Its almost the new year, and I don't really have any resolutions. I'm not really sure what my resolutions should be...I've never really made any, and if I have, I never actually did what I said I would do. Ok...so I guess I have my usual goals....get my lisence and a car, go back to school, get a better, full time job, get the hell...
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Merry Christmas!
pyke:
Merry Christmas lady 
Colin is coming over tomorrow!!!!!!
Ahhhh...omgomgomgomgomgomg....(continues with excited enthusiasm for the arrival of best friend, and screams like a little girl).
Oh yes, there will be hours of ultimate cuddlefest, and then there will be the D&D Christmas Party!!!! Yay!!!! So exciting. Nothing like a bunch of nerds celebrating Christmas in all its nerdiness. Bring on Vanthus, and the glowing glass dildo of power!!! Oh...
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Ahhhh...omgomgomgomgomgomg....(continues with excited enthusiasm for the arrival of best friend, and screams like a little girl).
Oh yes, there will be hours of ultimate cuddlefest, and then there will be the D&D Christmas Party!!!! Yay!!!! So exciting. Nothing like a bunch of nerds celebrating Christmas in all its nerdiness. Bring on Vanthus, and the glowing glass dildo of power!!! Oh...
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insideoutman:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UbHQzumgfmw&feature=player_embedded#
Arabic Carmen Sandiago is coming for you, and she got a gun!!!
Arabic Carmen Sandiago is coming for you, and she got a gun!!!
I have dreams of dancing on a lake, watching the ripples in the water, under the moon. I have dreams of lying under the stars, somewhere out on top of a mountain...in early spring. I have dreams of falling from the sky, holding on, while we fall to the ground, the two of us. He expands my imagination, dreams of doing all these wonderful things....when...
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lillithvain:
I love the feeling of weighlessness and falling though it also scares me and takes my breath away. 
I imagine love should feel just like falling from the sky.
I imagine love should feel just like falling from the sky.
insideoutman:
Well heres to taking the dive and not being too afraid of hitting the ground to do it in the first place...
Ummm....so, don't take what I said in the previous blog too seriously, cause it ain't gonna happen....
He's never been in a relationship, he said yes for all the wrong reasons, he doesn't know what he's doing...whatever more bullshit he can give me....le sigh.
This is why I don't date men.
He's never been in a relationship, he said yes for all the wrong reasons, he doesn't know what he's doing...whatever more bullshit he can give me....le sigh.
This is why I don't date men.
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lethal:
hey thanks for add me how are you?
lethal:
oh thanks for you support baby!!
what about you?
what about you?
Ok...so despite being gay, I have fallen for a guy....an old friend...but here's the story.
We were friends in grade school...he was that nerdy kid no one liked, except me. You know the kid I'm talking about...everyone has at least one of those in their life. But anyway...we were fantastic friends back then, I had a major crush on him, and at twelve years old,...
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We were friends in grade school...he was that nerdy kid no one liked, except me. You know the kid I'm talking about...everyone has at least one of those in their life. But anyway...we were fantastic friends back then, I had a major crush on him, and at twelve years old,...
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justplaindoomed:
I just wiped a tear from my eye...
insideoutman:
that is so awesome!!! you're so deserving a good thing i'm so happy you reconnected, told you things work out in the long run
This years Christmas List:
This year for Chrismas, I'm dearly hoping for a new camera, considering that one, I'm addicted to photography, and two, I'm going to school next fall for photography. However, no one in my family has any money, so I'm figuring if everyone pitches in, and gets me Best Buy gift cards, then maybe I can get it myself. I'm hoping for...
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This year for Chrismas, I'm dearly hoping for a new camera, considering that one, I'm addicted to photography, and two, I'm going to school next fall for photography. However, no one in my family has any money, so I'm figuring if everyone pitches in, and gets me Best Buy gift cards, then maybe I can get it myself. I'm hoping for...
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luther:
Cocorosie?
pyke:
Wow, I only just saw your comment on my video!
Oh my! Blush central!! Thank you so much lovely lady!
Oh my! Blush central!! Thank you so much lovely lady!
My life has turned upside down...I feel like I'm living in a permanent state of the twilight zone....
And there are things here in this world I just cannot explain.
I feel like I'm in hell...
and there's a penguin.
Hmmm....I really need to sleep when I go to bed...I feel like an insomniac...I don't feel like I've slept, and I forget who I am....
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And there are things here in this world I just cannot explain.
I feel like I'm in hell...
and there's a penguin.
Hmmm....I really need to sleep when I go to bed...I feel like an insomniac...I don't feel like I've slept, and I forget who I am....
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grace:
Don't let her do it again! Things get better much quicker when you cut those people out of your life.
insideoutman:
Talked to you a few minutes ago. I hope you get some sleep tonight. Keep your chin up kiddo
Well its over....no more teasing...no more hoping that she will come around.
So, now I'm more single than I was...but it still hurts.
Why can't I just find a local girl who will love me for who I am?
Ok, I refuse to whine about this girl thing anymore.
I'm bored, I'm hungry...I need a cheeseburger...which my mother is currently making me.
Where can I...
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So, now I'm more single than I was...but it still hurts.
Why can't I just find a local girl who will love me for who I am?
Ok, I refuse to whine about this girl thing anymore.
I'm bored, I'm hungry...I need a cheeseburger...which my mother is currently making me.
Where can I...
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insideoutman:
mmm cheeseburger. so let me know where you meet girls at, i dont know either. sure you're going for gay girls and i'm not, but lets not be nanny nay-sayers here right?
leitha:
welcome!
Out of it...bored...insane....
kinda wish someone was here to cuddle...when my bed feels so empty...when I feel so empty....
In other news.....
last night's awsome lack of D&D turned out great....
Mau brought an awesome hot friend...turns out she's already taken, but she had sweet pink hair.
And my bestest oldest friend came to spontaneously visit....called me at work to say he was hopping on...
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kinda wish someone was here to cuddle...when my bed feels so empty...when I feel so empty....
In other news.....
last night's awsome lack of D&D turned out great....
Mau brought an awesome hot friend...turns out she's already taken, but she had sweet pink hair.
And my bestest oldest friend came to spontaneously visit....called me at work to say he was hopping on...
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scargatta:
ajajaj
hahaha
thank u man
u are very very cute with me
thanks a lot for that ! kisses and hugs
hahaha
thank u man
u are very very cute with me
thanks a lot for that ! kisses and hugs
Just got out of the hospital...
kinda wanted to off myself...again. Things have just been increasingly worse, and I just can't take the bullshit anymore.
They sent me home regardless...and now the girl I love most, the one who can't love me, the one I want support from...has abandoned me. She told me she cared, she told me she understands, and now she's abandoned me...just...
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kinda wanted to off myself...again. Things have just been increasingly worse, and I just can't take the bullshit anymore.
They sent me home regardless...and now the girl I love most, the one who can't love me, the one I want support from...has abandoned me. She told me she cared, she told me she understands, and now she's abandoned me...just...
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insideoutman:
times are pretty bad, and sometimes it is hard not wanting to pick up a gun and puttin it to your head. i think we've come to put ourselves in a miserable position as an entire race and it sucks. i know i'm not exactly "around" but i'm a good listener, and i respond back as best i can. at least the bullshit holidays are almost over, half way done now right?
at least the bullshit holidays are almost over, half way done now right?I'm utterly confused by this girl....she starts acting like she cares after we stop dating, and wants to hang out more. I'm trying to get over her, she knows what I'm thinking no matter how badly I lie about whats in my heart and head, and she always knows what I want. Why now, does she have to be the girl I fell in love...
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