It's T - 6 days to Miss Tallahassee's arrival. I'm excited and scared all at the same time. We've been speaking to each other by phone for 2 months today, and I don't think I've felt quite this happy in my entire life.
Yesterday I received a gift package in the mail from her, and the day before I mailed out my "Romance-in-a-Box" gift package...
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Yesterday I received a gift package in the mail from her, and the day before I mailed out my "Romance-in-a-Box" gift package...
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It's been nearly a week, so maybe I should update my journal. What do you think?
This week has been de-stressful. And it's less than 2 weeks before my crush comes into town. I'm so excited!!
But, before she arrives here's what I'm doing: I've made a garland of dried rose buds sewn to 18' of black satin ribbon, five dozen roses. Then I made...
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This week has been de-stressful. And it's less than 2 weeks before my crush comes into town. I'm so excited!!
But, before she arrives here's what I'm doing: I've made a garland of dried rose buds sewn to 18' of black satin ribbon, five dozen roses. Then I made...
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thursday:
damn, what a care package. i want a care package, my mom sends me toilet paper.
re: trust me, you wouldn't want the clothes i'm getting rid of. no really, there's a reason i'm getting rid of them. as far as my next visit to portland, i have no idea since i'm sans transportation. you should join the SGeugene group so you can keep an eye on what's going on down here.
re: trust me, you wouldn't want the clothes i'm getting rid of. no really, there's a reason i'm getting rid of them. as far as my next visit to portland, i have no idea since i'm sans transportation. you should join the SGeugene group so you can keep an eye on what's going on down here.
amber5:
awww thats like the most romantic thing i've ever heard. you must be so excited!!! yer gonna have some kick ass sex i bet, and more fun than anyone can imagine. make sure to take lots of pictures so you can remember that stuff when shes far away again. yay for being excited!
Damn, I guess I didn't know I was so popular (see the previous journal entry). But, my realization, from several posts ago, still stands: I DO NOT sit at the popular table and I have chosen that lot.
LET ME HAVE THAT WON'T YOU!!!
Naw, I didn't mean that. Just trying to be silly. I'm in that sort of mood. And I'm stalling.
What am...
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LET ME HAVE THAT WON'T YOU!!!
Naw, I didn't mean that. Just trying to be silly. I'm in that sort of mood. And I'm stalling.
What am...
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pyratwilly:
and don't think I don't appreciate the help. (to be read in an "aw shucks..." tone): you're really cool. Can't wait to meet you when I get there
frank_castle:
tere is something in the way mmmmmmmm mmmm something in the way mmmmm mmmm
I can see clearly now, the rain has gone...
I'm feeling much better today. I returned my lil sister's call. She needed some advice, so I did the Big Sister thing. I felt much better after that. Yay!
Today, I'm just trying to get back in the swing of things. I have work that needing to get done, an apartment to clean, a project to...
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I'm feeling much better today. I returned my lil sister's call. She needed some advice, so I did the Big Sister thing. I felt much better after that. Yay!
Today, I'm just trying to get back in the swing of things. I have work that needing to get done, an apartment to clean, a project to...
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thursday:
yay for you!
i used to want a little sister.
i used to want a little sister.
madness_____:
Yay for being me.......no wait I mean being you being me......no that's not right either...... O'well, you know what I mean.
Agenda
1. Good News
2. Bad News
3. Weekend News
4. Moving News
5. Depression News
6. Open
7. Adjourn
1. The good news is the sore throat only lasted 2 days, with the second day being the worst.
2. The bad news is I now have a head cold.
3. The trade show I went to this weekend ruled. I made several business contacts,...
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1. Good News
2. Bad News
3. Weekend News
4. Moving News
5. Depression News
6. Open
7. Adjourn
1. The good news is the sore throat only lasted 2 days, with the second day being the worst.
2. The bad news is I now have a head cold.
3. The trade show I went to this weekend ruled. I made several business contacts,...
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josh:
I'll be your anti-stalker! Lemme at 'em! I have super-attacking-robots! 
madness_____:
"DAMNIT"
I thought you couldn't see me standing outside your window.
And I ain't scared of you Josh and all I can say to amber5 "BRING IT ON".
That's the problem with having guys for friends when your a cute girl. Guys start thinking with there dicks. A perfect example is Josh.
I thought you couldn't see me standing outside your window.
And I ain't scared of you Josh and all I can say to amber5 "BRING IT ON".
That's the problem with having guys for friends when your a cute girl. Guys start thinking with there dicks. A perfect example is Josh.
Hear ye! Hear ye! Let all Women and Men know I am leaving town in the morning to go to a trade show in Napa. I shall return the eve of May 5.
p.s. I'm also sick with a NASTY sore throat. So, for all those who have kissed me recently, and you know who you are, get plenty of sleep and drink OJ. And...
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p.s. I'm also sick with a NASTY sore throat. So, for all those who have kissed me recently, and you know who you are, get plenty of sleep and drink OJ. And...
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frank_castle:
it was good and bad you didn't kiss me, bad cause you are a goddess and i would be honored with a kiss, and good cause you were sick and i might of exploded from your hotness, yep bad and good
but the good out weighs the bad
but the good out weighs the bad
mephausto:
you + me + bowling when you return
I've recovered from Stewd's party last night. Damn! there were a lot of people. I don't think we ran out of name tags, but we did run out of mixers for the liquor.
Thanks to whoever brought Popeye's chicken!
I'd also like to give thanks to the following people:
For dancing with me:
Mephausto, Seanbaby's friend Anthony, Thursday, Stormy, Nammy, Josh, and the 'Dance Fever'...
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Thanks to whoever brought Popeye's chicken!
I'd also like to give thanks to the following people:
For dancing with me:
Mephausto, Seanbaby's friend Anthony, Thursday, Stormy, Nammy, Josh, and the 'Dance Fever'...
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pyratwilly:
I am really pissed that I'm not in Portland just because I missed this soon-to-be-infamous party at Stewd's. Though, soon I come, and the earth shall tremble at my arriving footsteps, stalking like a God through the world he is soon to tear asunder. Oh yeah, and I want to kiss you. And touch your body.
frank_castle:
shucks i missed kissing you why does god have to be soo cruel
I awoke this morning happier than I have been in a long time. It took me a moment to figure out why. Then it dawned on me; I felt like I was in the arms of my beloved.
I lay in bed for 20 minutes basking in the experience. If only she had really been there...
Then I pulled my ass out of bed before...
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I lay in bed for 20 minutes basking in the experience. If only she had really been there...
Then I pulled my ass out of bed before...
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pyratwilly:
thanks for the suggestions, I've really gotta get on that. Any help is appreciated. Sorry your beloved isn't there, if it makes you feel any better, I'm still hunting for a beloved. Way to get to the gym though, that's better than I do most days. It does feel good to have done it though.
frank_castle:
whaaaa in that picture it seems you are dead you need mouth to mouth..............awwwwwwwwww yeah
I woke up this morning is a sleep deprived haze. The phone rang, and the woman on the other end of the line was asking for someone who did not live here. Dutifully, though, I looked for this individual and returned to the phone informing her, after I finally realized they had the wrong number, the person she was looking for did not live at...
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josh:
Popularity is a state of mind; you can fake it if you want, with minimal skill.
My realization is that I want to give you a hug.
My realization is that I want to give you a hug.
madness_____:
Sorry that I missed you at the BBQ, didn't know that you were a zombie and I would have at least said hi.
In high school I sat in the library for lunch. Today slinking through life with a fake smile and waiting for the end of the world where that table is a smoking crater and the people around it are frozen with fear of what reality really is.
*loses a little more ground to insanity*
In high school I sat in the library for lunch. Today slinking through life with a fake smile and waiting for the end of the world where that table is a smoking crater and the people around it are frozen with fear of what reality really is.
*loses a little more ground to insanity*
I said I would be in pain today, and I am. Lots of it.
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amber5:
good pain or bad pain... its all subjective to the context.
thursday:
be strong.
hell, be zesty!
i'm suffering in a small way.
but do0d, look on the bright side, we could both have ebola and be shitting out our internal organs RIGHT NOW.
did that help?
hell, be zesty!
i'm suffering in a small way.
but do0d, look on the bright side, we could both have ebola and be shitting out our internal organs RIGHT NOW.
did that help?
I just got out of the shower after a 90 minute appointment with my massage therapist. I know I waited too long between appointments this time. My muscles were so tense I couldn't even feel the pain. I had effectly moved into the realm of subconscious pain. I will feel this in the morning for sure.
But it is so nice to breath easy again......
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But it is so nice to breath easy again......
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amber5:
pshhhh... i need to get me a massage therapist, yo. i must be having subconscious pain all over the dam place.
one of my roommates is obsessed with shakira... i dig her older stuff when she still sang in spanish and whatnot.
one of my roommates is obsessed with shakira... i dig her older stuff when she still sang in spanish and whatnot.
thursday:
do0d, i'm all over the belly dance. i took a middle eastern dance class two terms ago and it rocked!
I finished my taxes last night. I grounded myself until they were done. Mr. Taxman owes ME! That's right...MEEE!
Mephausto and I are watching a movie tonight. Have I mentioned how wonderful this man is. The movie I've chosen to see will be very traumatizing, and I need people to watch it with. So, Meph has volunteered. Yay! My former roommie and I were supposed...
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Mephausto and I are watching a movie tonight. Have I mentioned how wonderful this man is. The movie I've chosen to see will be very traumatizing, and I need people to watch it with. So, Meph has volunteered. Yay! My former roommie and I were supposed...
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thursday:
what the hell movie are you watching?
mephausto:
damn, this bourbon is still tasty. thank you for a wonderful night. I really like it when good movies turn into good conversation. and good hugs. now it's time for good sleep.
There will be maximum teasing. Oh, yes. You thought you were out of Junior High? Guess again, crush-girl.
wink.