I'm really struggling. Gramps dies. Canada gets thrown in my face. Now I need $300 for new tires. I couldnt even save money to save my tooth. I'm feeling a little hopeless. Am I supposed to sit back and say "Okay life, keep shitting on me, I know you'll get tired of it eventually"? Is this my payback for enjoying like an entire month or...
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It's easy to let stress eat you alive.
You become a better person when you stop letting it.
Even when you have to relearn it every time.
You become a better person when you stop letting it.
Even when you have to relearn it every time.
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tubaart:
Amen, sister.
tastycorpse666:
Howdy old buddy! How've you been?
Still dont have details of my trip.
I need to go get my chest dermal taken out but I havent worked up the balls to do it yet. I keep making up excuses.
I'm trying to unstress by eating too much...good idea? I think not.
I've been mean lately. Which makes me feel guilty. Which in turn makes me meaner.
I cant waaaaaaaaaaait to go...
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I need to go get my chest dermal taken out but I havent worked up the balls to do it yet. I keep making up excuses.
I'm trying to unstress by eating too much...good idea? I think not.
I've been mean lately. Which makes me feel guilty. Which in turn makes me meaner.
I cant waaaaaaaaaaait to go...
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mydogfarted:
Tooz, you weigh like 10 lbs. Eat more.
northern:
I agree with mydogfarted, I think you can afford to gain a few pounds. I'm not saying lots, but a few will be fine. Besides, once you start your meds, you probably won't need to overeat.
Meds can be wonderful when they work. Hope yours will help a lot.
You haven't been mean to me.... yet. Not that I want you to.
Meds can be wonderful when they work. Hope yours will help a lot.
You haven't been mean to me.... yet.
Not that I want you to.To answer your questions...
I will be somewhere in Ontario. I'm flying into Toronto, but I'm not sure where I'm staying. I'm not even sure if I'll have any free time as I am being sent there for a district meeting for my sales job. It will be good to see my two TM's that are in that region. But I am not very happy...
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I will be somewhere in Ontario. I'm flying into Toronto, but I'm not sure where I'm staying. I'm not even sure if I'll have any free time as I am being sent there for a district meeting for my sales job. It will be good to see my two TM's that are in that region. But I am not very happy...
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rellkin:
thats lamo Tues good luck with getting the passport. don't know labor laws there but look into it you may have a wrongful termination law suit to hold over there head if they try to fire you.
sameenvy:
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apparently i will be somewhere in Canada sept 1-4
color me fucking flusterd
The shitty part is I have to go to an expidite passport center in Chicago to get the passport in time. This means I will miss my morning job. Then I will miss my morning job Sept 1-4. Will the full time job reimburse me for the missed pay for the part...
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color me fucking flusterd
The shitty part is I have to go to an expidite passport center in Chicago to get the passport in time. This means I will miss my morning job. Then I will miss my morning job Sept 1-4. Will the full time job reimburse me for the missed pay for the part...
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lilcupcake:
Ooo ooo where!? why?
trixxx:
When, Where and Why?? I HAVE to get top see you lol, after all these years
My Son said to me today "Every single person perceives you differently from the next"
What a weird but very true statement. We got into an intense (one of many tonight) conversation about how different people we know perceive us and how we react and play to their perception.
Always good fun to be had at Son's house. I'm going to miss him as much...
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What a weird but very true statement. We got into an intense (one of many tonight) conversation about how different people we know perceive us and how we react and play to their perception.
Always good fun to be had at Son's house. I'm going to miss him as much...
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northern:
Random and strange can be good, at least some of the time. Hope whatever happens helps to keep the tears away.
I just got back from the funeral. These past few days have been harder than anytime I can remember. I love my Grampa so much...I'm drained.
Thank you so much for all the love and support in my last journal. It was much needed and appreciated.
I'm tired of everything right now.
Thank you so much for all the love and support in my last journal. It was much needed and appreciated.
I'm tired of everything right now.
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northern:
Hope you get a nice, long sleep.
Hugs!
Hugs!
skullgrid:
*** HUGS ***
It strikes me as funny how people who claim to be my best or close friend have made it extremely obvious the past 2 days that they really dont care about me. Part of being a true friend is being there when they need you. This sometimes requires you to set your own problems aside and give your friend a kind word, offer your fucking...
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murf9980:
Hey Sweetie,
So sorry to hear about your loss. Big hugs of love to you now and always!!
I really don't know what else to say other then I am here for you now and always. Wheather you are here or you move away, and if EVER you need me, just call. Remember this always, you have one big slobboring, lovable, oof of a "big Murf love slave" here that will ALWAYS be here for you my friend.
Love you lots............
So sorry to hear about your loss. Big hugs of love to you now and always!!
I really don't know what else to say other then I am here for you now and always. Wheather you are here or you move away, and if EVER you need me, just call. Remember this always, you have one big slobboring, lovable, oof of a "big Murf love slave" here that will ALWAYS be here for you my friend.
Love you lots............
darkdrow:
Warm Thoughts and Luff today too...
<3
<3
Im fucking livid. I was informed by work that Grandparents arent considered close enough relatives to receive funeral pay. So I have to decide if I should use my last two vacation days to go to the wake and the funeral or if I should just go to the funeral. This is my Dads father. I want to be there for my Dad ya know?...
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sameenvy:
Oh Tuessy, I'm so sorry, honey. I hope that you are able to find a way to go to both. 
I love you. <333
I love you. <333
skullgrid:
whoa. that's... ridiculous.
i'd be pissed too.
grrrr
i'd be pissed too.
grrrr
Thanks for the kind words.
I'm working today then I head down to IL for the wake tomorrow, the funeral on Thursday. I don't want to do this. Hardly slept last night, everytime I came close to falling asleep id start crying again.
It hurts to let go of someone you love so much.
I wish I had happier words. I'm just nowhere near happy...
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I'm working today then I head down to IL for the wake tomorrow, the funeral on Thursday. I don't want to do this. Hardly slept last night, everytime I came close to falling asleep id start crying again.
It hurts to let go of someone you love so much.
I wish I had happier words. I'm just nowhere near happy...
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wired:
Sorry to hear about the G-ma, i'm kinda in the same boat as you at the moment.
leib_:
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thanks for your support, too