Saturday May 31, 2003

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i dont feel good
i gotta sleep
boyfriend just left
hes still my boyfriend
we watched adaptation.
that movie is fucking great.
so why do i feel so blah?

rumor mill : theres nothing wrong with me.
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dekansilent:
don't feel so blah you just got some sleep, you should feel happy go lucky. smile

-Dek
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dekansilent:
my stalker hasn't gotten that bad yet

Saturday May 31, 2003

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its early
i know i didnt get enough sleep at all
and its still fucking raining. its been raining since 8:30 pm yesterday. that should make the day nice for me. ill get wet every time i have to go into a hospital. i dont have my new car yet so my old one will leak...and i cant go looking at cars cuz its fucking...
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dekansilent:
oh man if it's raining there it must be coming this way really soon, shit. i like coffee. i hope thing go alright at work for you, and i hope your car doesn't leak. smile

-Dek
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ps-dump him smile
applerecords1251:
then you should hop on the web cam!! sounds like you love your job. Not really, but it could always be worse. Me however, I do not work. Just go to school full time. Yay for me!! But on the downside of that, I have my first final mon so I am off to study.

Friday May 30, 2003

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i have an absolutly horrible headache.
it wont go away.
i think i might just go to bed early.
i still have a boyfriend.
he says maybe hell dump me tomorrow.
haha. what a dick.
i beat my other mario game.
i gotta take a bath.
i have to work at 8 tomorrow.
boyfriends coming over after work.
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dekansilent:
oh yeah about the tick, is it the big blue cartoon one that says spoon?

-Dek
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eachdawnidie:
bleh. ticks. i hate ticks. beware of the lime disease.skull

Friday May 30, 2003

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well its break up day. my 2 days is up. will he do it? i dunno. do i care? no not really.
work today. warren routine again...cept today i have to go to every office frown no fun gameboy time. i gotta beat wario damn it. its the only thing i have left to beat. and i keep dieing. i suck.
i have to start working...
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dekansilent:
are you talking about the boyfriend me and you were talking about before? if so i'd dump him and dump him fast. i'll have to find this song for you and send it to you it has this part in it i want you to hear.

-Dek
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martini2:
...

fuckin nimrods.

Thursday May 29, 2003

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i got all my errands done...except for going shopping. i had to come back home becuz my mom volunteered me to baby sit my grandpa as he just got out of the hospital. so now im sitting here bored.
its amazing how many lil invisible hairs you can pull off your face with a piece of scotch tape.
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lackadaisiac:
If I were you I would hang out with grampa, pound booze and take his medication.
autumn:
Your so cute.. Liek the hel zippo
kiss

Wednesday May 28, 2003

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ok
i usually wouldnt update right now, as i already updated tonight...but i thought this too funny to put off
i was getting ready for bed and i of course went to the bathroom.
i have pretty long finger nails, and as i was wiping, one of my nails caught my skin and cut it. yes thats right my pussy is bleeding and not in...
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tofubot:
that makes me think that there should be foamy squirrle band aids

but jesus christ... i think i've now come to the conclusion how much more durable the skin on male genetalia is in comparison to the tender bits on the lassies

and yes, fatal frame is far beyond creepy... take the wierd camera angles of silent hill, with more atmosphere and tension that at any second you could get attacked by a random ghost that jumps out at you from anywhere set in some dilapidated mansion and you're caught in the middle of being a victem to some ancient curse that's been upon your family that you're slowly figuring out.... it's mad spooky

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misha9999999:
little girl you're adorable.

Wednesday May 28, 2003

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work is over. and now for a day off! fucking finally!!! of course i still have to go in and get my check...and pay bills...and get my oil changed...and i wanted to go to the new big lots and check out their crap. maybe good will too. and i gotta go to the gas station and get hel her zippo smile wonder if i should get...
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dekansilent:
no not the potty go
minsc_and_boo:
my whole day tommorow will be spent doing errands and all the crap i have been putting off for a week

Wednesday May 28, 2003

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boyfriend says hes breaking up with me in 2 days.
i dont think he was serious...but its not bothering me at all.
am i a horrible person? probably since i know boyfriend will read this.
oh well.
i dont think he cares that much either.

rumor : you gotta eat. you gotta eat rallys. puke
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cereal_killer:
why would he give you a countdown to breakup? is it so you will be prepared? I don't think I've ever given a girl I was dating a time frame before. weird.
If he was serious though can i get smootches at Cedar Point. biggrin wink
wenzy:
in 2 days? weird. he is probably fuckin with you.

Wednesday May 28, 2003

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gotta go to work
dont wanna go to work
it shouldnt really matter
since i have no life
but i only wanted to lay in bed all day.
oh well.

ahh crap. i just realized i have a lot of fun work to do...thats not very fun.

and im hungry.

rumor mill : you can win friends with salad.
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misha9999999:
kill hannah is for pretty little girls who like pretty little boys...

i'm not a little girl, even though I like pretty little boys...
dekansilent:
you can win me with salad, well actually it would have to be a good salad, maybe with fries, and ranch dressing. mmm..... now i'm getting hungry. have fun at work.

-Dek
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Tuesday May 27, 2003

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i hate the rain
here it comes again

rumor mill : i have a life
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minsc_and_boo:
hey thats the rumor about me too biggrin
dekansilent:
hmmm..... if you're getting rain that means it should be coming this way. shit just when i thought i was going to stop... oh yeah where'd you pick up this life at i need to get one and cheap. smile

-Dek
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Tuesday May 27, 2003

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GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
computers are so pissing me off right now. ok so i suppose some of its my fault for not wanting to pay for things. i want to be able to get back on cam...but no one i know has webcam32 full to send to me. they said i can get it on kazaa but i dont have that. and i dont want to pay...
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martini2:
HHHHHUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRR..
..RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..
..RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..
..RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..
(conquercam)

(edited due to breaking the site [again])

[Edited on May 27, 2003]
ladydeath:
Hey hey at least you have a computer that works. This one doesn't work half the time. Guess I should break down and buy another one.

Tuesday May 27, 2003

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only two calls tonight. amazing. of course i could get one any time before 6 and i probably will now that i've said something. damn me and jinxing myself. i cant wait to sleep. dont know what ill do tomorrow...well today after i wake up. its wing night...but i have no one to go to the lube with...again. maybe i can drag dougie. id have...
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starsandsmokes:
... late night tv is the devil, much like koga, i fell into the knife show one night, but i ended up buying a set of like 30 something knives from those guys on shop at home tv that scream really loud to get you to buy stuff, i don't know why, but it sounded like a great deal at the time...
beaky:
Jason biggs???
Ohh devine miss M I think you watched too much tv again... time to hike up your meds...
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