I'm now back on my lithium. Woah. I also had an ultasound, which was rather uncomfortable. But oh well.
I have a new member of my family!! I don't know if anyone know's, but I'm a HUGE animal lover. My dream is to own a lost dog shelter, and to own lots of reptiles. I donate $10 a month to the Lost Dogs home, and...
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I have a new member of my family!! I don't know if anyone know's, but I'm a HUGE animal lover. My dream is to own a lost dog shelter, and to own lots of reptiles. I donate $10 a month to the Lost Dogs home, and...
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You know, when your sitting in with your psychiatrist, and hes there, raised voice, telling you that you are a stupid pathetic fuck up of a girl, you wonder if he can read you mind. Yes, he called me a fuck up. He also called me a baby, and a few other things I was too busy shocked and crying over. I was appauled and...
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burningleviathan:
awww you know you are 
francbert:
on a totally unrelated note i get happy every time i find another black head somewhere because it gives me the opportunity to squeeze the living hell out of the sucker until i can purge it from my self, then i feel all sad that the experience has passed and that i will have to wait until next time to relive it all again.
I'm sick. What's new there.
I had a family lunch on Sunday for my Uncles 60th. I had delecious Oysters & Lobster, and then managed to bring back up the $98 worth of food. Since then, I can't keep any food down, and what's most worrying is the blood that is coming up with it.
I had more blood tests today, I hate needles. Took...
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I had a family lunch on Sunday for my Uncles 60th. I had delecious Oysters & Lobster, and then managed to bring back up the $98 worth of food. Since then, I can't keep any food down, and what's most worrying is the blood that is coming up with it.
I had more blood tests today, I hate needles. Took...
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burningleviathan:
hopefully its nothing to be too concerned about. im sure you'll be fine.
i guess its better than an hour for half a vile like that time before
i guess its better than an hour for half a vile like that time before
Nothing much of interest to say. I got a great package from BurningLeviathan on Tuesday, I miss him oh so very much. Distance is not my friend. I managed to go into work for three hours on Tuesday. It was good. I didn't end up going to the hospital yesterday like I was suppost too, oh well. I was suppost to work today, but alas,...
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traceelement:
good to see you with a smile on yer face 
deelishus_weenie:
Oh ay - hullo. Um.. my membership should be wrapping up soon, so I'm off!
Grab randomly at me on mario_missile@hotmail.com
Grab randomly at me on mario_missile@hotmail.com
Blah. I have to goto the Hospital Wednesday, more blood tests next Monday and back to the psychiatrist on Friday.
I just got home from seeing my Psych and i'm now on more lithium. Which brings it to a total of 1350mg of lithium a day. It was not getting into my blood stream as much as he would have liked it.
I just got home from seeing my Psych and i'm now on more lithium. Which brings it to a total of 1350mg of lithium a day. It was not getting into my blood stream as much as he would have liked it.
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helly:
I know that feeling hope you are doing ok... if you need to talk just let me know
hope you are doing ok... if you need to talk just let me know 
neisha:
eurghhh i HATE getting blood tests. It's weird. I've had over 14 piercings, had 4 tattoos done, but i still get squeamish and light-headed when i have to have a little tiny needle put into a vein in my arm.
God i'm getting goosebumps just thinking about it.
God i'm getting goosebumps just thinking about it.
BurningLeviathan has now been sent home after spending the week with me. I want to say a very big thank you to him cause he helped so very much, and I'm sure I must have been the greatest of bore.
More psych appointments, and blood tests. The blood test went well considering they usually cannot find a vein in me. I was in and out...
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More psych appointments, and blood tests. The blood test went well considering they usually cannot find a vein in me. I was in and out...
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platypuz:
wow hon they trying the better living thru chemisty thing on ya ..poor baby
dead_pixel:
BOGANS!!!!
gotta love em.
gotta love em.
So, i'm still alive, after freaking out, spending 5 hours in the emergancy room one night, then the next actually being admitted to hospital, i'm still not okay, but out. I'm on more medication a day then I can count on my fingers, and blah.
BurningLeviathan has come to stay and look after me, I think i've scared him somewhat though
BurningLeviathan has come to stay and look after me, I think i've scared him somewhat though
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steven:
It's hard, but he's a legend for staying with you. Hugs for ya both!
burningleviathan:
anytime dear
i may or may not b drunk at what, 2pm. It may or may not be because family and life and this world suck, and that i always fuck everything up.
I also forgot my best friends birthday.
I also had a panic attack and missed out on a great weekend.
I also have run out of bleach.
Oh well. NiN was great.
I also forgot my best friends birthday.
I also had a panic attack and missed out on a great weekend.
I also have run out of bleach.
Oh well. NiN was great.
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helly:
hope you are well... it is unlike you not to be around
steven:
Whenever you're in a dark corner, just remember - at least you've got NIN. 
things are better today, and things are sorted out.
yay.
yay.
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francbert:
its funny how the night sometimes has a sort ofcleansing property.
steven:
Ace. It's easier to get better when someone is riding shotgun.
So, I am terrably sorry.
It was something that has to be done for the sake of us both. I have to get better first. My main priority is to be mentally well, to be able to be all that I can be. This isn't me, and I don't know who I am anymore.
I feel broken right now, I can't stop throwing up and...
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It was something that has to be done for the sake of us both. I have to get better first. My main priority is to be mentally well, to be able to be all that I can be. This isn't me, and I don't know who I am anymore.
I feel broken right now, I can't stop throwing up and...
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traceelement:
wowsers, this doesn't sound good.
burningleviathan:
i know and i understand.
i hope you get a good doctor and you get well.
i hope you get a good doctor and you get well.
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platypuz:
love the new color scheme hon..very nice 
girlflamingo:
ooh that looks hot.
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darkfooloz:
nice pic
steven:
That's just AWESOME!
How it's just as good IRL as online
How it's just as good IRL as online
Nah women aren't mean. It's their psycho mind controllers in the UFOs that have it in for me.