well i no longer have to tell a big depressing story everytime someone asked about my tattoo. i severed my last physical tie with chris. hes still my buddy...but our relationship that was is completely caput. i got a new tattoo. pleasure and pain. 2 of my favorite things.
this is the first time i got a tattoo without taking one of my teddy bears...
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this is the first time i got a tattoo without taking one of my teddy bears...
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since i was drinking last night im up early. i hate that. i had to force myself out of bed, but i wasn't asleep in it. ya know so whats the point? i dont really remember my dreams. the dream i had the previous night is still haunting me.
maybe since im up so gawd damn early ill get something done today. finding a car....
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maybe since im up so gawd damn early ill get something done today. finding a car....
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beaky:
ahh drinking and sleeping... those never get along with eachother...
Haunting dreams are cool... I wish my dreams haunted me... as of now I can't even remember my dreams...
Peace
Haunting dreams are cool... I wish my dreams haunted me... as of now I can't even remember my dreams...
Peace
tofubot:
why is it that when you get drunk and pass out, you still wake up periodically untill you're not drunk sleeping anymore, then you just wake up with a hangover?
it seems a little unfair in my eyes

it seems a little unfair in my eyes
i just had the best sex of my life. and you know who it was with? myself. oh yea i love being drunk. i came for 20 minutes straight. fuck yea. that was great.
did i mention i was drunk.
ok.
im going to bed.
rumor mill : masterbation is overrated.
did i mention i was drunk.
ok.
im going to bed.
rumor mill : masterbation is overrated.
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darkskyy1:
yes it is overrated, sorry to rub it in, but jessica just left, mmmmmmmmm!
rickroyal:
Damn you women and your mutli-orgasmic bodies.
Didn't Woody Allen say, "I was the best I ever had"?
Didn't Woody Allen say, "I was the best I ever had"?
gah i cant find things and its pissing me off. i cant find my retard-o-bot cd (which was a gift from johnny robot) and i really wanted to listen to norris! so far i dont think this is going to be a good day. i gotta leave. i really really really really really need cigarettes.
the only good news is that ive been recruiting for...
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minsc_and_boo:
what song is that?
i made the poem up off the top of my head figured i would do something different

[Edited on May 19, 2003]
i made the poem up off the top of my head figured i would do something different
[Edited on May 19, 2003]
suburbanslave:
:shocked: Holy fuck woman - u are hot!!! 
today was a good day i suppose. i spent it with nick. we watched cannibal again but this time with the drunken commentary. how i love that movie. we went to the movies and saw the matrix. i liked it. of course all the previews before it made me think...gawd damn with all the crap coming out if i would actually finish my damn book...
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inhaler97:
makes you wonder if anyone really is happy.... not just a front that people put up, and if it were, why the fuck cant mine go up?
I think there are people that are truly happy.. I dont know.. I just read 'Our Town' for like the zillionth time.. Its kind of a hokey play, but I really like the last act...
I think there are people that are truly happy.. I dont know.. I just read 'Our Town' for like the zillionth time.. Its kind of a hokey play, but I really like the last act...
aralia:
Sometimes i used to wonder if I never felt happy at all, but just sometimes thought i did. So then a few times when i felt happy, i thought about it really hard to decide if i was just in denial. And i decided that no, i was not in denial. . . so i am happy sometimes and unhappy someitmes.
And i think that's the way of the world. . .
And i think that's the way of the world. . .
work was busy as hell today...and im still at it. till 6. gawd this sucks. at least laura and i got chili cheese fries inbetween our calls. we discussed how that me, her, and kathy are the only pretty girls at our company. angie looks like she should be in a hospital instead of delivering to one. pam is really manly. kaye is annoying as...
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tofubot:
yes, yes she did

stranded:
it's very hard to keep jobs from wearing you down, I know. Anyway, where is warren ohio? I was born in Columbus. I try not to think of the midwest as a wasteland. Any advice?
highlights of today...
seeing a hooker walking in niles...wearing shiny gold parachute pants. oh yea. mc hammer style.
i also finally met some of boyfriends friends. they're nice. sarah seems to overly like me for only knowing me for a few hours. but whatever. im going to bed. im so fucking tired.
rumor mill : outback cooks their food.
seeing a hooker walking in niles...wearing shiny gold parachute pants. oh yea. mc hammer style.
i also finally met some of boyfriends friends. they're nice. sarah seems to overly like me for only knowing me for a few hours. but whatever. im going to bed. im so fucking tired.
rumor mill : outback cooks their food.
martini2:
its because you are both nerdy cartoon lameos!
tao1:
I had no idea that he had friends.
this shatters my worldview.
this shatters my worldview.
coffee.
coffee NOW!
i really dont like being up the early
especially when i have no idea what im supposed to be doing.
good news is, i get to see boyfriend after work.
bad news is, i gotta work for 8 hours and 45 minutes and ill probably just fall asleep there.
coffee NOW!
i really dont like being up the early
especially when i have no idea what im supposed to be doing.
good news is, i get to see boyfriend after work.
bad news is, i gotta work for 8 hours and 45 minutes and ill probably just fall asleep there.
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yawf:
wonder why that sound familiar...
except i've been sticking to diet coke haha
like i said in sgohio, i feel like a dick
cause everything has been so busy
and i'm backing out of all the gatherings : (
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except i've been sticking to diet coke haha
like i said in sgohio, i feel like a dick
cause everything has been so busy
and i'm backing out of all the gatherings : (
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tofubot:
no coffee no coffee!!!! AAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry, work flashbacks

sorry, work flashbacks
day was kinda a waste. i didnt do much. got my check, asked jenny what id have to do to get a car loan, got leeah a ken doll for her birthday, visited the tattoo parlor. bout it. of course they didnt have the kanji i need at the parlor...so im gonna have to find it online and print it out for them. boyfriend told...
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minsc_and_boo:
i am watching you 
cereal_killer:
strange... your rumor mill is the same as mine.
coincedence?... i think not.
my girl corrupted me real good... i should post an old pic of myself up sometime and let you all gaze at my geeky, preppy glory... yuck!
coincedence?... i think not.
my girl corrupted me real good... i should post an old pic of myself up sometime and let you all gaze at my geeky, preppy glory... yuck!
you'll have to speak up, im wearing a towel.
rumor mill : i really wanna watch "martha inc" the martha stewart story.
rumor mill : i really wanna watch "martha inc" the martha stewart story.
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radiobastet:
Ohhh - cool!! I will definitely be watching it. Thanks, chica!!
Edited to add: Yes! Monday night 9 pm (I think), NBC. And yes, looks like the Psycho-Bitch-From-Hell story! Woo-hoo!!!
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Edited to add: Yes! Monday night 9 pm (I think), NBC. And yes, looks like the Psycho-Bitch-From-Hell story! Woo-hoo!!!
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cereal_killer:
well take the towel off and you'll be able to hear me better!
kilt is here! yeah sooo happy!
gonna put up pics sometime tonight.
rumor mill: i want to watch as martha stewart catches fire and burns crispier than one of her raspberry torte flambes.
kilt is here! yeah sooo happy!
gonna put up pics sometime tonight.
rumor mill: i want to watch as martha stewart catches fire and burns crispier than one of her raspberry torte flambes.
work was boring and i didnt get to play gameboy. i also had to go to the state pen for a pick up. so i drive down...go though all the gates and checks and wait at the desk. then the lab guy comes and says the nurse doesnt want to send it...something about shed send to tomorrow and something about cost...so i had him sign...
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minsc_and_boo:
yeah well i am starting to feel like i miss everything 
now is the time in which we rejoice...
i got an email from mat devine. i got an email from mat devine.
ok yea so it just said thanx for your support at the show blah blah blah stay in touch, m
but it was cool. hes so hot. and a very nice guy.
damn my rockstar infatuations. i think nick is the first boy...
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i got an email from mat devine. i got an email from mat devine.
ok yea so it just said thanx for your support at the show blah blah blah stay in touch, m
but it was cool. hes so hot. and a very nice guy.
damn my rockstar infatuations. i think nick is the first boy...
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minsc_and_boo:
will you buy me an ice cream?
and i know even short work days are still work days
Just checked out yer pix and yer cam. You're quite adorable.