Heavenly, oh sweet pleasures
I have found little happy things.
They are so heavenly
like the lights on the christmas tree
Everybody's free to have a little peace
finding that order in chaos
standing up only to sit again
brother or sister
Well let's end the hurting
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I have found little happy things.
They are so heavenly
like the lights on the christmas tree
Everybody's free to have a little peace
finding that order in chaos
standing up only to sit again
brother or sister
Well let's end the hurting
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anabel:
awh, thanks so much for the comment in my journal. i really feel like he was attacking me and about something that isn't really relevent to the thread at all -- i only brought it up b/c someone else mentioned firefighters and cops.
anabel:
i usually stay off the boards because people there tend to attack and it's not worth it. i've flagged him and if he does anything else i'll be sure to let the staff know. his journal is scary and no-one should ever post another person's personal name, address and DOB on the internet. he's a freak.
So once again
I sit here
Tonight at least the edge of wantig to die is cut by the simple fact that I am drunk...yea me...
Just want to let you know you are all good people and I thank you for that.
Especially, the ones who answered yesterday. Triangle Man thank you...your words cut deep but healed in a different way. so I say...
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I sit here
Tonight at least the edge of wantig to die is cut by the simple fact that I am drunk...yea me...
Just want to let you know you are all good people and I thank you for that.
Especially, the ones who answered yesterday. Triangle Man thank you...your words cut deep but healed in a different way. so I say...
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alukh:
Thank you.
Secretly I'm coldhearted and lacking emotion too.
Secretly I'm coldhearted and lacking emotion too.
yuriel:
Now thats daft bro ^_-
Or something like that heh.
O have this vague premonition of a commercial going on abouts in my brainpan.
Psst Hiyas
Oh and I miss the chatroom -laughs-
Or something like that heh.
O have this vague premonition of a commercial going on abouts in my brainpan.
Psst Hiyas
Oh and I miss the chatroom -laughs-
I can't sleep
and
I want to die.
pretty basic if you ask me
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You are all set free.
No need for more
Infamy hidden
I am just a fucking asshole. I am a fucking push over. I am an asshole. Got used to it.
Some days I just wish the pain to endddddddddddddddddddd
Evrybody's free to feel good,
so why can't I?
I...
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and
I want to die.
pretty basic if you ask me
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You are all set free.
No need for more
Infamy hidden
I am just a fucking asshole. I am a fucking push over. I am an asshole. Got used to it.
Some days I just wish the pain to endddddddddddddddddddd
Evrybody's free to feel good,
so why can't I?
I...
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colette79:
I dunno what's up, I can see my comment in the Lavinia Comes to Winnipeg thread in the Canada West group, and my comment seems to be the last one on page 12 of Mae's set.
At any rate you're not on ignore, so don't worry about it. Now come back and say whatever you were gonna say, if you can remember what it was.
At any rate you're not on ignore, so don't worry about it. Now come back and say whatever you were gonna say, if you can remember what it was.
subrosa:
A) Gaaaayyyyy.
B) Have you talked to someone about all of what you wrote? Like a professional or a close friend or something?
B) Have you talked to someone about all of what you wrote? Like a professional or a close friend or something?
Take a walk in the blinding of the deep
mountains of snow stacked so steep
In the middle of the night
or the midst of the light
a journey taken by oneself, alone
Whiteness, a moment left to atone
the things spouted out in hate
to your eternal loving mate
Not sure what it really could be
it allows one to truly look and see...
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mountains of snow stacked so steep
In the middle of the night
or the midst of the light
a journey taken by oneself, alone
Whiteness, a moment left to atone
the things spouted out in hate
to your eternal loving mate
Not sure what it really could be
it allows one to truly look and see...
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onek1nd_sator:
Ill have to put it down to wanting to being eager to start a thread and talk to other sg members as being part of the sg community can be a lonely road!
Finally figured out what you meant by 5 choices, well i hope i'm right!
are they your 5 favourite suicide girls?
Finally figured out what you meant by 5 choices, well i hope i'm right!
are they your 5 favourite suicide girls?
lavinia:
Maybe 'll see you in the "Peg".
I have figured out the nut I want to crack is the mirror image of me. She is what I seek to release out of myself. The pure imagery of cryptic colours and dreams do not change that fact.
My thoughts are convoluted. No one will ever figure me out, and that is sad when I look and see it in the mirror.
The universe...
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My thoughts are convoluted. No one will ever figure me out, and that is sad when I look and see it in the mirror.
The universe...
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nymphetamine:
Do you like the new pic better?
glassjawry:
well *I* just adore you! 
I hate this pic I put up here...it doesn't look right. It is stretched out too much..still need to try and fix that again.
Abandoned Dream.
Feels like my time is never to be
Life is listless and fading away
Feels like I am lost in a tear duct of heaven.
Never to be touched by you.
Those days will never be of living and...
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Abandoned Dream.
Feels like my time is never to be
Life is listless and fading away
Feels like I am lost in a tear duct of heaven.
Never to be touched by you.
Those days will never be of living and...
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scarletlotussoul:
Hey handsome. The social is going to be March 10, and it's at the Dakota Community Center.
Jen is really a blow up doll. No, but she was (snicker) a cheerleader, (giggle) for the Blue Bombers ages ago. She still maintains a great figure, but she's a big philosophy/hippy attitude kind of a girl now. You should come. I know socials can be cheesie. Mine, hopefully won't be terribly cheesie. We were contemplating having pudding wrestling (seriously), but realized that we'd have wavers to get signed, a liscence, it was too much of a pain in the ass. Suicide sent us a beater and a pair of boy cut panties for the social! I'm very psyched about them!
Now that I've written a novel. Ciao! And tell me how the hell you are doing!
Lo
Jen is really a blow up doll. No, but she was (snicker) a cheerleader, (giggle) for the Blue Bombers ages ago. She still maintains a great figure, but she's a big philosophy/hippy attitude kind of a girl now. You should come. I know socials can be cheesie. Mine, hopefully won't be terribly cheesie. We were contemplating having pudding wrestling (seriously), but realized that we'd have wavers to get signed, a liscence, it was too much of a pain in the ass. Suicide sent us a beater and a pair of boy cut panties for the social! I'm very psyched about them!
Now that I've written a novel. Ciao! And tell me how the hell you are doing!
Lo
rubysparkle:
You're still in Winnipeg??
You take my self-control
Before the morning dawn comes
I will teach which creatures I live with
I will take you there
I take you down tonight
I got you held near
You will lose your self-control
I can feel your heart next to me
the blood is pumping
the heart is thumping
the mind is jumping
this must be driving you wild
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Before the morning dawn comes
I will teach which creatures I live with
I will take you there
I take you down tonight
I got you held near
You will lose your self-control
I can feel your heart next to me
the blood is pumping
the heart is thumping
the mind is jumping
this must be driving you wild
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I...
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beckyjane:
Well I love reading new and interesting things.
Yes, boys are dirty...and yes, you are on, but I don't think I've seen you be dirty at all!
Thanks for the compliments on the pics.
I almost didn't graduate high school because I had SO many PE absences. I had to fake a sprained ankle and live out an elaborate lie!
Yes, boys are dirty...and yes, you are on, but I don't think I've seen you be dirty at all!
Thanks for the compliments on the pics.
I almost didn't graduate high school because I had SO many PE absences. I had to fake a sprained ankle and live out an elaborate lie!
ryan_dipietro:
Man, that guy gets on my nerves. I mean he tries to sound intelligent, but comes off sounding like the asshole of the earth.
The looming overhead
Drop
Let it all end
Take the place
Guilty pleasures
Gut rotted
ever want to die?
Ahhh, foolish me. These words I think to myself. I write for you and no one. Dreams are but just that, mirages created in the midst of night. I only wished for a passing a glance of the eyes.
So...what to actually say to those that...
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Drop
Let it all end
Take the place
Guilty pleasures
Gut rotted
ever want to die?
Ahhh, foolish me. These words I think to myself. I write for you and no one. Dreams are but just that, mirages created in the midst of night. I only wished for a passing a glance of the eyes.
So...what to actually say to those that...
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marge:
Alert the radio crew!
!!!
m.
!!!
m.
beckyjane:
Wow...thank you for sharing.
The looming overhead
Drop
Let it all end
Take the place
Guilty pleasures
Gut rotted
ever want to die?
Ahhh, foolish me. These words I think to myself. I write for you and no one. Dreams are but just that, mirages created in the midst of night. I only wished for a passing a glance of the eyes.
So...what to actually say to those that...
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Drop
Let it all end
Take the place
Guilty pleasures
Gut rotted
ever want to die?
Ahhh, foolish me. These words I think to myself. I write for you and no one. Dreams are but just that, mirages created in the midst of night. I only wished for a passing a glance of the eyes.
So...what to actually say to those that...
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Children
Where did they go?
Now they're big
Innocence lost
Children having Children
Scares me.
Can you believe
You were a kid too.
Innocent
A potential victim to
Mental Pollution
Decadence Dances
With children
Takes them home
Once polluted
They cannot come back
The children are gone
The men and women are here.
Bend me
Shape me,
Meld yourself with me
Let's move beyond the levity of black and white pixels
Sparkle, shine
Pour it down the gullet, piss in the gutter.
Let us just enjoy these moments together, alone
Hope all is there, wishing for more moments of clarity together.
I dump this glass, not in regret, but in the thought patterns of you. Lost to me,...
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Shape me,
Meld yourself with me
Let's move beyond the levity of black and white pixels
Sparkle, shine
Pour it down the gullet, piss in the gutter.
Let us just enjoy these moments together, alone
Hope all is there, wishing for more moments of clarity together.
I dump this glass, not in regret, but in the thought patterns of you. Lost to me,...
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Okay,
I am just a guy who likes to help people out, call it being a canadian, callit being polite...call it both. It is a bonus to character, and a slap in the face all the time.
I really have to learn how to just look out for myself. Perhaps, life would be easier and better then....but if I see someone down on their knees...I...
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I am just a guy who likes to help people out, call it being a canadian, callit being polite...call it both. It is a bonus to character, and a slap in the face all the time.
I really have to learn how to just look out for myself. Perhaps, life would be easier and better then....but if I see someone down on their knees...I...
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tribalmisfit:
</hugs>
arete:
awww west end/ north end. i was a south st. vital girl most of my life.
a kid got hit by a car infront of me last summer. when i told my boy "i have to get out" he thought it was cos i was sick from the sight. but i was like "no you idiot, he needs help" there he was this 14 year old kid, bleeding and trying to get up when for all i knew he had a neck injury, and his 14 year old friends were just crying and freaking out and the driver who hit him was just standing there. so i told him not to get up and rubbed his head and told him i could hear the ambulance and i hope that i made the experinece less traumatic for him.
you're good people. have a good night.
a kid got hit by a car infront of me last summer. when i told my boy "i have to get out" he thought it was cos i was sick from the sight. but i was like "no you idiot, he needs help" there he was this 14 year old kid, bleeding and trying to get up when for all i knew he had a neck injury, and his 14 year old friends were just crying and freaking out and the driver who hit him was just standing there. so i told him not to get up and rubbed his head and told him i could hear the ambulance and i hope that i made the experinece less traumatic for him.
you're good people. have a good night.