Sorry guys.. I feel better(ish) now.
I really shouldnt bring this kind of crap here.
I was just really hurting the other night. Fucking emotions!
anyways.. things are not yet sorted, however I don't feel ill any more.
I've always been a slightlyemotional person.. sometimes I let it get the better of me. Sorry.
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(also, if I was 20 not 37 it would be dead easy to find band members)
people seemed to really down Winnipeg but I would still really love to visit one day, I bet its not that bad!