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godlessnerd:
NOOOOOOOOO no m&m's = bad.

no bf where you live = worse.

maybe santa will bring you some nice purple boots for chismas? wink
jade:
God damn! Twice? I've had that problem before (as well as having my period for 20 days straight), and I feel your pain. frown

Hmmm, I do like chocolate to answer your question. Yummy. AND I love baking cakes, which is why I'm making my own. I volunteered! Yay for you coming. I'm excited!
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Any of you drink tea? Do you put cream in it? I was just noticing how if you pour cream in a thin stream slow and steady, when it hits the bottom, you keep pouring, it builds up like ominous clouds. Then, when it hits the top of the tea it is like it can't break the surface (just like that part in Legend where...
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harshrocker:
I only drink iced tea and not very often. I can't do hot drinks of any sort. They gross me out.

The wedding was for my cousin Christine and her now husband Anthony. It was OK. Nothing but the same old stuff. I spent the last five days in hotel rooms, air conditioning, restaurant food and in the car. It was like a break from reality, but not quite. It felt good to get back home.
jade:
I had noticed the milk/tea effect, but you put it so eloquently. It sounds beautiful, and it makes me want to drink some tea right now.
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I woke up in the best mood! How completely random is that? I think it had a lot to do with the crispness of the air... Autumn is coming. That means: cider, doughnut holes, caramel apples, pumpkin pie, colored leaves, clean crisp air, jack-o-lanterns, Halloween, thanksgiving, my brother's 16th birthday, my girl Chrissy's birthday, November... when the boy comes to see me again... endless list...
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malina:
kiss thanks hun
godlessnerd:
there is a boy in a far away land that loves you kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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I just spilled ice cold orange-strawberry-banana juice on my IBT (the right one at that). Now my nip is all pointy on one side. blush I feel like an old haggard vampire or something the juice just dripped out the corners of my mouth like it were blood. biggrin

Another good day... would you believe my brother is still at my mother's and she has been sober...
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redfirefaery:
Darien, Illinois = suburbia. shopping strip stretched out with tons of mini-malls, medium-sized houses as far as the eye can see... cute little social cul-de-sac housing developments. like i said, suburbia. i'd say not an altogether bad place to live.
harshrocker:
I don't really have anything to say. Thanks for checking out Really Small Talk. I need to go to bed soon.
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I do believe the aforementioned friend in journal last has likely read what I said and become upset by it, yes I do. whatever Get over it! Talk to me about it if you have to, but I fucking meant what I said. Your hurt me, I was sad, I got pissed, now Im over it. Shit happens for a reason, or so it would seem....
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mercie:
Dude if I booboo in comments, unless it's a blatant mistake and no one will understand it, i don't even change it. No big deal. wink
harshrocker:
Yum. Cheese. I've been eating too much of it lately.

I've been pet and plant free for a few years now. I always got to watch and water things when my friends went away.
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Never a dull moment. Nope, not in my life, not this time.

I just woke up... best sleep in a week, just at the wrong time. But hey, I'm not complaining, I'll take what I can get.

Soooooo last night was interesting, to say the least. Got a call from a friend who sounded miserable. So I went to go spend some time with him....
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ash:
wow, isnt that strange the ways things work themselves out in the end?

and where have I heard the birthday massacre before?? I know I have!
waldo_____:
Oh well... Congrats on pinkness smile
And it's good you got some sleep.
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So, since no one read my last journal... you weren't missing much... but just to catch you up:

I haven't been sleeping well for over a week now. When I do sleep I have wretched nightmares. Last night I took something to help me sleep, it didn't work. I think it actually made things worse. I slept very light and woke up every hour. I...
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malina:
well, see... it could be one of those shotgun marriages in vegas... we could go, get wasted, dress really trashy, get married, then have it annulled in the morning... just for fun. kiss
malina:
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Haven't been sleeping much at all for about a week now. frown

When I do sleep I have nightmares. frown
everafter:
sorry you aren't sleeping well. frown
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OMFG!shocked
The disability doctor was NICE! surreal
For once I got the good straw... there were 2 doctors there and the one I got was the nice one! Imagine. He said he didn't even have to ask if this or that hurt because he could see that it did by the expressions on my face... not good. He said how it didn't matter that I...
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mercie:
and it is good ketchup indeed.
harshrocker:
That's cool. I always forget that there are still good doctors that actually care about people and don't just want to be hanging out at the country club flaunting their money. I hope everything goes well.

I've been listening to Clap Your Hands Say Yeah too much, so I had to piut that one away for a bit. And old Modest Mouse, Sonic Youth and Kinski.
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Well basically I am totally FREAKING OUT!

I have this appointment with a state doctor today to determine if I qualify as temporarily disabled so the state will send me money. I'm really NERVOUS, and scared that they will not see how it really is for me day to day because the insurance doctor did not. I feel like it is just because no one...
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fragile21:
i hope you get it. stupid doctors...what the fuck do they know? they get all this money and forget that people do struggle.
zero:
whatever Stupid government agencies. Well, good luck. More pic to come soon, maybe even today??? wink
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harshrocker:
I hope you can escape the mess that is Erie County as soon as possible. I think you can do it. Stay positive.
malina:
I was just thinking about you... kiss
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malina:
awwww love
zero:
wink gotta please the fans ahhahaha

Nice pic! Hope your having fun. kiss