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"Do you believe a man can change his destiny?"

"I believe a man does what he can until his destiny is revealed."

I am tired. I am tired of being tired and I am tired of being. Something must be done, something long overdue.

I have wasted, WASTED...so much, so many things....time, energy, money, love, hate, joy, pain, sadness, anger, blood, sweat, tears and heartache...I have nothing to show for it. NOTHING. In this life, I have achieved nothing. I am ashamed. So much promise, unfufilled.

I want to start making a difference in this world...to someone, anyone.

I want to be someone that others are proud to call their friend.

I want to be passionate about something, anything.

I want to be the best at something I am passionate about.

I want to lead a life worthy of life.

"The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference."
--Elie Wiesel