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The scent of orange blossoms...

It's pure untainted heaven...

I could fuck for hours in the middle of orange groves with that smell lingering everywhere... Goddamn I love spring

I'm listening to Ordinary Story by In Flames. It's such a gorgeous song; so much that I feel obligated to use proper punctuation while talking about it.

I'm bored figuring out what I'm going to do with my day first. I think I need a bowl of cheerios (no sugar, cuz I'm hardcore).

So I think after that and a shower I'm going to head...
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wow i'm fuckin shitfaced... did i ever achieve my goal for the night... now if only i could gather the courage to tell one of my best friends that i'm madly in love with his younger sister..... but nevermind that

tomorrows gonna be cool, i'm not gonna remember typing any of this, and then me and woody are gonna go pick up dumpster, and then...
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yup, another late afternoon wake... my day is gonna be uneventful, cuz half of its already gone... i'm gonna get some bacardi 151 and make the most of tonight

i'm SUPPOSED to be sleeping right now... i told myself all day "ok i'm gonna sleep" and here i am defying myself like some little brat like "fuck you, no, i'm not gonna sleep"

i'm on spring break, still no plans... i wanna go out in the woods and get shitfaced again...

REALLY loving the weather outside... it's been a while since i could leave...
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I'm gonna take a minute to talk about something that has plagued me since my intellectual existance...

Conflicting self emotions... for example...

I am never happy with anything... let's say things go my way... I have plenty of cash, a girlfriend, i'm getting blowjobs or sex regularly, but for the sake of it, lets just say i'm getting head regularly( i am in love with...
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Sometimes life is so stressful... it makes me ponder... is it the weak ones that give up, or just the lazy ones? because it's causing me no emotional pain, i'm just so very tired and don't wanna think about this shit

college really makes me want to murder... i'm under this benefit that people hate me for... where they pay me to go to college...
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i'm going to start my own nation - procrasti


GET TO WORK!

i seriously fucking hate myself sometimes... not in a mopey bitchy way, but in a way where i wish i was more motivated...

i feel so good yet bad at the same time... ive been in love with this girl named *name withheld* for the past couple of weeks... i'm such a hateful bitter person, or at least i thought i was... and i haven't...
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i'm sober, i'm home, i was at a friends having fucked up dreams, but i'm home now

i think really deeply when i've been drinking... i never do that stoned, so i don't get stoned... but now i'm thinking about how i do so much thinking when i drink, but once its done, nothing ever changes.... i need to stop being such a pussy

It's weird sometimes how you can't figure out common logic until you fall asleep... i know one instance of this is how i've contemplated for a long time why it's called a donkey punch when you're fucking a girl in the ass and then punch the back of her head... "donkeys dont punch"

and then i had a dream of some strange mexican riding on...
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I just got back from a camping trip... well actually i got back YESTERDAY but i think i'm just now becoming conscious... i hardly remember anything besides freezing my balls off and the first 6 beers, hehe.. but i think it was cool from what i do remember... i also remember that i got to sleep in a tent full of chicks and that fuckin...
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