Today is a much better day than yesterday was.
And it was great to get all of that Emo stuff out of me.
Although I do believe that I am more confused today than I have been in a long time.
But that's a completely different story
Super tired today, and unable to think too clearly.
Need a nap.
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And it was great to get all of that Emo stuff out of me.
Although I do believe that I am more confused today than I have been in a long time.
But that's a completely different story
Super tired today, and unable to think too clearly.
Need a nap.
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Today I cried.
I cried because of the horrible time I had last night.
I cried because I feel so alone
I cried because I don't think that I'm very attractive
I cried because of what I've done, and who I did them too
I cried because of what I have said, and who I said it to.
I cried because my crushes NEVER crush...
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I cried because of the horrible time I had last night.
I cried because I feel so alone
I cried because I don't think that I'm very attractive
I cried because of what I've done, and who I did them too
I cried because of what I have said, and who I said it to.
I cried because my crushes NEVER crush...
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aenigma:
it's scary how alike we are
mat8drb:
A ha. I didn't see the bad date thing. Grrrrrrr.
You went grey for a few seconds today, didn't you?
You went grey for a few seconds today, didn't you?
*EDITED JOURNAL UPDATE*
Last night I had a date from hell.
READ MY ANSWERS You fuckers asked these questions and I worked for an hour straight answering them...read them....get to know me....or something.
Last night I had a date from hell.
READ MY ANSWERS You fuckers asked these questions and I worked for an hour straight answering them...read them....get to know me....or something.
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bonezman:
Well take care of this soon... My day is just fucking crazy... 
Talk soon one way or another!
Talk soon one way or another!
x_doug_x:
sorry to hear that.
ANSWERS!!!
bonezman Do you ever combine your vices, and if so, does it tingle?
I've had a pepsi before and after sex....but never during. Hmmm....something new to try?
mat8drb Do you actually really regret any of your choices to date? Or given the chance, would you do it all the same again?
Hell yes!! I will be extremely attracted to someone and just have had...
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bonezman Do you ever combine your vices, and if so, does it tingle?
I've had a pepsi before and after sex....but never during. Hmmm....something new to try?
mat8drb Do you actually really regret any of your choices to date? Or given the chance, would you do it all the same again?
Hell yes!! I will be extremely attracted to someone and just have had...
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tawanise:
lets talk, lol
bonezman:
We're bound to hug forever... I prefer to be the last to let go... This could get dangerous!
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thora:
And getting big so fast! I wish they could stay that little forever, like Asian Leopard Cats, but one of the joys of a Jungle Cat is the size!
patient_zero:
I had so much fun yesterday!! You are a blast to hang out with, and so easy to talk to!! We definitely have to do this again!!
We so should have bumped him!! LOL
I had so much fun yesterday!! You are a blast to hang out with, and so easy to talk to!! We definitely have to do this again!!
We so should have bumped him!! LOL
Sometimes I feel like I do things just to torture myself. But why in the fuck do I do it?? Do I secretly enjoy it?
???!!!!????!!
I really don't understand ANYTHING at this point. Nothing. It almost even seems like the world is out to get and end my ass.
But no, it can't be quick and painless.....instead it's like this long drawn out process...
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???!!!!????!!
I really don't understand ANYTHING at this point. Nothing. It almost even seems like the world is out to get and end my ass.
But no, it can't be quick and painless.....instead it's like this long drawn out process...
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bonezman:
I hate to say this, but join the club. Even those who supposedly care the most for me shrug me off often enough. Best buds, my ass. Just lip service to soothe her own feelings.
I won't shrug you off, but you never call so I've never had a chance to prove it.. I hate it when people blow me off. So many of them do it without meaning anything by it, but it still can get under my skin when they know I needed to talk to them. So much for respect. That seems gone in today's society.
Hope you feel better soon. We still have a CD to swap when you get a chance.
I won't shrug you off, but you never call so I've never had a chance to prove it..
I hate it when people blow me off. So many of them do it without meaning anything by it, but it still can get under my skin when they know I needed to talk to them. So much for respect. That seems gone in today's society.
Hope you feel better soon. We still have a CD to swap when you get a chance.
tripleb_doom:
yeah i have been shrugged off by the world latly we shoudl protest or somthing
or better yet sue somebody
then theres $$$$$$$$$$$
or better yet sue somebody
then theres $$$$$$$$$$$
Today I'm feeling very "done in"...tired of all of the bullshit in my life...
What the fuck is it all for??
I'm sick of being pushed aside and being lied to. Believe me, I would much rather you hurt my feelings by telling me the truth than just feeding me lies to keep me pulling along.
Fuck lies.
..... I know that I don't do...
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What the fuck is it all for??
I'm sick of being pushed aside and being lied to. Believe me, I would much rather you hurt my feelings by telling me the truth than just feeding me lies to keep me pulling along.
Fuck lies.
..... I know that I don't do...
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misery:
yay food! i felt the exact same way after i got my lip pierced.
billyfivecrows:
hmmm...Well, I have heard Detroit is lovely in the fall...
Yeah, I am feeling better today. Much. Seems like everything I had pent up just came to a head. I got it out and *whew*
Seems like the blue-funk is epidemic this week. Everyone I've encountered just feels blah! But it seems to be waning now, so good.
"wish I had your way with words"...You seem to do pretty good. You say what you want and say it clearly. I get a pretty good sense of "you" when I read your entries. High energy, sharp intelligence and quick humor.
I've worked really hard to get where I am with my writing, so it makes me feel very, very good when someone appreciates it
hope your day is peace and ease
(the piercing looks great, by the way!)
r.
Yeah, I am feeling better today. Much. Seems like everything I had pent up just came to a head. I got it out and *whew*
Seems like the blue-funk is epidemic this week. Everyone I've encountered just feels blah! But it seems to be waning now, so good.
"wish I had your way with words"...You seem to do pretty good. You say what you want and say it clearly. I get a pretty good sense of "you" when I read your entries. High energy, sharp intelligence and quick humor.
I've worked really hard to get where I am with my writing, so it makes me feel very, very good when someone appreciates it
hope your day is peace and ease
(the piercing looks great, by the way!)
r.
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misterdoom:
Pink hair!!! Yay!!!!
Yeah... things are swell.
Yeah... things are swell.
funkabella:
i love your hair too waaaaaaaaaah maybe im gonna dye my hair pink or red, wana help me? LOL free bag for a lovely lady. just pick the fabric. and are we talking like well maybe send me a pic of your bag rite now that you have, are we talking like pockets/velcro closing or clips, etc. i will make you whatever you need my dear. i have to finish some cool things for dave too but im taking an sg break rite now lol had to reply to you though sweetness. no charge EVER. help me with my hair though 
deal? even if its just helping me pick a color lol looooooooooooves n hugs for ya.
ang
p.s. you can call me anytime babe. like i said im breaking sg and related things for a bit, but i will call you back or email you back.
take care of yourself!
deal? even if its just helping me pick a color lol looooooooooooves n hugs for ya.
ang
p.s. you can call me anytime babe. like i said im breaking sg and related things for a bit, but i will call you back or email you back.
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rustgiraffe:
hey, cheer up, i think it's moon phase for everyone or something..
tigerangel:
Thank you so much!
My hair is now PINK!
Pictures to come!
Pictures to come!
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gothikai:
I love pink hair. Mine used to be.
billyfivecrows:
Hey 'anne
Thanks for the kind words and *hugs* right back atcha. Never sure who reads my journal, so a nice suprise.
Since you commented, I think AS you were commenting, actually, I deleted that part...
I feel okay, really...just "one of those days" where I was thinking, Why? What's all this for?
Everything, I mean. The only answer seems to be just to watch how it all unfolds and go along for the ride. If I try to force it, plan it too far in advance, or project an outcome, I'll give myself brain bubbles *pop!*
Connection. Expression. That's what this is about. I used to be kinda against the whole chat site thing, but now I think it's great. I'm meeting cool people from all around. The ones I "should" get to know, are the ones I'm getting to know. Hell, make friends everywhere ya can, right?
Anyway, nice to meet you. Drop me a line anytime.
rain.
ps...I like your paintings. Ever hear of the COBRA group? They were a European collective that produced art in the mid 60's to the mid 70's. Your work reminds me a bit of Karel Appel, one of the most well known artists associated with them.
Looking forward to the pink hair pics.
r.
Thanks for the kind words and *hugs* right back atcha. Never sure who reads my journal, so a nice suprise.
Since you commented, I think AS you were commenting, actually, I deleted that part...
I feel okay, really...just "one of those days" where I was thinking, Why? What's all this for?
Everything, I mean. The only answer seems to be just to watch how it all unfolds and go along for the ride. If I try to force it, plan it too far in advance, or project an outcome, I'll give myself brain bubbles *pop!*
Connection. Expression. That's what this is about. I used to be kinda against the whole chat site thing, but now I think it's great. I'm meeting cool people from all around. The ones I "should" get to know, are the ones I'm getting to know. Hell, make friends everywhere ya can, right?
Anyway, nice to meet you. Drop me a line anytime.
rain.
ps...I like your paintings. Ever hear of the COBRA group? They were a European collective that produced art in the mid 60's to the mid 70's. Your work reminds me a bit of Karel Appel, one of the most well known artists associated with them.
Looking forward to the pink hair pics.
r.
...Pick up Lines....
I have a waterbed. Want to make some waves?
Pardon me, do you like whipped cream?
Guess what? I've just discovered the eighth wonder of the world. You!
The twinkle in your eyes puts the stars to shame.
Don't mind me, I'm just looking foryour USDA prime grade beef stamp.
For you, I'd share my toothbrush.
You remind me of a Butterball...
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I have a waterbed. Want to make some waves?
Pardon me, do you like whipped cream?
Guess what? I've just discovered the eighth wonder of the world. You!
The twinkle in your eyes puts the stars to shame.
Don't mind me, I'm just looking foryour USDA prime grade beef stamp.
For you, I'd share my toothbrush.
You remind me of a Butterball...
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funkabella:
what a great topic lol
im swooping in for some kisses and hugs your way since you bestow suchlove on me email me, lets trade addys, and iwil mail you some cds i have, and maybe if you want youcould mailme one? i loooooooove getting mail lol
dotn forget our sewing date sometime take care lil mama n have an incredible weekend.
im swooping in for some kisses and hugs your way since you bestow suchlove on me
email me, lets trade addys, and iwil mail you some cds i have, and maybe if you want youcould mailme one? i loooooooove getting mail lol
dotn forget our sewing date sometime
take care lil mama n have an incredible weekend.
unique3:
OMG. lol.
"For you, I'd share my toothbrush" thats so me. I love that line..
aww babe I wish I could take you with me.
"For you, I'd share my toothbrush" thats so me. I love that line..
aww babe I wish I could take you with me.
Guess What I've Been Doing?
Cleaning. Working. Talking. Cleaning. Posting. Taking care of kids. Working. Settling things regarding school. Cleaning. Making a mess. Working.
Too much work & not enough play.
Aaah, the joys of this girl's life... And as McDonald's would say... "Dah-dah-dah Dah-daaaah... I'm lovin' it".
*NA *
Cleaning. Working. Talking. Cleaning. Posting. Taking care of kids. Working. Settling things regarding school. Cleaning. Making a mess. Working.
Too much work & not enough play.
Aaah, the joys of this girl's life... And as McDonald's would say... "Dah-dah-dah Dah-daaaah... I'm lovin' it".
*NA
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yuriel:
have more fun hon <3
mat8drb:
Settling things regarding school?
Hope to meet you soon.