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Happy Birthday Greggy! I hope that today everything turns around for you and today is the best day evah!

Happy 1 month Bah I love you and cannot wait to see you this weekend!!!

Yay to me not smoking for a whole month! Someone should make me vegan cupcakes. *hint hint*

Oh and bonus points of the day go to Kashi brand cereals. Holy delicious...
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I love the color pink

I think real hugs are the most amazing thing in the world, but fake hugs are disgusting

I'd rather make everyone I love happy than make myself smile

Sometimes I cant catch my breath, other time my blood sugar drops and I pass out

I havent smoked in 25 days, not even one lil drag

My emotions are uncontrollable making...
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no no no

lets try this again.

To fix my unhappiness I am going to...

1. Check out how much school would cost. I hate my job, I know what I want to do, it's bout time I manned up and fucking did it.

2. Sell as much stuff as I can without making myself completely unhappy and put every dime of that to getting...
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So I've got about $3,000 in doctor bills, an extra $200 cable bill, and a $100 electric bill I wasnt expecting breathing down my neck. Course noone wants to talk payments, they all want their money and they want it now. Well ya know what? I want my fucking money too! So whatever, I guess the money I was using for my divorce and to...
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I accidentally punched a table last night whilst enjoying a dinner with Murf and now the side of my hand is all bruised up and super sore. Im wonderin how you accidentally punch something that hard. Saddest part is, I was just tryin to sit down when it happened....Im talented

This weekend I was at Bahs house and he went to touch a cold beer...
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This weekend was wonderful, didnt want it to end. Went to Happyland to see my Bah and leave my worries and sadness behind for a couple days. I got my ass spoiled. Flowers, delicious food, rock band, and Robot Chicken. What more could a girl ask for? A whole weekend of being loved and spoiled to pieces...I could use that every day Sadly I'm not...
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I had a good cry to my Mom last night. And as Mom's do, she made it better. She even went out and got me Rice Cream Bars cuz she loves me so much. She also promised to take care of Peedoo so I can go be in my Bah's arms this weekend. I broke down and told her why I was freaking about being...
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Not really dealing well.

Im a fucking basketcase of emotions.

It will level out right? Right??

UPDATE

So Im stuck at work all day with nothing to do and no bosses so I came to play for a bit.

I havent gotten much unpacked cuz Im trying to get my kitty acclimated to her new environment. Shes getting there, her biggest problem is the dog. She's never seen a dog before and is just absolutely terrified of Breezy.

I am getting...
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Well todays the last day. Im sad, anxious, annoyed, and actied. Sigh

Last night was my last night with Greggy. Ima miss him. It will be weird to not have someone to bitch at after work He's gonna be much happier in Cali though once he gets settled.

Im not going to miss this apartment. Im going to miss my best friend, my independence, cable...
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It's close to GO time.

No rest for the wicked.

I kinda feel like someone punched me in the shoulder and kicked in both my kneecaps. Yay moving!

Im excited to start setting up my new room. As soon as I have a bit of extra money (which will be awhile since I discovered I owe the cable company $200 ) I am going to get some paint and go nuts. My walls are all...
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