echo: echo
different people masturbate in different places.
that is, some people masturbate purely in their bodies, some in their fantasies, and some in their memories-- or somewhere in the range along the spectrum among those three. while it is possible to masturbate entirely somatically (e.g.: wet dream) or fantastically (e.g.: romance novel), most of us combine at least a little bit.
fantasy, if I would be...
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that is, some people masturbate purely in their bodies, some in their fantasies, and some in their memories-- or somewhere in the range along the spectrum among those three. while it is possible to masturbate entirely somatically (e.g.: wet dream) or fantastically (e.g.: romance novel), most of us combine at least a little bit.
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ninjatoes:
What's with the *ahem*? Don't you like my annoying positivity? Actually, there is a bunch of driving forces behind this whole thing... or maybe I'm losing my mind.
And I usually masturbate in the shower. Every girl should have a multi speed massaging shower head and that's just all there is to it.
And I usually masturbate in the shower. Every girl should have a multi speed massaging shower head and that's just all there is to it.
panthro:
that's why i love the interweb! there is so much porn on here, you can find anything you are into at the moment! 
wanna bring them ben wa balls over and teach me how to use em?
wanna bring them ben wa balls over and teach me how to use em?
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sillyokio:
thanks
pedronz:
when your ready girly-pants!
no rush...
so... how's ghost world treating you?
no rush...
so... how's ghost world treating you?
1. I should take dating advice from my sister. this girl totally cracks me up. this guy she really was into had made plans with her, and around 3am (obviously several hours after the plans), he called and wanted her just to come over to his place. she told him never to call her again. knowing her, she'll stick to it, too. ha ha! she's...
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annisa:
thank you
xo
xo
pedronz:
oh noez????
yeah - a lil part of me aint too sure either!
but hey --- If i remember back to the start of our friendship it was one of the first questions you asked me (if i have a set).... well, maybe now is the time?
still - feels a lil odd!
(p.s --- I'm gonna read this blog fully a lil later and make witty and insightful comments as always!)
kiss
yeah - a lil part of me aint too sure either!
but hey --- If i remember back to the start of our friendship it was one of the first questions you asked me (if i have a set).... well, maybe now is the time?
still - feels a lil odd!
(p.s --- I'm gonna read this blog fully a lil later and make witty and insightful comments as always!)
kiss
This past week was really hard, and I honestly got pretty down about it. The idea of having of a seizure disorder isn't ideal, but I could understand it. I had medication that was stable, and for two years, it worked. This process of having to figure out why, randomly and for no reason, I leave this world-- it's just exhausting.
On the plus side,...
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On the plus side,...
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pedronz:
awwww.... you casting coy smiles in my direction hun?
you're always so sweet!
If i were to buy you a sweet treat i think I'd hunt for the most luscious chocolate afghan with a big walnut ontop and lovely icing - I'd probably demand that you snap it in half and share it with me tho!
Failing that a selection of natural jelly beans with as many watermelon flavoured ones as i can find!
meanwhile --- the house is good!!! --- kinda old from the outside - basically it's a beach-house that has been expanded into a larger living house. It's gonna take a bit of work from myself over time but I'm so excited about the prospect of that! -- roll on handy-man-guy! (I feel an SB set coming on based around that theme! --- me and a tool belt!)
mwah
x
P.S - I love the fact that your belly is full! --- tis one of life's most basic but pleasurable things! --- go on, rub it and sigh contently!
you're always so sweet!
If i were to buy you a sweet treat i think I'd hunt for the most luscious chocolate afghan with a big walnut ontop and lovely icing - I'd probably demand that you snap it in half and share it with me tho!
Failing that a selection of natural jelly beans with as many watermelon flavoured ones as i can find!
meanwhile --- the house is good!!! --- kinda old from the outside - basically it's a beach-house that has been expanded into a larger living house. It's gonna take a bit of work from myself over time but I'm so excited about the prospect of that! -- roll on handy-man-guy! (I feel an SB set coming on based around that theme! --- me and a tool belt!)
mwah
x
P.S - I love the fact that your belly is full! --- tis one of life's most basic but pleasurable things! --- go on, rub it and sigh contently!
pedronz:
Every girl should be worshipped... at least those who deserve it!
and you certainly do!
and you certainly do!
it doesn't matter
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rin:
maybe a warm cup of tea and a good movie is what you need right now. or cookies, perhaps.
cleaning the outside = cleaning the inside
I think sometimes the universe speaks to me quite directly, and then I am reassured.
but, honestly, right now I am very sad.
I don't want to act appropriately.
I don't want to be nice.
I don't want to be patient.
or respectful.
or kind.
I don't want to be the bigger person.
I just want to be...
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I think sometimes the universe speaks to me quite directly, and then I am reassured.
but, honestly, right now I am very sad.
I don't want to act appropriately.
I don't want to be nice.
I don't want to be patient.
or respectful.
or kind.
I don't want to be the bigger person.
I just want to be...
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rin:
yeah, geez, i hate the 'friends' who act like that! i'm sorry you're going through it, though.
and, you can word spew anytime. that's what the internet is for!
and, you can word spew anytime. that's what the internet is for!
pedronz:
sometimes we need to be these things...
s'ok --- we just do it --- consequences come later and can be dealt with.
(hug!)
x
s'ok --- we just do it --- consequences come later and can be dealt with.
(hug!)
x
Rin said:
other things i love:
♥ waking up early in the morning, not because i have to, but because i've slept enough. i love the cool air and long shadows of summer mornings.
♥ napping on the couch with my cat.
♥ burying my feet in the sand when i'm at the beach.
what do you love? tell me everything!
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morie:
Yeah, I know he considers me his wife, and I kinda wish he didn't. Because in doing so it makes everything right now seem so final, and I want to have the ability to make changes still.
It's his party, so it shouldn't matter to me I suppose. When he and Ty were coming up with ideas for it, it was at Zac and Erin's rehearsal dinner and I just thought that was tacky (as it's someone else's wedding, lets let them be the center of attention).
It's his party, so it shouldn't matter to me I suppose. When he and Ty were coming up with ideas for it, it was at Zac and Erin's rehearsal dinner and I just thought that was tacky (as it's someone else's wedding, lets let them be the center of attention).
morie:
I told you he was excited. :o)
And it's not that I'm NOT excited myself to think about getting married to Nic, maybe it's just more the timing. I'm so tired right now, and there's three more weddings left before October. I just want to be excited in thinking about planning my own, not tired because I'm involved in 5 others.
I also think that because I've started planning two other weddings and those have both failed, that if I start planning this one it will also fall through. Nothing like some psychological issues.
And it's not that I'm NOT excited myself to think about getting married to Nic, maybe it's just more the timing. I'm so tired right now, and there's three more weddings left before October. I just want to be excited in thinking about planning my own, not tired because I'm involved in 5 others.
I also think that because I've started planning two other weddings and those have both failed, that if I start planning this one it will also fall through. Nothing like some psychological issues.
The problem is not so much that I don't have boundaries, but instead that I don't understand the boundaries that seem to come so easily for almost every one else. It's as if I'm autistic or somehow just was never taught, except that I'm not and I was.
And it seems easy, in my mind. If a person tells me something, I feel like I...
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I've been feeling pretty down. not devastated, but drained.
I'm not looking forward to re-explaining things I don't quite understand to my cardiologist, primary care physician, and ...uh... sleep study tech? within the next week. the idea of having a seizure disorder made sense. it wasn't ideal, but I understood it. not knowing is just a little bit tiring. if I don't have narcolepsy (my...
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I'm not looking forward to re-explaining things I don't quite understand to my cardiologist, primary care physician, and ...uh... sleep study tech? within the next week. the idea of having a seizure disorder made sense. it wasn't ideal, but I understood it. not knowing is just a little bit tiring. if I don't have narcolepsy (my...
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happycherries:
Good luck with your tests next week. I know how annoying it is to have to explain things to like 12 different people. It's like can't they just read your chart?? it's all in there somewhere they're just to lazy to look it up. Are you staying overnight to have the sleep study??? I did that once but I'm so particular about where I sleep I didn't really fall asleep for very long.
I'm glad you're still working on the whole smoking thing!@ I can't imagain that sniffing glue is good for you so I'm glad you quit that too!
As for your female problems. I have already given you the answer to this. CHOCOLATE! Listen to me my child. I am older and wiser.
I'm glad you're still working on the whole smoking thing!@ I can't imagain that sniffing glue is good for you so I'm glad you quit that too!
As for your female problems. I have already given you the answer to this. CHOCOLATE! Listen to me my child. I am older and wiser.
morie:
I'd drives ya 'round, but I don't even live in town! Stupid Grandville.
I have a 24 speed bike, but I so don't know how to use the gears yet and I pretty much hang out in third gear (high resistance) on the left and sixth (decently high) on the right. lower the resistance going up hills, raise it going down.
so I'm nearing the top of this hill, and I've only shifted down twice and it won't...
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mistressmissy:
I'm the same way. Evan tried to show me how to switch gears and I'm still clumsy at it.
soooooooooooooooooooooooooo............
(which is so overused....)
do I have epilepsy? maybe. maybe not.
do I have narcolepsy? maybe. maybe not.
am I in cardiac distress? maybe I should talk to my cardiologist on that one.
and so I'm going to be appointment happy for a bit.
in other news, it's going to take a bit longer than anticipated before I'm actually able to buy a house....
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(which is so overused....)
do I have epilepsy? maybe. maybe not.
do I have narcolepsy? maybe. maybe not.
am I in cardiac distress? maybe I should talk to my cardiologist on that one.
and so I'm going to be appointment happy for a bit.
in other news, it's going to take a bit longer than anticipated before I'm actually able to buy a house....
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evanx:
Keep saving your pennies! 
giggles:
I think she was kind of sad she loves the pool, she is going to be so happy once we put the new one up
good god if i have to hear the word bullshit one more time tonight im gonna scream. seriously. i will walk out of my house.
things are so bizarre here. im so uninterested, uninteresting..etc. but hugs all the way around.
and im a total fantasy type girl. i usually think about the ones i cant have, not the one im stuck with.