Today I am boy PMSing... need someone to stroke my hair and kiss my eyelids and tell me that everything is going to be ok for no particular reason. or just to hole up all cozy by myself with some nice tea and drift aimlessly in my internal world.
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all my love to the very special people that are leaving SG... but not me,...
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all my love to the very special people that are leaving SG... but not me,...
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Being creative on demand... all day. for others. What do I have left for myself? I often daydream envy the bricklayer and other craftsmen that can just know their job and do it with care, one brick after the next. pick up brick, butter the brick, position the brick, settle the brick and repeat. I want to believe that I could leave that at the...
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alyssum:
Ya know, I used to think that a lot when I had a more creative job. It sucked the life out of me having to summon up creativity over and over and over again. But then again, it also gave me more life to suck out. 
user8935778:
i will miss you the most. ever.
Slept in, Had a nice late breakfast with my brother. Then a long, soul cleansing motorcycle ride in the country. Spent an ungodly amount of $$$ on oil paint and brushes. Stopped at the store and picked up some nice olives, bread, hummus and chianti for dinner and am now sitting with my pups, eating dinner and watching the Maltese Falcon.
Not a bad Saturday...
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Not a bad Saturday...
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user8935778:
hes my boyfriend. not my owner. i been dating him a couple of weeks now.. and then last week he asked me a few times to be his girlfriend.. and i kept blowing it off.. the last time he asked i said, "Does that mean i cant date other people?" apparently thats not the right thing to say ahahha.. but you know what? we are mos def cuddling. you and i. for a long. long. long. long. time.
heads up, ill be struck out on the 27th.
heads up, ill be struck out on the 27th.
alyssum:
Yeah... to be sure! The weird thing is, today I went back an there were several police cars (there's never police cars in that section of town!) where the truck was yesterday. I wonder if he finally hit someone or something. Scary.
MossPrawn Ten Thousand
It sounds so RonCo dontcha think?
[Edited on Feb 24, 2003]
MossPrawn Ten Thousand
It sounds so RonCo dontcha think? [Edited on Feb 24, 2003]
The flux of brilliance and darkness that comes with human beings is the seed to madness. Cycling poles of extreme contrasting behavior spirals into this feeling of quiet desperation. The desire to transcend is in constant opposition to the heaviness.
It's inside at the core. This sanctuary. This desert home. My safe hearth that I look up and out at the world outside. I attempt...
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It's inside at the core. This sanctuary. This desert home. My safe hearth that I look up and out at the world outside. I attempt...
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alyssum:
His nickname is the Hedgehog? How bizarre is that! A hedgehog is what's on my homepage at work, because of a running gag... he does kinda look like one though doesn't he.
alyssum:
Oooh, that took me to a dark and horrible place visually Somehow I picture pill-bugs rather than hedgehogs...
For him though, that's considerably less impressive than for the average guy!
Somehow I picture pill-bugs rather than hedgehogs...
For him though, that's considerably less impressive than for the average guy!
I just got home from seeing The Producers. I have never said this, but MEL BROOKS is one brilliant motha fucka! Had an incredibly great time. I laughed like I forgot anyone was there. I had purposely avoided seeing the movie when I found out we got tickets and I am so glad that I was virgin seeing it. Only a straight jew... only mel...
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alyssum:
How is it you have such magnificent pictures?
Poked it with 19 sticks! Or well, my Dr. did anyway I'm starting to feel better... now I'm eating enough garlic and ginger to kill a horse and setting off to bed. 
I've only just recently become aware of the Producers. So unfortunately I'll probably miss it while its in town dammit... Mel Brooks is great
Poked it with 19 sticks! Or well, my Dr. did anyway
I'm starting to feel better... now I'm eating enough garlic and ginger to kill a horse and setting off to bed.
I've only just recently become aware of the Producers. So unfortunately I'll probably miss it while its in town dammit... Mel Brooks is great
alyssum:
Okay, that's it. During lunch, I'll go to Kinko's and get the picture scanned I've been threatening to get scanned.
Funny you should mention that - my boy saw a mutant salamander just yesterday on his way to work...
Funny you should mention that - my boy saw a mutant salamander just yesterday on his way to work...
I have had a great 3 day weekend. Full of great creative insights, lots of writing and sketching. I feel sooo on! The best self time I have had in ages. It's been wonderful.
I haven't painted in a long time and I really feel like I'm ready to face it again. Being creative on demand for a living and the roller coaster of the...
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I haven't painted in a long time and I really feel like I'm ready to face it again. Being creative on demand for a living and the roller coaster of the...
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user8935778:
you can borrow my paints and brushes. you can paint on me. and on the walls. and everything.
miss_magenta:
i miss you!!! *hugs*
Soggy, damp, musty, wet and mucky. It's all good. Thanks to my weather witch, I think I can go to spring. I just have some more composting to do...
I love Saturday mornings all cozied up and lazy, I should be doing a thousand things, but I resist and slumber. The rain falls. The dogs twitch from restless dreams. And I'm all bundled up, musing...
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I love Saturday mornings all cozied up and lazy, I should be doing a thousand things, but I resist and slumber. The rain falls. The dogs twitch from restless dreams. And I'm all bundled up, musing...
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linz:
i know..i am going to have t get used to it..i know it will be over soon and then all will be warm..i just need to suck it up. thanks for the kind words. you are a sweetie.
reitoei:
Regarding the P-RAM thread - so did I, hahaha - that was pretty funny. Mac Geeks rule.
Happy Corprate Manufactured Love Day 
to all my wonderful friends here in SG Land!
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to all my wonderful friends here in SG Land!
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kimmi:
Happy coperate Manufactured love day to you too! *MUAHZ*
alyssum:
...and Happy VD-day to you!
I don't even want more, I simply want things to suck no less than usual. Phoo. Today was better though, less whining and less getting in my frickin' way. Let's hope it stays that way until the situation can run its course!
I don't even want more, I simply want things to suck no less than usual. Phoo. Today was better though, less whining and less getting in my frickin' way. Let's hope it stays that way until the situation can run its course!
It's 4:00.
I am sitting in my office with all of the blinds drawn, the door closed and the lights out.
I have a glass of scotch and a tension headache. Today has been...
I liked the daydreaming/sun suduction of yesterday much more.
i want to go home and curl up on my bed with my dogs and let everything slip into oblivion.
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Later,...
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I am sitting in my office with all of the blinds drawn, the door closed and the lights out.
I have a glass of scotch and a tension headache. Today has been...
I liked the daydreaming/sun suduction of yesterday much more.
i want to go home and curl up on my bed with my dogs and let everything slip into oblivion.
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Later,...
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alyssum:
It's just one of those days isn't it. 
nisi:
when i saw the dark clouds, i wept, Oh Dark One, I wept at the dark clouds.
Black clouds soared up, and took some yellow along; rain did fall, some rain fell long.
There was water east of the house, west of the house...
today the rain stopped!!! i saw a full rainbow, i went out side with my hoop, and i thought of you.
nisi
Black clouds soared up, and took some yellow along; rain did fall, some rain fell long.
There was water east of the house, west of the house...
today the rain stopped!!! i saw a full rainbow, i went out side with my hoop, and i thought of you.
nisiI went out with M last night. We had a really great time and great conversation. At the end of the night the sparks just weren't really there though...
Regardless, I think that she will become a good friend, who knows?
Dating gets harder the older I get. Blech! And like I said, sometimes crushes are the better part of the bargain.
I met Peter...
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Regardless, I think that she will become a good friend, who knows?
Dating gets harder the older I get. Blech! And like I said, sometimes crushes are the better part of the bargain.
I met Peter...
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linz:
aint love grand? or stuff like it....
user8935778:
be my valentine.
I am glad that women still make my stomach flutter like a school boy. I would be afraid if I lost that excitement. I just got off the phone with M and... *sigh*. I don't think that it's going anywhere, but I cherish the small excited feelings like little jewels. I think crushes are sometimes more exciting then the real thing... The intensity of the...
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user8935778:
i want flannel sheets. or to see yours. and i love the new picture.
i could look at your eyes forever.
i could look at your eyes forever.
user8935778:
someone last night told me i have bedroom eyes.
i look in the mirror though.. and i see them plain. and brown. and i can barely look at them.
but it would be nice to gaze. with rocky road.
i look in the mirror though.. and i see them plain. and brown. and i can barely look at them.
but it would be nice to gaze. with rocky road.
I've taken the day off.
The sun is out.
I see doing some photography, later a nice motorcycle ride, and then the dog park in my future.
The sun is out.
I see doing some photography, later a nice motorcycle ride, and then the dog park in my future.
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alyssum:
No mouse molesting, it was damn creepy. It used to be this charmingly battered place with the anamatronic characters who were on their last legs. Now it's a new and shiny and the only robot is Chuck E. Cheese himself and I kid you not, it took us 10 minutes to get through the line to get inside. It's been ages since I had to wait in line to get in a club ferkrissakes! But my buddies kicked ass on the games and got loads of tickets which we used to get goodies (including a ring with a little LED light on it which is beyond cool). All in all it was great fun.
Sounds like you're having a wonderful day too! It's been ages since I've done any photography...
Sounds like you're having a wonderful day too! It's been ages since I've done any photography...
nisi:
i want it to rain, in the trees and down my neck. i want to hear the sound of rain like a million delicate spiders walking in the same direction. i want it to rain for me, and the coyotes, and the mama bird who made her nest in my shed.
nisi
nisi
purple girly blissy goodness
purple girly blissy goodness
purple girly blissy goodness
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