working the extra 2 hours wasn't so bad. we didn't even need them really. laura and i just went shopping instead. shes trying to find a lime green lamp for her newly painted purple kitchen. its amazing that no one has ANYTHING remotely close. so she tried to untrain me from lou's crazy ways. i drove today. it wasn't bad. driving the frog. getting used...
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work wasnt too bad today. the only problem is that lou keeps taking different ways to get to the places. i think hes trying to confuse me on purpose. i dont know. im going to make laura go through everything with me just in case. i know shes just not out to get done as early as possible and then get rid of me. blah....
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nykonnlc:
I'm sure there has to be someone that you look like....
and if not well then hey you are very unique
and if not well then hey you are very unique
halox29290:
its sad to watch and old friend grow old and feeble. my parents put our dog down while i was away at school. it was weird to come home and not have her greet me at the door. anyhoo i'm glad your job is going ok, it'll probably get better the longer you do it, ya know.
-mel
-mel
why the hell am i up so early you ask? i had a freaky dream about bugs. they were gross bugs. big black beetles and spiders. and the beetles were helping the spiders by holding up their webs. and i remember being trapped on my bed becuz it was surrounded in spider webs and these beetles hanging from the ceiling. then i screamed for my...
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sarc:
Makes sense that you dreamt of beetles since the Beatles anthology came out on DVD yesterday. *plug* 
alanscott:
Didn't happen to have watched that X-Files about the cockroach invasion yesterday or so, did you?
when you drive for a living you dream about traveling down long and hilly roads. like when you go to amusement park and dream of coasters or you swam all day and you dream like youre still floating around. work wasn't bad today. i did the youngstown run which i do the rest of the week. once more with lou and once with laura. the...
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megarose:
have you read Abarat. it's sorta a kids book by Barker. i heard rumors that they going to turn it into a Disney movie.
it could be really cool or suck monkey balls. you should still read the book if you haven't already.
wenzy:
have you read imajica? it is my favorite clive barker book..
jason.. he is the boy who moved from small town ohio to pittsburgh, right?
by the way, you are really cute..
jason.. he is the boy who moved from small town ohio to pittsburgh, right?
by the way, you are really cute..
im doing better today. i was going to call chris and make him listen to me but i decided against it. fuck it all. i just gotta move on and thats that.
i went over to aime and jasons for dinner. i decided that i had to see them. i still hate that they treat ruckus like their child. they still let him do whatever....
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i went over to aime and jasons for dinner. i decided that i had to see them. i still hate that they treat ruckus like their child. they still let him do whatever....
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halox29290:
unpacking is a huge step. though putting the clothes away might be helpful for obvious reasons
i'm glad to hear youre doing better. just take it slow let each day pass and try not hurry it and eventually it gets easier.
-mel
-mel
gstrife:
*hugs* yeah, moving on is best...you know i'm always here if you need to talk 
ok so the night wasn't very good. i'm still awake for one thing. i still don't want to be in this house. i don't want to be any where. i want to be no where. what happened was i called chris to get my routing number for my checks becuz i forgot it. we got to talking for a long while again like the night...
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scott:
i know the feeling, it sucks. all i can say is just dont interrupt your life for this. i know it doesnt make sense to say it, but these things have a way of sorting themselves out.
frank_castle:
i am special i take the short bus, i like rocks
ugh i hate having to rewrite this thing. i accidentally turned the computer off with my foot. serves me right for putting my feet up. so work again today. yesterday was fun. lou's a nice guy though a compulsive gambler. i met a few of the other drivers out on the road. everyones nice. i learned how to do the paperwork and thats about the...
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so works starts today. ride alongs with strange men. this should be interesting. i think ill bring choke along with me for when i dont have anything to do...and a flashlight. i should probably make a lunch or something too. i dont want to spend money.
i didn't go to kahunaville last night. i ended up falling asleep instead. i was so tired...and i wasn't...
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vincentvega44410:
Hey.. how was work? I ended up going to Gillians in Yougstown. I didn't realize it was 80's night.
Anyways, talk to you soon. Remember I still owe you a Rolling Rock. 
cobalt:
Nothing wrong with painting dead chicks - Andre Serrano and Joel Peter Witkin both photograph them. Do you have any of your stuff posted anywhere...I'm intrigued. Some of my own work relates to crime photographer...
does anyone think it odd that i go every where in cali trying to get a job from january on...and then i move back home and get a kick ass job within a week? thanks dad! hehe. it's not the most respectable way to get a job...and it wasn't very pleasant hearing "i'm going to give you a job becuz you're allen's daughter"...of course then...
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martini2:
take every opportunity you get, because someday, sadly, people wont offer them anymore.
so what if you got a job because your dad works there?
i work with the boss's son, and he takes so much more shit than anyone here, im GLAD i dont work for/with my dad.
theres my NEGATIVE 2 cents
so what if you got a job because your dad works there?
i work with the boss's son, and he takes so much more shit than anyone here, im GLAD i dont work for/with my dad.
theres my NEGATIVE 2 cents
halox29290:
getting hooked up is cool regardless of family affiliation.
By nature work sucks, but i hope u like ur new job anyway.
-mel
By nature work sucks, but i hope u like ur new job anyway.
-mel
chapter 27 of choke is the funniest thing ive ever read. ever. its so fucking hilarious. gawd why aren't chris or jason online to share this with me? i want to talk it over with them. i know that it would be hard to make choke into a movie cuz it should have well a nc17 rating...but there is no way in hell they could...
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lackadaisiac:
Sorry I got cut off the other night, aol is a fickle mistress
impulsive:
who's the author?
you know personal ads are funny...and a lot of the time pathetic. i don't know why i'm reading them. to not be watching poke'mon i suppose. i think this one has to be the worst yet.
sweet, slightly nutty mr. goodbar, 19, 6'1", 155lbs, blonde/blue, N/S, seeks his baby ruth, 18-22, to share mounds of hugs and kisses, as well as a life time of...
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animatedmanequin:
I wonder if that guy got paid to write that ad.
Choke is a great book. But if you read Bret Easton Ellis's "American Psycho," you'll see where Chuck Palahniuk got his style from. The similaries are uncanny. : /
Yeah, I want to be a writer too if I could ever finish a book! The current one I've been writing for two and a half year s now.. I'll have to update it soon as it won't fit with the times anymore. ] :
Choke is a great book. But if you read Bret Easton Ellis's "American Psycho," you'll see where Chuck Palahniuk got his style from. The similaries are uncanny. : /
Yeah, I want to be a writer too if I could ever finish a book! The current one I've been writing for two and a half year s now.. I'll have to update it soon as it won't fit with the times anymore. ] :
martini2:
sweet slightly nutty mr goodbar (aka schizophrenic [sp?] felon) seeks his baby ruth (to dismember and mutilate, not necessarily in that order) for a life of almond joy (well, the remaing hour and a hald of it anyway).
can we put <b>html</b> in comments?
can we put <b>html</b> in comments?
I couldn't sleep last night. at all. i attempted to sleep a bunch of times but it didn't work. i read 3 more chapters of choke. i listened to the sleep disks. i tried cuddling up with stitchums. i tried cuddling up to the extra pillow. stitch has almost lost all of chris' smell. i think i sniffed it out of him already. but every...
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minsc_and_boo:
insomniacs of the world unite 
jcup:
Im on the last pages of choke. Im buying lulluby tommorrow.
to cleveland? I think you'd feel much better here...
or maybe i just don't know what I'm talking about.