I went out to dinner with my ex tonight. It's been nice to be able to see each other without allot of angst... It's been over a year. Everything was very pleasant until half way through dinner she started acting all weird and then finally blurts out that she has been seeing someone and that she didn't think that she would ever feel the way...
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linz:
you mean NM? i would think SF would have tons of vegan friendly places..i know PDX does..i'm so ready to get to the coast!!
lundona:
too close to home..nuff said.
I am feeling sooo ON today. 
ya gotta love it when it is just a flowin' I am feeling stronger every day now. More and more like the true me. Even the anger and pain I feel about certain things is tasting sweet. The creative juices (among others) are a flowing.
ya gotta love it when it is just a flowin' I am feeling stronger every day now. More and more like the true me. Even the anger and pain I feel about certain things is tasting sweet. The creative juices (among others) are a flowing.
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lundona:
awwwwyeahhh!!
linz:
my friend and i are both vegan, so we haven't really gotten to stop in to any quaint little diners. when we are out looking for food, we usu. have to keep an eye out for indian or thai, etc..but..i still love the atmosphere of little hole-in-the-wall places..i always feel like im a=in a lynch film or something..
Feeling is better than not,
pain is better than nothing at all.
tears flow only when you know.
meet my next thought?
insanity springs forth.
all is fine with the world.
pain is better than nothing at all.
tears flow only when you know.
meet my next thought?
insanity springs forth.
all is fine with the world.
lundona:
black to white,,turnin the circle
from chaos and crisis comes the birth of opportunity
and if it doesn't lets go out screaming insanities
black to white,,turnin the circle
from chaos and crisis comes the birth of opportunity
and if it doesn't lets go out screaming insanities
kimmi:
I WUVS YOU
Yes, my brothers and sisters, I am so very happy that the week is over. I am afloat. better than sinking, eh. I am slowly finding the tail of my own strong self and what I feel, feels good. I am having my bad moments, but keep reminding myself that it will pass.
I had a great night last night with my best buddy. We...
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I had a great night last night with my best buddy. We...
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perdurabo:
I prefer to stay in here.
thanks though
thanks though
linz:
thanks man! i'm fucking pumped!
I am feeling better right now. Thank you all for the warm wishes. I know that the pendulum is swinging... It's just withdrawal... I just want to not deal with other people's pressure- to hide out and be taken care of. I have a real hard time not being in control; comes from having only myself to rely on for survival from a very young...
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miss_magenta:
yes, things went very well, thank you! i felt like i had escaped to heaven, and i never wanted to return. i hope things are well for you. *hugs*
wyatt:
Flop is having a hard time typing these days , so I'm sending this message to all SGMC members:
Please post events to the "Ride This Weekend" journal until Flop gets the "Events" feature up and running reliably (If we even think it's necessary). This is so that we don't wind up with a bazillion journals lurking around for long-ago rides, and so we can all look in one place to see what's happening. I personally think that it will become a kind of cool history of SGMC if we all post our events and after-event comments in the journal. And "Ride This Weekend" is the perfect title. If I ever write my memoirs, I think I'll use that title
Ride fast, ride far, ride fun
AZ
VERY cool animation!
Please post events to the "Ride This Weekend" journal until Flop gets the "Events" feature up and running reliably (If we even think it's necessary). This is so that we don't wind up with a bazillion journals lurking around for long-ago rides, and so we can all look in one place to see what's happening. I personally think that it will become a kind of cool history of SGMC if we all post our events and after-event comments in the journal. And "Ride This Weekend" is the perfect title. If I ever write my memoirs, I think I'll use that title
Ride fast, ride far, ride fun
AZ
VERY cool animation!
It's like this: I am losing my fucking mind.
Not all the time though... just at the most inopportune times. Like right now. why else would I be writing this?
I made a pact with myself before the new year to go off of the antidepressants that I had very reluctantly gone on a year and a half ago when I was splitting with my...
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Not all the time though... just at the most inopportune times. Like right now. why else would I be writing this?
I made a pact with myself before the new year to go off of the antidepressants that I had very reluctantly gone on a year and a half ago when I was splitting with my...
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miss_piss:
re: your girl... i haven't had mine fixed either yet but yours bleed for a whole month... is that how its supposed to go?
miss_piss:
i'm laughing through my stuffy nose
gross, yeah, its gross
gross, yeah, its gross
I've been staring out the window at the river all morning. It's swollen and uncomfortable. I can feel the rivers discontent. It's dark and pregnant with the heavy rains of late. A mist hangs over it like a shroud. I fantisize about slipping into the cold darkness and disapearing into the depths. Ceasing being I and becoming part of it. flowing out to the sea....
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kamikazepilotgea:
I'm feeling smaller in age left home alone ooooooooooo
user8935778:
my eye is burning. i wanna play doctor. where have you been? are you ok/
Boy-o! I can't tell you how happy I am to have that year over with. I've wrapped it up in a symbolic little package and bid it ado. OK, more like drop kicked it and the bare assed it as it went sailing
I am very optimistic that I am getting back to the righ path. I am identifying where I have gone astray from...
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I am very optimistic that I am getting back to the righ path. I am identifying where I have gone astray from...
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kamikazepilotgea:
i love/hate my wubby
Happy Freakin' New Year!
*SMOOCH*
(Please form a line, single file. Jackies first, but after that; first come first served. )
*SMOOCH*
(Please form a line, single file. Jackies first, but after that; first come first served.
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kamikazepilotgea:
feliz nuevo year
throatneedle:
Oh you dog you...
*hee hee*
*hee hee*
I can see the crack
a dribble of light
run. run. run.
while you can
while I can
no time to waste
it is upon us
a dribble of light
run. run. run.
while you can
while I can
no time to waste
it is upon us
user8935778:
i noticed you goneeeeeeeeeee but i thought you hadnt paid.. so i was like "WTF?" ahahah ok. yeah. um. happy new years!
kimmi:
hi hi. I missed you, I was worried for a few days but I am glad to see you back! One of the few people in this stupid world I can stand anymore. Email me sometime.
~K~
~K~
I'm changing this entry to erase the past. I have to let go. Holding on to certian things is more habit than anything. I am excited for the next step... to get back what I triaged when everything was falling apart. I can feel it. It's not without pain. But rebirth hardly ever comes without its incomfortable moments. The new year comes at the right...
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user8935778:
happy new year! where did you go?
Merry (whatever get's you off)Day to you all!
I'm off to seattle and points north.
I'm off to seattle and points north.
kimmi:
AND YOU DID NOT INVITE ME. AHHHHHHHHH.
~K~
~K~
coygirl:
happy to you to sir....love the animated gif...cool stuff