mirima

I can't feel anything anymore.
I can't feel her when she touches me, I can't hear her voice.
I'm so stuck inside of myself...
and drowning in the blackness inside of me.
I pretend she doesn't hurt me, so I can't feel anything.
But now, even when I'm alone, I don't feel alive.
I don't feel anything at all.

I met Amanda Palmer and Neil Gaiman this past friday!!! It was the most amazing and exciting moment of my life. They are my two idols, and the two people I've wanted to meet most for a very long time. Neil Gaiman hugged me, and Amanda kissed me on the cheek. They both signed the new book, Who Killed Amanda Palmer. The concert was amazing....
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I am getting my second tattoo next week...it really hasn't been that long since I got my first. I know I never posted pictures of my first one, and I still don't have any, so I guess I'll have to take some photos of both when I get my second.
Same day, I'm going to see Amanda Palmer, and hang out with two lovely ladies...dear...
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I am unware, confused, and a bit diisoriented....yes, this is what happens after a girl makes me cry...which, in this case, is entirely a good thing.

Life is full of disapointement, especially heartbreak. I never thought I'd go crazy over a certain girl...I've sacrificed everything, and still....get nothing in return. I've never asked for anything...but still...I hate being blown off for our night of fun, so you can stay home and mope. Oh well...I'll curl up in my bed, and wait for your call. Perhaps someday you'll be enlightened to the...
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Anywhere and everywhere I go, I always seem to feel like an outsider.

It may because I'm getting older, but there seems to be so much death in the world...so much death around me, and so much change. You hear stories about those poor families who have lost loved ones to disease or a freak accident. You never believe that those kinds of things will happen to you. The one day, a close, spiritual friend dies, and you...
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I am beginning to become so passionate about photography...I really really love it, and I would definately like to persue it, when I have the money. It truely makes me happy to do something I love, and be proud of my work. Yes, I am only an amateur, but it feels good to find a new way to express myself. Right now, like I've been...
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