nparis

I have that sickly nervous feeling growing in the pit of my stomach right now. I need to be sleeping, but this is keeping me awake. I feel like something awful is going to happen. I hate feeling like this. Well hopefully it passes and I get 4 or 5 hours of sleep. Goin to be a busy week ahead of me, I gotta be...
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Not sure if I can count last night as a real sleep but it's the best I've had in days. It definitely improved my mood for the day. Actually got pretty productive.
I know I've been a downer lately and really just have myself to blame. I took my breakup hard. But that relationship is done and I need to get moving on. I have...
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I can feel myself turning into a recluse. I can feel depression trying to rear its ugly head. It's getting harder to get myself out of bed in the mornings. I'm losing the desire to go out and see people, or do just about anything productive. I need to get myself out of this damn rut.
I feel like I'm just not letting good things...
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I still can't sleep. Today was torture putting most of my life into boxes and then into storage. But at least that part is done. I no longer have the constant reminders of you surrounding me. It's relieving to have that weight lifted. But sleep still evades me. I don't understand. I thought it was just the stress of knowing I had to go back...
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Another sleepless night.
With all the things running through my mind i can hardly bring myself to close my eyes. The stress of the move is getting to me. I don't want to go back there. I feel more at home sleeping on this couch than I do in our house. I've given you your space but I need to get my stuff out. I...
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What a night. Bad hangover today and I can't seem to get the motivation to pack. Oh well I have a couple more days before the move.

Just spent a while going through and joining groups throughout the site. The variety is amazing and so many like minded members. SG seems like a great place so far.
Minor issues figuring out how to add photos through an I-device though. Seems like I may have to set up the pc sooner than later (in the process of moving)

I'm new to SG seeing what it is all about and what it has to offer. Making a few changes in my life and hope this is a great community to help me out with it. Not much of a first blog, but once I get settled here I'm sure they will develop.