nirbhao

so I pretty much left home monday morning around 8am and I got home just around 9pm tonight...

it mostly has to do with going early and leaving late.

the universe has a fantastic ability of keeping a soul humble.

I think I'm learning. I hope I'm learning.

also, I believe we have about eight inches of snow.

dear ms. easter bunny:

I appreciate that I'm not entitled to anything here, but-- you know-- it sure would make things a lot easier if I could keep driving.

love,
hoping-to-not-have-another-seizure-anytime-soon shine

p.s. I've had enough of these bloody boogers now. kthnx.

mmm... old drunk bar flies make for the most interesting conversation....

makes me miss driving taxi

wasn't that silly!

I actually spent my saturday crocheting, watching stranger than fiction, and hiding from people.

this week starts causal [sic] week at work. the collections manager decided we should be able to wear shorts and jeans for the nice weather (and because people did a good job...), and he made a poster. he is a Michigan State grad.

yesterday was my cousin's baby...
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wow!

what a crazy night!

started out with a new tattoo, shaved my head, and bought some kickass new shoes.

went to the carnival and met up with some crazy ass folks.

turns out that months of sobreity has severly lowered my tolerance. I got sooo wasted last night! super drunk!

AND smoked a ton of weed, tried some coke because, well, it was there...
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enough already
it's a new day

yeah, yeah, yeah
two posts in one day, get over it

so [EDIT] Ex and I broke up, what, three-- four?-- months ago?

yes, we continued to be friends. rather, we continued to be lovers who weren't physically intimate. I held out hope that he would get sober and we could reconnect. I was entirely up-front about this, and, in my opinion, I was a...
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quitting smoking

is hard

tao
is hard

responding to rudeness, hostility, indifference, and unnecessary nastiness
especially in times of stress

is hard

should haves, would haves, could haves, and supposed tos
are hard

because they aren't real

finishing a project that is dull and boring
when an exciting project is up next
is hard

going to bed on time
(and therefore getting up on time)...
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I received 3 friend requests between 3pm yesterday and 3pm today from people with accounts established this month, no posts, extremely limited personal information, and no prior contact. I find it hard to believe I'm that popular. sg better not be following in myspace's footsteps in the excessive spam friend request manner.

anyway, I was proactive about it.

work right now is so hurry up...
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