mirima

Today. Fucking. Sucks!

Oh, and only five days until I meet demon11942 . Very excited!

Sat at my best friend's side at the funeral today...his mother died Monday. I've known this family for thirteen years, and I'm at my best friend's house about three times a week...he lives five minutes away. His family is like my second family, and I love them as much as my own. Its been an incredibly hard week for all of us, and I was...
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It doesn't matter where my heart is leading me at the moment, cause he's coming to visit whether or not I'm ready for him...and I will melt, and probably spontaneously combust when I see him. Something tells me this is the direction I should be going...this is good for me, its safe, its home. I know it doesn't make much sense, what with him living...
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It seems, now that my heart is open, I keep easily developing crushes on people I've never met. So, I'm thinking either I need to close my heart again, or figure out a way not to be easy...considering I mostly think with my vagina.
I don't know what my heart is telling me to do. It seems to be pointing me in so many different...
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I'm not labeling myself anymore...you could say I'm...happily confused.

So, here's a story....
A while back, an old friend of mine called me up to talk...we had lost track of each other, and he lives about two hours away, so we chatted for a bit. He told me he had a girlfriend. So he asks if I want to have a threesome with him and his girlfriend. This is the first guy I ever...
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Epic D&D tonight! I got the first one hit kill of the night...so proud of myself...and I wasn't asleep. I'm known throughout my party as the narcoleptic gnome...and I think I spelled that wrong.
We got lots of footage....there will be epic videos...proof of tonight's epicness!

I have fallen for someone I met on SG. He's coming to visit and meet me for the first...
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This is a conversation I just had with my mother:

Me: I'm hungry and I wanna watch something, but I don't know what I want to eat and I don't know what I want to watch.

Mom: Wow, sounds like you're having a major, some kind of whatever.

Me: Major, some kind of whatever? Wow, you're really informational!

Pause...

Me: I meant, informative! (Giggles)

Mom:...
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I hate people
I hate this poor existence I'm living
I hate these emotions

I don't care for sympathy anymore. Just needed to express this.

I hate the people who call themselves my friends. Bunch of hypocrites.
And if there's one thing I really hate...its two faced, hypocrites.

I like this boy. He likes me too...and I hate it.

I'm fucking done.

I'm in love with Garfunkel and Oats!



Yeah...