Once again... If you want to be my friend comment in my journal.
Thanks to everyone for all the nice comments, it really helps.
I'm feeling really weird today. I am having mixed feelings about Sean. I know that it is better for both of us that we are not together. I know that it is good that he is moving out. I also know...
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Thanks to everyone for all the nice comments, it really helps.
I'm feeling really weird today. I am having mixed feelings about Sean. I know that it is better for both of us that we are not together. I know that it is good that he is moving out. I also know...
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If you want to be my friend comment in my journal something to the effect of why it is that you do. AND... if you want to stay my friend... comment regularly in my journal. I'm sorry if this sounds like I am being a bitch, that's not my intention. If I delete you from my 'friends' list and you don't like it simply request...
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fragile21:
I hate it when people ask to be my friend who have never posted in my journal. If they haven't then I'm not accepting them.
I'm soooo sorry for all that. That's just a horrible day. I felt the same way when my granddad died. I miss him a lot, but I know it's better to not suffer. I can't imagine having my heart broken twice like that in one day. That would be so hard. I'm real sorry. *HUGS*
I'm soooo sorry for all that. That's just a horrible day. I felt the same way when my granddad died. I miss him a lot, but I know it's better to not suffer. I can't imagine having my heart broken twice like that in one day. That would be so hard. I'm real sorry. *HUGS*
mercie:
of course I read this. sometimes I think people don't read mine either... but when I post something like you did for the opener, they come out of the woodwork. AND when I went pink, almost everyone on my list congratulated me. It's just something not everyone has time for, going to everyone's journals, you know? But to me, fair is fair, and if I want people in mine, I go to theirs. Which you already do. 
I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. I hope my last comment to you made sense, about my bad YEAR, not just a bad day, or week, or even a month... finally after a year things are looking up. It might take a long time, but life gets better. I swear. And if it doesn't, I'm kicking supernatural ASS when I'm out of this earthen plane.
*hugs* to you doll.
I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. I hope my last comment to you made sense, about my bad YEAR, not just a bad day, or week, or even a month... finally after a year things are looking up. It might take a long time, but life gets better. I swear. And if it doesn't, I'm kicking supernatural ASS when I'm out of this earthen plane.
*hugs* to you doll.
Mein blutendes Herz.
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ara:
I downloaded "Happy Birthday" yesterday, and absolutely love it! 
I finally get the Murder_Tramp reference. 
I have been trying to get more stuff from them, and I also joined your group! Yay.
Feel Better Soon K?
~Sonia~
I finally get the Murder_Tramp reference. I have been trying to get more stuff from them, and I also joined your group! Yay.
Feel Better Soon K?
~Sonia~
yonderboy:
Hey there...
it's over
Es tut mir auerordentlich Leid.
Es tut mir auerordentlich Leid.
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ara:
Und es ist whrend einiger Zeit jetzt, ja geschehen?
I forget my effin' souveniers in Florida!!! *curses at self*
I forget my effin' souveniers in Florida!!! *curses at self*
ara:
I felt the same way, but it was me who broke up with him. I was really sad about it, but just kept on thinking about the negative aspects that made me finally do it. It just sucks to break out of something that you are used to. Just try and think about how this will better your life?? Seriously, give it some time. I know that is shitty advice, because its the here and now, and it hurts really bad, but it wil get better. I broke up with my SO on the 4th of July, and Im already pretty much over it, and I AM a Cancer so that says alot
Anyway, no more fighting a bickering to deal with now, right?
You are very cute, and seem very sweet, so I am sure you will find someone more compatible with yourself. Sorry I am rambling...I hope you feel better.
XOXO -Sonia
Anyway, no more fighting a bickering to deal with now, right?
You are very cute, and seem very sweet, so I am sure you will find someone more compatible with yourself. Sorry I am rambling...I hope you feel better.
XOXO
-Sonia"Heal me
I begged and love said no
Leave me
for dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill me
I cried and love said no"
"From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I'm lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so...
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I begged and love said no
Leave me
for dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill me
I cried and love said no"
"From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I'm lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so...
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trocc:
the mark of Zorro! *gasp*
yonderboy:
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
I hope today is better... eh, I'm sure it will be...
I hope today is better... eh, I'm sure it will be...
You answer these too...
Do you:
1) Color your hair? every once and a while
2) Have tattoos? 7 little black kitties
3) Have piercings? 3
4) Own a web cam? no
5) Have a favorite animal? my Tiger
Do you consider yourself:
Romantic? you bet your balls I am
Snotty? to those who have it coming
Quiet? at times *le sigh*
Boring? Sometimes
Funny?...
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Do you:
1) Color your hair? every once and a while
2) Have tattoos? 7 little black kitties
3) Have piercings? 3
4) Own a web cam? no
5) Have a favorite animal? my Tiger
Do you consider yourself:
Romantic? you bet your balls I am
Snotty? to those who have it coming
Quiet? at times *le sigh*
Boring? Sometimes
Funny?...
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fragile21:
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That's what it said when I logged in. I can't go anywhere anymore. I guess it might because I didn't post or something...But I can't figure out how to edit it. It's all so confusing.
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That's what it said when I logged in. I can't go anywhere anymore. I guess it might because I didn't post or something...But I can't figure out how to edit it. It's all so confusing.
jade:
which wegmans???? I must go get it!! I haven't seen pocky since I got here! Man oh man, this is exciting news.
Do you:
1) Color your hair? when I can
2) Have tattoos? yep
3) Have piercings? yep
4) Own a web cam? yep, but don't use it, blech
5) Have a favorite animal? I find wolves pretty
Do you consider yourself:
Romantic? I'm an emo bitch
Snotty? sometimes
Quiet? a lot, unless I'm very good friends with those around me
Boring? I'm never bored with myself
Funny? don't think so
Do you:
1) Color your hair? when I can
2) Have tattoos? yep
3) Have piercings? yep
4) Own a web cam? yep, but don't use it, blech
5) Have a favorite animal? I find wolves pretty
Do you consider yourself:
Romantic? I'm an emo bitch
Snotty? sometimes
Quiet? a lot, unless I'm very good friends with those around me
Boring? I'm never bored with myself
Funny? don't think so
Ok, thanks to the 2 people who filled out the survey, and the one who tried.
This one's shorter so I expect more people to do it, or else!
Who was the last person:
1) You touched? Dan (ex bf
)
2) You talked to? Sean (bf)
3) You hugged? my little brother Arin
4) You instant messaged? Arin
5) You yelled at? probably Sean...
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This one's shorter so I expect more people to do it, or else!
Who was the last person:
1) You touched? Dan (ex bf
)
2) You talked to? Sean (bf)
3) You hugged? my little brother Arin
4) You instant messaged? Arin
5) You yelled at? probably Sean...
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wated:
I'm just a pedant with a big mouth. I just can't help myself. But no, it's not just you.
jade:
You're trying to win custody of your little brother? That rocks! Good luck with that, I got my fingers crossed for you.
I'll let you know if I need your landlord's number. I think I may have something figured out. I'm hoping.
As for the set, I really don't know. Soon, I hope.
I'll let you know if I need your landlord's number. I think I may have something figured out. I'm hoping.
As for the set, I really don't know. Soon, I hope.
Ok, it would be nice if you guys actually filled these out too. 
1] Have you ever had a song written about you?
yes, and it's beautiful and sad
2] Name a song that reminds you of someone and why?
there are many songs that remind me of many people
3] What song makes you cry?
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1] Have you ever had a song written about you?
yes, and it's beautiful and sad
2] Name a song that reminds you of someone and why?
there are many songs that remind me of many people
3] What song makes you cry?
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instarsia:
you're welcome
yonderboy:
1] Have you ever had a song written about you?
nope
2] Name a song that reminds you of someone and why?
ah geez, I'm gonna pass on this one...
3] What song makes you cry?
pass
4] What song makes you happy?
What I got- Sublime
5] What do you like to listen to before bed?
nothing... I sleep with a fan on...
6] What was the best band you ever saw live?
I've seen some pretty damn good shows... I'll have to think about that.
7] First album you ever bought?
It was either the clash or suicidal tendencies...
8] What CD is in your CD player right now?
Which one? Car, Home or computer? Honestly couldn't tell you for sure... but I'll try. In car #1 Slayer, Depeche Mode, Fischerspooner... car #2 Swayzak and Garbage... Home, some crappy industrial...
9] What are you listening to?
Sublime
10] Favorite song?
there isn't just one... yup
11] Who was your idol when you were little?
dunno if I had one...
12] What would your dream date be?
no such thing....
13] Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home?
home
14] Silver, gold or platinum?
silver, or platinum, but not gold
15] Single flower or a dozen?
depends
16] Silly or serious romance?
both of course
17] What's that smell?
burning feathers...
18] What is your shoe size?
8.5
19] What will you be when you grow up?
sigh
20] What are you doing right now?
wasting time...
21] What should you be doing right now?
cleaning, studying, anything but sitting here on the computer...
whew
done
nope
2] Name a song that reminds you of someone and why?
ah geez, I'm gonna pass on this one...
3] What song makes you cry?
pass
4] What song makes you happy?
What I got- Sublime
5] What do you like to listen to before bed?
nothing... I sleep with a fan on...
6] What was the best band you ever saw live?
I've seen some pretty damn good shows... I'll have to think about that.
7] First album you ever bought?
It was either the clash or suicidal tendencies...
8] What CD is in your CD player right now?
Which one? Car, Home or computer? Honestly couldn't tell you for sure... but I'll try. In car #1 Slayer, Depeche Mode, Fischerspooner... car #2 Swayzak and Garbage... Home, some crappy industrial...
9] What are you listening to?
Sublime
10] Favorite song?
there isn't just one... yup
11] Who was your idol when you were little?
dunno if I had one...
12] What would your dream date be?
no such thing....
13] Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home?
home
14] Silver, gold or platinum?
silver, or platinum, but not gold
15] Single flower or a dozen?
depends
16] Silly or serious romance?
both of course
17] What's that smell?
burning feathers...
18] What is your shoe size?
8.5
19] What will you be when you grow up?
sigh
20] What are you doing right now?
wasting time...
21] What should you be doing right now?
cleaning, studying, anything but sitting here on the computer...
whew
done
I got an email I got from my cheating ex... Guess who's sorry now!?! It's been like years. This is great just GREAT, Sean is away and the ex wants to come over and apologize. And this is the best part... he's staying the night cause he's friends with my roommate and it's my roommate's birthday party.
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vampsinthe78:
Don't fall for any 'mind-games' bollocks. Keep your wits about ya and I'm sure you'll be fine!
I hope all is well with you, and stuff. Keep focused! Things are looking up here, pending the obvious 'girl troubles'. Can't dwell, good things gotta be coming. I've been a good boy, damnit! x x
I hope all is well with you, and stuff. Keep focused! Things are looking up here, pending the obvious 'girl troubles'. Can't dwell, good things gotta be coming. I've been a good boy, damnit!
x x
rockstarinc:
You are a strong woman. Whatever he brings your way, juat remember it is his loss.
Blah day.
Laundry and attempted cleaning... hurts.
This place is a mess and Sean's Dad and step mom are coming!
They will be here tomorrow morning to take us to breakfast, and then Sean is going home with them till Wednesday. I hope everything is ok between him and me when he gets back... I won't know till then. He's been really sketchy and I...
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Laundry and attempted cleaning... hurts.
This place is a mess and Sean's Dad and step mom are coming!
They will be here tomorrow morning to take us to breakfast, and then Sean is going home with them till Wednesday. I hope everything is ok between him and me when he gets back... I won't know till then. He's been really sketchy and I...
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yonderboy:
I got the urge to put up some crap... it was kinda hard to come up with some of that though...
it's back to it's normal boring self now...
btw- day three, or night three is more like it... I think I may be getting the hang of it.
Hope you're doing ok...
it's back to it's normal boring self now...
btw- day three, or night three is more like it... I think I may be getting the hang of it.
Hope you're doing ok...
yonderboy:
I've disowned my aunts... and one of my cousins... I also haven't spoken to my father in about 5 years (I think)... basically I've got my mom, younger cousin (who is really cool but I don't see nearly enough) and some older cousins, half sisters and a half brother. I'm not all that close with anyone but my mom and younger cousin though...
family, eh... we make our own families...
family, eh... we make our own families...
Why is it that my boyfriend is so sketchy? Seriously, I hope I'm just overthinking things and being mildly psycho... grrr.
So yeah, not only am I still hurting from the accident, now I am sick too. I have an ear infection, a soar throat, and a tooth ache. Bitches!
Arin (my youngest brother) helped me do half my laundry today... yey clean clothes!
I...
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So yeah, not only am I still hurting from the accident, now I am sick too. I have an ear infection, a soar throat, and a tooth ache. Bitches!
Arin (my youngest brother) helped me do half my laundry today... yey clean clothes!
I...
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yonderboy:
sketchy boyfriend...? It's probably the drugs...
yeah, the whole taking a pill every night kinda sucks and makes it hard to deal with things at night if I need to...
yeah, the whole taking a pill every night kinda sucks and makes it hard to deal with things at night if I need to...
mercie:
how is this shock therapy supposed to help you? I didn't even know they did it any more...
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"Traded in my bible for a little black cat...
Speak of the Devil... Speak of the Devil!"
More shock therapy today... treatment seems to be at a stand still.
Still haven't seen a penny from the insurance companies... I have $3.33 in my account. I haven't had a paycheck since June.
Now get this:
My insurance co. is threatening to cancel my car insurance cause...
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Speak of the Devil... Speak of the Devil!"
More shock therapy today... treatment seems to be at a stand still.
Still haven't seen a penny from the insurance companies... I have $3.33 in my account. I haven't had a paycheck since June.
Now get this:
My insurance co. is threatening to cancel my car insurance cause...
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ara:
Ugh, I am so sorry that that shit is happening to you! Im in FL right now, and the people i am staying with are sleeping. There is a hurricane headed this way, kinda. We might get some rain. I wrote you a letter by hand, and it was all ready to be mailed, but its sitting on my desk at home. *Shit*
Im totally gonna mail you a postcard
Whats up with all this shitty shit going on anyway??
You are always seeming very strong, although the news you bear isnt so good. Stay strong, and thanks for being such a sweet, sweet girl. Im gonna go smoke a cigarette outside. Ill be back, but Iono if you will still be on. if not talk to you soon. XOXO- Sonia
Im totally gonna mail you a postcard
Whats up with all this shitty shit going on anyway??
You are always seeming very strong, although the news you bear isnt so good. Stay strong, and thanks for being such a sweet, sweet girl.
Im gonna go smoke a cigarette outside. Ill be back, but Iono if you will still be on. if not talk to you soon. XOXO- Sonia
ara:
Whats ur Aim name?? This guy were staying with has AIM and its signed on. We could chat that way, unless you have msn. Lemme know.
We could chat that way, unless you have msn. Lemme know.
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And I don't mind listening, honest.
I hope to see you on MSN soon.
Lots of