nexttuesday

my back is really sore and im sleepy but my laundry isnt done....rough life

i wish i had someone to hold me tonight. no urge for a boyfren...just wanna snuggle

Went and hung out with Timmy tim tim, Lil Dude, and Andy yesterday...I missed those guys more than I thought. I havent really hung out with them in years. How sad that I lost touch with my friends. Getting back in touch with them makes me so happy. And them too. They were so excited to hang with me, just like old times...ripping on each...
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I sang my lil heart out after some encouragement.

I looked drop dead sexy.

And I stuck to my guns. I sang, I laughed, I socialized, I went home. Impressive for me

On an odd note, I ate so may brownies that the back of my throat burns...I may regret that...and the alcohol in the mornings.

Here's to hoping ear will pretend like I didnt...
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Went out and saw more friends for just a bit last night. I love my Cheese and my Pretty Girl. I was pretty tired from the other night though so I literally stayed out about 20 minutes haha

Tonight Kat is draggin may ass out to karaoke It's been a hella long time since I've done that. I'm gonna dress myself up super sexy just...
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Went to my Son's house last night. Haven't seen him in a few weeks. It was really good to get out and play instead of being cooped up in the house surfin the web as usual. He's so silly with me, pure child like fun times. Went home and stayed up till 10:30 and apparently forgot to set my alarm because I was an 1...
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My Bubba says to me "Maybe stop trying to find something serious and just have fun. You just got out of bad marriage Brutus. Enjoy yourself date some but keep your options open." I reply back that I dont want to even go out on a date for like 6 months because I think I'm too screwed up in the head. My Bubba says back...
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Come up with a fantastical idea today. I hope it pans out amazingly.

I haven't been so exicted/eager/anxious in a long time.

If nothing else, this will be fun!

I know what I want out of life, but I apparently have no clue how to get there. Or I'm holding myself back. Maybe a lil of both, I'm not really sure anymore. What I am sure of is that I have to grow some balls and put my foot down if I ever want to get there.

I'm also sure I need to sleep...
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It smells of shit in my house.

I wish things were easier but at least I can still smile.



see

I think a month long vacation totally secluded would be ideal.

Or it would be the death of me.

Either way.

(that totally was not sposed to come out so depressing)

My name is Tuesday and I am a brownie alcoholic

wait

what

I love chocolate silk...just sayin.

What's your problem?

I took a pair of panties today and made art with them....

I'm sleepy...I want to dream....