norokai

HI!

who wants to watch star wars with me?

instead of forever
i'll settle for never
call it a day, i couldn't say
what's left to worship anymore

what the hell is wrong with me?
i'm so sick and tired of crying my eyes out every night.
of knowing everything that i want and need to do and never doing any of it.
of never paying attention to anything that's going on around me until it's too late.
of being in the exact same point in my life for the last 6 years....
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every day that we live
we're just another day closer to dying
everywhere that i go
i stay drunk so i don't start crying
everything that i see
reminds me of you which reminds me of me
there's no telling where the bottom is

baby there's a thin line
between love and loss
between right and wrong
between here and gone...

and all our days are done
when it's all said and gone
and i can't say
why i won't break

i feel lonely and want to throw up
not that it matters
everyone is out in
my self fabricated we like to ignore you land
not that it matters
i cannot concentrate
just for a minute or two
here it comes


but i won't let this build up inside of me

ps- the new slipknot album is fuckin killer
not that it matters
i'm just...
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I started a topic in the boards under music. it's a survey about downloading music. if you all would be so kind as to go and fill it out, i would greatly appreciate it. and tell all your friends to do it too! it's for school so the more people that fill it out the better. THANK YOU!!!!!!

current mood: drunk off my ass

let's see what the drunken poetic mind of me has to offer, shall we?

yes i know that i am comfined
and everything still is so defined
while symmetry may make sense to others
i resent my spine
pick apart these instances and realize the finite times
just because the words were said i do not think i am...
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sorry, i know i'm neglectful
been busy, i'm writing a song!
usually my band will give me the music to a song and i write the lyrics and sing but they haven't given me anything lately and i felt like i was gonna explode so i dusted off my guitar that i barely know how to play and wrote a song! i was so proud...
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flowers sudden morning grass stains
and instantly a sentimental shrug
while the separate signs of serenity
the hunted eludes the hunter...
procreate with innocense and style
i live for inevitable denial
join with me and forfeit design
down one hell of a ride
perfect? forgotten misbehavior
and sentimental reconciliation
survive only to find
there's more than what exists in my mind
"how can that be?"...
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on new years eve, i lost the person i care about most in the whole world, the love of my life, the love of my dreams, my best friend... she wont talk to me, no one will talk to me about it, i have nowhere else to go so im writing in my suicidegirls journal (how lame is that?)

i don't know what to do,...
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