Sometimes something happens that completely destroys your illusions about the basic goodness of other people.
Today something happened which made me far more angry and upset than I've been in a long, long time.
We got a phone call at work (at the newspaper) from a lady saying she had found three puppies left at the rubbish bins. I know that people dump animals by...
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Today something happened which made me far more angry and upset than I've been in a long, long time.
We got a phone call at work (at the newspaper) from a lady saying she had found three puppies left at the rubbish bins. I know that people dump animals by...
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In an hour and a half I have to be at work. Blehhh. Sometimes I love it, sometimes i hate it. Usually the feeling is somewhere in the middle of those two.
Man Gympie is a hole sometimes. Nothing to do, nowhere to go. I should move to the city but i have to stay here at least 6 more months because of my work...
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geekygoo:
You....in the shower, now there is some exciting stuff!! 
howdy:
boyfriend eh? maybe now the lovely Luxt will settle for me.
Work has been insanely busy lately. I'm the only photographer working at the moment cos the other one's on holidays, so i'm racing from job to job in this fucking hot weather... doesn't put me in the greatest of moods.
Oh, except for when i finally happen to bump into someone special down the street that i haven't seen for ages and get to talk...
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rosscoe:
I can sympathise.
But seriously, your gorgeous, whats stopping you? (i do know its not quite that simple)
But seriously, your gorgeous, whats stopping you? (i do know its not quite that simple)
relentless_hate:
*smiles*...
Merry Christmas!!!
Cool things to do at Christmas time #1:
'Dress up in a red suit and beard and go to the red light district, and stand on the corner. When women walk past, call out "Ho, ho, ho!"'
lol. cruel, but funny.
Anyway. How was everyone's Christmas? Mine was good. Hot, but good. We went to tin can bay and went swimming. I gave...
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Cool things to do at Christmas time #1:
'Dress up in a red suit and beard and go to the red light district, and stand on the corner. When women walk past, call out "Ho, ho, ho!"'
lol. cruel, but funny.
Anyway. How was everyone's Christmas? Mine was good. Hot, but good. We went to tin can bay and went swimming. I gave...
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bigd13:
new lancer def shit's all over a gemi.....
hope ya had a great new year!!
D
hope ya had a great new year!!
D
damnation_game:
where ever you may be i hope the world is treating you good and was nice talking to you on here, hope the lad and you have sorted stuff out and are working through things
Anyways. Work has been extremely fucking hectic and i still haven't done my christmas shopping. And in just over 2 weeks i get my first holidays in 6 months. Can't WAIT. It's only a week off but that's better than nothing.
And my tattoos are healing nicely
Fuck it's been hot lately. Not looking forwards to tomorrow when i have to take cricket photos in...
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aaronsrod:
hey are you coming weds night, be cool to catch up with you.
aaronsrod:
unfortunately mate it is tomorrow, will see you next time then huh, have a safe and happy Chrissy, cheers
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kye:
They are very cute.
Not my thing, but on you I think they look lovely.
I like the colours!
Have you named them? Im dreadful and name all of my tattoos.
Not my thing, but on you I think they look lovely.
I like the colours!
Have you named them? Im dreadful and name all of my tattoos.
natatree:
I think that they look adorable, I love the colourinsg in them, and heck you have one gorgeous stomach!!
I broke up with him for good this morning.
And it really is for good because the things he said to me once i'd told him i wanted to break up will stop me ever even talking to him again.
He said i must want to become a slut like most other girls, and he hopes that i go out and get raped.
Yes. Nice....
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And it really is for good because the things he said to me once i'd told him i wanted to break up will stop me ever even talking to him again.
He said i must want to become a slut like most other girls, and he hopes that i go out and get raped.
Yes. Nice....
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aaronsrod:
the pain is good it shows your human and that you care, draw strength from it just don't let it overwhelm you, roll with and try not to let it make you bitter, it's all part of a sucky learning curve and remember it is better to have loved and lost then, well you know the rest..........
call up a close friend and go and get pissed and bag his arse out or if you have some of his stuff then have a little bon fire in the back yard I find that always helps.
you know what they say, be sad, get mad, get even, get over it, move on.
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call up a close friend and go and get pissed and bag his arse out or if you have some of his stuff then have a little bon fire in the back yard I find that always helps.
you know what they say, be sad, get mad, get even, get over it, move on.
[Edited on Nov 27, 2005 11:05PM]
geekygoo:
Wow. I'm so sorry for you!! 
I know that this is little consolation to you right now but I think that you are a very beautiful lady, inside and out. And particularly with your outside beauty, when you are ready you will have to beat the guys off with a stick. Of that I have no doubt.
Until that time, take your time to heal. Try to love just yourself right now. You are hurting right now. You are hurting because you took the risk to invest your emotions in another person. This time that risk didn't pay off. But you did it for the possible reward, the great reward of having someone to share your life with. And as you know, you can't get the reward without the risk.
Of course, I don't know your man at all and you yourself very well. But as it seemed to me, he was extremely passive-aggressive and somewhat insecure. He then let all of that manifest itself in a very ugly, unacceptable way.
You don't need that in your life. You CAN do better.
Lots of cyber-love to you!!!!
I know that this is little consolation to you right now but I think that you are a very beautiful lady, inside and out. And particularly with your outside beauty, when you are ready you will have to beat the guys off with a stick. Of that I have no doubt.
Until that time, take your time to heal. Try to love just yourself right now. You are hurting right now. You are hurting because you took the risk to invest your emotions in another person. This time that risk didn't pay off. But you did it for the possible reward, the great reward of having someone to share your life with. And as you know, you can't get the reward without the risk.
Of course, I don't know your man at all and you yourself very well. But as it seemed to me, he was extremely passive-aggressive and somewhat insecure. He then let all of that manifest itself in a very ugly, unacceptable way.
You don't need that in your life. You CAN do better.
Lots of cyber-love to you!!!!
Went to Brissie yesterday, fuck it was HOT. Especially when i had to walk around a wreckers' yard for half an hour because the rear vision mirror in my boyfriend's car snapped off, and we had to try and find a new one.
I *think* I saw Rocket at the Myer Centre, but i was too scared to say hello in case it wasn't him,...
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I *think* I saw Rocket at the Myer Centre, but i was too scared to say hello in case it wasn't him,...
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damnation_game:
yeah name change.... was easier to do it on here then go through interpol
minceir:
How are you? have not heard about you in a week. Did you get your tatto
All this week I've been taking pics for the paper of the Year 12 formals... what an awesome job i have! So much fun watching them all arrive, all dressed up.
Man some of the girls looked beautiful at the one last night... talk about losing your self-esteem, lol.
Got another one on tonight, so i don't start work til 11. Which is good cos...
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So much fun watching them all arrive, all dressed up.
Man some of the girls looked beautiful at the one last night... talk about losing your self-esteem, lol.
Got another one on tonight, so i don't start work til 11. Which is good cos...
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minceir:
Just saw one in the glasshouse rag, with my Nephew with his big bush of hair. he goes to Beerwah. 
rocketeer:
yay, tragus piercings are great
stupid girl
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phate1301:
Yeah, only you know what's best...but just remember that YOU are the boss of your life (doen't stop you being considerate of other people's feelings/concerns/fears etc...but) and the moment someone else decides they dictate the direction your life will take, is the moment they've stepped over the line of acceptable behaviour within a relationship.
So, go for it...enjoy, and make sure he understands that he decides what happens in HIS life, not yours.
(I didn't know about the bug he has up his ass about acting too...geez, what exactly does he like you to do?? Sorry for the sarcastic tone but I had to ask...hehheh ...I seriously am glad that you're happy with your decision...it sounds cool...esp. the make-up sex...I think that's the reason half the people I've known over the years have broken up a million times in a row...LOL!)
So, go for it...enjoy, and make sure he understands that he decides what happens in HIS life, not yours.
(I didn't know about the bug he has up his ass about acting too...geez, what exactly does he like you to do?? Sorry for the sarcastic tone but I had to ask...hehheh
...I seriously am glad that you're happy with your decision...it sounds cool...esp. the make-up sex...I think that's the reason half the people I've known over the years have broken up a million times in a row...LOL!)
geekygoo:
I'll keep my fingers crossed for you baby..just try to take care of yourself.
I did it. It's all over. I broke up with him this afternoon.
I feel so... relieved.
When I broke up with him he threatened to kill himself "just to teach me a lesson", so that i would never hurt anyone again the way i've hurt him.
He said I obviously had a lot of growing up to do, and that i'll never find anyone...
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I feel so... relieved.
When I broke up with him he threatened to kill himself "just to teach me a lesson", so that i would never hurt anyone again the way i've hurt him.
He said I obviously had a lot of growing up to do, and that i'll never find anyone...
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siara:
I hope you are doin ok hun! .. congrats on taking the step and ending it.. it is always hard breaking up, so much easier staying together and pretending everything is ok!.. look after yourself!! 
*hugs*
*hugs*
damnation_game:
well i have to be first to ask how the weekend has treated you little miss 
Thank you guys all so much for being supportive and all that shit... I know i sound soppy or whatever but it does help having people care about me.
Still working on the boy situation. I know it's not going to work, i'm just finding the right way and time to finish it. He just makes me feel so guilty...
Went down the coast yesterday,...
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Still working on the boy situation. I know it's not going to work, i'm just finding the right way and time to finish it. He just makes me feel so guilty...
Went down the coast yesterday,...
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erythrocytez:
Hey, when are you getting your tattoos??? I'm booked in for saturday!! The WHOLE DAY!! Muhahaha!! I was actually gonna get it done tomorrow, but the uni called and asked me to mark some more exams, and 8 hours at $36/hour is just too good to say no too, so I called him up and asked for saturday and he said 'no problems, be there at 10, we're gonna go hard!!!!'. So spare a thought while you're at the show!!
Have fun!
Edited to add some exclaimation marks after 'we're gonna go hard'. You know, emphasis and all.
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Have fun!
Edited to add some exclaimation marks after 'we're gonna go hard'. You know, emphasis and all.
[Edited on Nov 09, 2005 11:14PM]
francbert:
sounds like you are making lots of good, mature decisions. except for buying dirty whore scrag britney perfume. i am suprised its not called "the scent of trash" or soemting like that.
That picture is funny