Pete's been out of the house for a while. I came home last night & he wasn't here. I txted him this morning & rang him just to make sure he was alive cause I hadn't talked to him for 3 days. It's weird being in this house by myself. Kinda like I finally have room to think but I'm afraid to.
Still, I'm liking...
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misskoneko:
You guys are together? Cute 
Ok. So. Um. Yeah. Fuck. Well. *Sigh*.
Stupid emotions. Everything always goes swimmingly until they arrive, then everything goes to shit.
Fuck it. I'm going to bed.
Stupid emotions. Everything always goes swimmingly until they arrive, then everything goes to shit.
Fuck it. I'm going to bed.
zombienik_o:
Was that a good sigh or a bad sigh miss? Did things not go well after you left us last night? love love.
crimsonpetals:
Hope you is okay Miss 
xox Big e-hug!
xox Big e-hug!Hi!
Today felt like a big day. Actually, today was a big day.
Started off with me skipping my first alarm called 'Wake up' then snoozing my second alarm called 'Seriously, wake up' to finally wake up at 9:30, half an hour before my first psychology session. So, got in there & talked to Troy, who was actually really REALLY helpful - I hope these...
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Today felt like a big day. Actually, today was a big day.
Started off with me skipping my first alarm called 'Wake up' then snoozing my second alarm called 'Seriously, wake up' to finally wake up at 9:30, half an hour before my first psychology session. So, got in there & talked to Troy, who was actually really REALLY helpful - I hope these...
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zombienik_o:
I think if you were a kitty I'd want you to be my kitty and you would get snuggles ALL the time... Cos our snuggles rock and you're pretty awesome!
zombienik_o:
Tuna, steak and red rooster... I think I can work with that!
Mana bar was fun and you're right... We should do that mid week again soon
electric blanket times for sure!!! I was so cold last night brrrrr!
I'm at work and I'm bored and it's an hour till my next head so I'm having a cuppa, and a biscuit and wishing I was somewhere else.
I'll see you at work tonight!
Mana bar was fun and you're right... We should do that mid week again soon
electric blanket times for sure!!! I was so cold last night
brrrrr!I'm at work and I'm bored and it's an hour till my next head so I'm having a cuppa, and a biscuit and wishing I was somewhere else.
I'll see you at work tonight!
Everything kinda came to a head on monday. Things might get better but in the end I think I've lost faith in alot of things.
I want a kitty.
I want a kitty.
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zombienik_o:
i totally love your new dp... and i think we should go skating again soon... i'll bring the camera again! perhaps there is a set in the making right there!
i miss your face!
i miss your face!
zombienik_o:
deal. honest email coming up. i agree with you that stuff needs to be shared, we are best friends after all. and i really miss you and stuff we used to get up to... the partying, the silly times, the cuddle times. lets change that.
love you miss.
ps i found the pic of our boots from downstairs at irish before you worked there! and the others that went along with them! made me smile looking through them last night
love you miss.
ps i found the pic of our boots from downstairs at irish before you worked there! and the others that went along with them! made me smile looking through them last night
Petey & I broke up. I'm going to be ok & he's going to be ok but in the meantime we're going to try & be ok together 
I don't know if it's harder or easier to break up with your best friend.
I don't know if it's harder or easier to break up with your best friend.
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crimsonpetals:
It was always gunna be hard and sad...*hugs* but you know what you want.xox.
It was always gunna be hard and sad...*hugs* but you know what you want.xox.
crimsonpetals:
Purty Miss, if you have time or are feeling up to it are you keen for dinner one night this week or next week? Sushi noms?!!! I'll even google where there is one hehe xox
Hope you are doing okay miss
Hope you are doing okay miss
<<HONEST blog update ahead>>
Pete & I are on a break
Earlier in the year I was diagnosed with depression with anxiety. I've been taking drugs to get me to a level which I am able to start therapy. I have to see a psychologist then afterwards a psychiatrist.
Lately I've been feeling less & less in control.
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Pete & I are on a break
Earlier in the year I was diagnosed with depression with anxiety. I've been taking drugs to get me to a level which I am able to start therapy. I have to see a psychologist then afterwards a psychiatrist.
Lately I've been feeling less & less in control.
Ever feel like you're falling & you...
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jovankat:
*hugs*
I've come so close to stepping back from the guy I'm seeing but I'm too much of a chicken. Good luck hon.
I've come so close to stepping back from the guy I'm seeing but I'm too much of a chicken. Good luck hon.
lockeblade:
At least you're taking steps to get better! Hopefully Pete will understand and maybe when things start improving you two can pick up where you left off. <3 Mindasaurus.
We were thrashed at work on the weekend. It was the Aust vs. Ireland world cup rugby match on saturday & HEAPS of Irish came over for it, so considering they know our regulars they all came in. We've been understaffed for ages so it was back to back shifts & in the end though we had to close early at 12am on sunday cause...
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crimsonpetals:
We went into the city after the game, but went to the Pig n Whistle down the bottom end, there was hardly anyone there..enough, but not too many!!!
I started typing out this blog detailing a basic outline of the intricacies of my life lately but they're so personal that I don't feel like they belong to anyone but myself.
All I can say is 14 days changes alot.
14 days can make you fall so deep that you're unsure of how to focus on anything else.
All I can say is 14 days changes alot.
14 days can make you fall so deep that you're unsure of how to focus on anything else.
zombienik_o:
love love love love love! ALL OVER YOUR PAGE! yup, thats right... ALL OVER IT!
lockeblade:
Yeah all over your fac...page! Hope everything is alright.
Last night:
- Birthday cake in the shape of a castle
- Himalayan food with japanese wine
- Back massages
- Taxi rides
- Free shots
- Midori & diet coke
- Cool scottish chicks
- Down Under bar
- $17 for 4 drinks!!
- Jager bombs
- Dancing & photos
- Talks with a Princess
- Men wearing dresses flashing their unimpressive junk
-...
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- Birthday cake in the shape of a castle
- Himalayan food with japanese wine
- Back massages
- Taxi rides
- Free shots
- Midori & diet coke
- Cool scottish chicks
- Down Under bar
- $17 for 4 drinks!!
- Jager bombs
- Dancing & photos
- Talks with a Princess
- Men wearing dresses flashing their unimpressive junk
-...
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lockeblade:
$17 for 4 drinks... that's an outrage! I've been paying the equivalent of $1.80 for drinks (including jager shots).
lockeblade:
Haha you mean like I have been for... months. Rage Against The Machine in Holland tonight with Eve and TeeMan then to Belgium for my birthday on Friday Life's tough.
Life's tough.*shhhhhh*!! I'm upstairs at work on break with some stroganoff...
If I get in trouble, it's sooooooo Zac's fault!
If I get in trouble, it's sooooooo Zac's fault!
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misskoneko:
Can I join in on the sushi and drinks?
aaronsrod:
I'll tiptoe then
I GET TO SEE MY DAD TONIGHT!! I haven't seen him for a year... so I'm a little excited He's here for a 3 day conference so I'm gonna see him as much as I possibly can!!
Real update soon - when I get some free time
LOVE LOVE!!
P.S. Nik rocks mine (and Andy's) respective jocks
He's here for a 3 day conference so I'm gonna see him as much as I possibly can!!
Real update soon - when I get some free time
LOVE LOVE!!
P.S. Nik rocks mine (and Andy's) respective jocks
badronald:
hope you have fun with dad.
crimsonpetals:
*hump*
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misskoneko:
Happppppppyyyyyyyyy Birthday
maxiebond:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINDA HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD ONE!!!!CAPS JUST FOR YOU!!!