicked out because of my grades, but really because I disagreed with a lot of the pedigogy) ... I still want to teach though, and I don't need their recomendation anyways ... all I need for my licensure is my degree ...
All I'm saying is ... do what you want ... go with it ... have fun ... even if things don't go the way you expect, they a4re bound to lead you somewhere ...
walkswithbears:
haha, i'm glad i've got photographic evidence anyway - the scar is itching like anything right now, but i can't do anthing about it, lest it bleed again! grr!
i never knew what i wanted to do with my life until recently, and even now i'm having second thoughts (i'm hopefully on the way to becoming a lecturer), so all as i have ever done is try to be happy. its the only way to be
i never knew what i wanted to do with my life until recently, and even now i'm having second thoughts (i'm hopefully on the way to becoming a lecturer), so all as i have ever done is try to be happy. its the only way to be
Right so...I'm terribly unprepared to go back to school. As much as I want to leave, to stop having to work EVERY damn day, I'm exhausted. Tomorrow is my last day of work and then I have Wednesday through Friday to pack and get prepared for the great migration back north. My parents and I are caravaning on Saturday, me with most of the "things"...
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shayne:
thanks for leaving me such a sweet message on my set. Your profile pic is phenomenal. hope you're having fun.
roxy:
I went to Stafford Senior High School, ah memories. As for things to do there... there really isn't much. Mostly what I did was hang out with friends in parking lots or people's houses. I was an angry and angst filled teenager, so I didn't really go out much.
Another full day of being completely confused by Ryan. I had a really long talk with Elvis today. Apparently it was a few weeks ago when she told Ryan that she didn't see it working out anymore, but they were still kinda together for a while...and the Colin thing brought it to a full stop.
So he and I played around like we used to,...
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u_dont_know_me:
Well, you could also think of it this way ...you're getting ready to go back to school ... maybe if nothing works out with this guy, you'll find another one that things will go somewhere with ... though I've seen the pickin's around town and I must say that this is a very liberal assumption hanging on lots of luck and a sudden peek in the hetero community and a subsequent decline of the frat-boy wannabes ... unless you're really in to frazzled pot-heads ... then your good ... oh wait ... nevermind ... stay home.
cambria:
thank you!
Today brought...a whole lot of nothing. And I mean a WHOLE lot. I'm just exhausted and I feel like crap. I called out sick from work even though I wasn't REALLLLLY that sick, I just decided that since I hadn't called out even ONCE during the course of the summer (I even came in a number of times on my day off) that I deserved...
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u_dont_know_me:
You know ... you can get all of that stuff cheap at second-hand electronic stores ... just go to GameStop ... they're everywhere ... or EB Games in the mall. Cheap, quick, simple ...
By the way ...
What's your favorite game?
By the way ...
What's your favorite game?
txakurgorri:
Ah, yes, the Playstation One. How I wasted so many Saturday nights playing Madden 97 with my friends. God, I am such a geek... 
Life does have those days, don't it?
Life does have those days, don't it?
Only six more shifts. And I might call off tomorrow. My stomach is killing me tonight. I felt like I was going to die all night. Tomorrow is only going to be eight thousand times worse.
I really want something to happen with Ryan. I'm trying to steer myself in that direction. I know probably nothing will happen until at least Saturday...seeing as how I...
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I really want something to happen with Ryan. I'm trying to steer myself in that direction. I know probably nothing will happen until at least Saturday...seeing as how I...
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chainedcresent:
I read your article.
I went through a very similair thing (at several jobs). I leave. I always end up leaving. It might not be the best advice, but I was making good money at one of the jobs, but being demeend like that... It wasnt worth the paycheck. It got to the point that it was putting me in a bad mood when I got home, and my friends (who are wonderful) didnt deserve to have to put up with a grumpy me just cause someone else was making me feel like shit.
She was even preventing me from getting the jobs I wanted (and felt like I deserved).
I went through a very similair thing (at several jobs). I leave. I always end up leaving. It might not be the best advice, but I was making good money at one of the jobs, but being demeend like that... It wasnt worth the paycheck. It got to the point that it was putting me in a bad mood when I got home, and my friends (who are wonderful) didnt deserve to have to put up with a grumpy me just cause someone else was making me feel like shit.
She was even preventing me from getting the jobs I wanted (and felt like I deserved).
txakurgorri:
Have fun and make sure no one takes any incriminating pictures...
Argh. So the one I shouldn't be thinking about is making it very difficult not to think about him. I feel like I'm back in some high school drama which, though oddly comforting, I'm really getting sick of.
So here's the story as of right this second. He and The King (Elvis, no really, that's her name) broke up on Saturday because - get this...
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So here's the story as of right this second. He and The King (Elvis, no really, that's her name) broke up on Saturday because - get this...
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u_dont_know_me:
I know where you are coming from darling ... it's tough getting over someone, or avoiding someone, or whatever, when they are constantly there all the time (whether that is physically or just in your head).
All you can really do is set a goal for yourself (together, not together, something happens, something doesn't, etc.) and stick with it.
As long as whatever happens is on your terms in a way that you are comfortable, what is there to worry or complain about? Decide what you want and make it happen ... and even if it doesn't work out that way, at least you tried ...
... I'm sorry, I'm rambling ...
All you can really do is set a goal for yourself (together, not together, something happens, something doesn't, etc.) and stick with it.
As long as whatever happens is on your terms in a way that you are comfortable, what is there to worry or complain about? Decide what you want and make it happen ... and even if it doesn't work out that way, at least you tried ...
... I'm sorry, I'm rambling ...
geekwithaguitar:
yeah dude, friday night sounds fine. i don't care if you bring friends as long as thier hot, single girls
*hugs* I hope things work out one way or another and at least stop causing you stress...
xoxo,
j
ps--good luck with the boyfriend thing...like Jayde i don't have the best relationship advice...so here's me crossing my fingers for you...**crosses toes instead**..shit see i can't do anything right...