Thursday May 08, 2008

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has anyone ever felt that their life is so bland and vanilla? that the same routines day after day are just shaving off the bits and pieces of life that you enjoy? things that you should, and would normally, be excited for are no longer exciting to you? that you feel this gaping chasm of SOMETHINGS MISSING in your chest?
my days have been starting...
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cptpyjama:
It's the bland and vanilla bits that make me grateful that life is just bobbing along quietly and safely with lots of little nice bits.

But that's just me being happy because I know things could be worse.
fatkidlovescake:
so get out for a little bit. take a vacation. go visit some friends. when i need time off i call up my friends and see who'll want my company for a few days while i relax and forget about why i was going insane in the first place. luckily i got great friends (one of which lives on the cape near the beach) who dont mind having me around. also what i find helps is a hobby. i know that sounds lame but when i get pissed off i just ignore everyone and start working on my jeep and playing with power tools. once i combined the two when i needed to take time off from work before i stabbed my boss i went to the cape and built a deck on my friend's house. 3 days after i got there i was standing on the new deck grilling steaks. and when i made it back in to work, it was like i had a month free pass and didnt give two shits about my boss because i just built a fucking deck. and ate some steaks. with my friend...and his cute sister who was also visiting...

Sunday Apr 20, 2008

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so my poor kitty (the sexy one) had to get put down a couple about a week after my last post. she was having cardiac problems and had to be put on oxygen when i brought her back to the hospital (she ended up having to go twice)

it still makes me sad to think about it. i'm getting over it, but i really miss...
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kiley:
i love you. i cant wait to go somewheres in the new car wink
mrs_misha:
wii code
7494 9374 2469 1174

Monday Mar 24, 2008

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wexsingxsin:
I work at a place called Tully's
polkadot:
hahah she's a sexy bitch <3

Wednesday Mar 19, 2008

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so i am back, with a freshly purged blog to start anew. I am excited to once again talk with everyone, and stalk my one true love, miss Kiley.
xoxo
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veroshka:
Hiii ^^

I can't type in japanese in my blog ( and it's too bad !! )
but I only can write in the sentence on the top frown

kiss
kiley:
you make me smile

Monday Nov 13, 2006

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going to japan on wednesday! time to experience some major language boundaries, good food, school uniforms and futons. who loves asaksa and kamakura? me! but im not allowed to touch the kitties at the shrines in kamakura for fear i will get sick again. i am planning on procuring and wearing school girl uniform for my lecherous followers to jerk off to. how exciting!
sosanna:
dont tell your boy that that he will go on a mission that might just kill you both... lol.

Thursday Oct 12, 2006

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the laptop is fixed, now the internet is broken.

alas: life is fucking annoying.
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aetherninja:
I told you that you'd love snatch! It was a movie... Get your internet fixed so you can read this. Then start playing WoW.
sosanna:
dude does that picture make you want to shave lil lil key key???? bwahahahaha the thought of that cat neekid makes me laugh like ha....ha....ha.... tongue

Tuesday Sep 26, 2006

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I CANT FIND MY IPOD THING THAT HOOKS IT UP TO THE COMPUTER!!!! mad
admittedly, my room is in shambles, but i have TWO. you think i'd be able to find one!!!
this royally pisses me off. there are a bunch of CD's i wanna put on that i found while digging through my brother's room for the cable, and i wanted to make an MSI...
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kiley:
you should be here hanging out. silly rabbit

Friday Sep 22, 2006

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dont you hate the mornings where you're hung over and cant hold anything down in you're stomach, but you know that i you eat the right thing you'll feel better? i threw up three times, and gave up.

and on top of that im angry and miserable. more angry though. i wanna go blow up stuff and cry at the same time. the reason? really...
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kiley:
kiss
ckdexterhaven:
I have the same problem (the hangover one), but only on days that end in Y. sorry, lame line. smile

Tuesday Sep 19, 2006

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i am quite tired. worked my 8hr shift were we have several insane rushes of people looking for a caffiene fix, then looooong periods of nothingness and immense boredom.

i lookforward to my visiting friends tomorra. smile
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committed:
ooOOoo I would love to see your newly finished cherry blossoms...fo sho lil lady!!

ps...I never forget peoples I meet...just to let you in on my secret lil mind hehe
poppy:
Thanks so much! I had the best time at suicide saturday! It would be great to meet...xo