I really fucked up...I need to pick my ass back up and get my shit back together. I'm so disappointed in myself...I need some new friends that'll love me with or without money...with or without drinking...with or without anything other than me goddammit...
EDIT: So, I just don't know what to do right now. I really disappointed myself and did something very out of character for myself...this girl is not good for me and I know that, but I want the comfort/affection/companionship so bad I basically put blinders on and let myself get beat to shit (emotionally)...I just really wish I had some new friends to pull me away, but it's like my own "friends" are just never there anymore and have lost interest in anything but themselves or living on their couch.
EDIT: So, I just don't know what to do right now. I really disappointed myself and did something very out of character for myself...this girl is not good for me and I know that, but I want the comfort/affection/companionship so bad I basically put blinders on and let myself get beat to shit (emotionally)...I just really wish I had some new friends to pull me away, but it's like my own "friends" are just never there anymore and have lost interest in anything but themselves or living on their couch.
jaxy:
Those that love you regardless are the only friends worth having.
jaxy:
People like that are hard to find these days.