Damn i look thin when im naked and freezing.
I must remember that.
I must remember that.
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updated to say: geez im loving all these cat-esque birthday greetings! 
WTF?? I have just encountered the opposite of a computer crash... buttons that havent worked in over a year are now blinking..
First i noticed my CDDVDrom was blinking.. and working.. then i gingerly tested the mute button on the side.. yup, working too. then i tried the scroll thingie on my touch mouse.....
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WTF?? I have just encountered the opposite of a computer crash... buttons that havent worked in over a year are now blinking..
First i noticed my CDDVDrom was blinking.. and working.. then i gingerly tested the mute button on the side.. yup, working too. then i tried the scroll thingie on my touch mouse.....
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bykenzo:
Awwww.... at last; a thought for computator. 
lankakitten:
Oh my god, happy birthday!
Your profile pic is beautiful by the way.
I keep busy these days. How's good old bad SoCal?
Your profile pic is beautiful by the way.
I keep busy these days. How's good old bad SoCal?
I need to figure out how to love myself. And to love myself, then i need to figure out what i like about myself. Now this is a chasm that i find uncomfortable to stare
into. For so long i have based my self worth on what i do for others, on how much i can do for someone else. And after years of this,...
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into. For so long i have based my self worth on what i do for others, on how much i can do for someone else. And after years of this,...
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yuriel:
hon you know you're strong. i really can't tell you anything you don't already know in spades anyways <3
oh yeah and you rock REOWR!
(i know you love felines
)
hon you know you're strong. i really can't tell you anything you don't already know in spades anyways <3
oh yeah and you rock REOWR!
(i know you love felines
)
sickboyedd:
I wpuldn't follow a captain I didn't think was as beautiful, interesting and special as you, and I'm kinda doing 1.6 so I dont just say that on demand. Happy Birthday, may all your days sailing with us be great xxx
Im really trying to catch up to a comfortable place in this ebb and flow of realities. Sometimes he loves me, sometimes he hates me. I think he just needs an excuse to block out the feelings he has. He must really hate loving me. Truth be told, i hate loving him to, but i would be there in a heartbeat if he called.
Its...
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yuriel:
ah hon -hugs tight-
Wish I knew what to tell you hon.
Wish I knew what to tell you hon.
jonze:
luv, it's always complicated....and there's never an easy way out...
Thats it, i am really goddamn sick and tired of having my heart dug out of my chest like someone would pull apart a crab with a crab knife.
I am sick of love.
Love is a drug.
Guess who just quit?
I am sick of love.
Love is a drug.
Guess who just quit?
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fatality:
I'm sorry that I didn't get to re-requesting your friendship already, love. Hope you're doing okay!
joanne:
but of course! ♥
Im in pain..
not the usual emotional pain either..
you see...
i was really excited about a web page i was working on a few hours ago and i jumped up off the couch to go show my mom the features.... and my right toe caught the bottom of my left pyjama leg...
i flew thru the air with no ease, and landed on my...
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not the usual emotional pain either..
you see...
i was really excited about a web page i was working on a few hours ago and i jumped up off the couch to go show my mom the features.... and my right toe caught the bottom of my left pyjama leg...
i flew thru the air with no ease, and landed on my...
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ankh42:
Oh and here, Sorry it's late, but:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
I had a Valentine's Heart for you, but Angelina Jolie ate it. 
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
I had a Valentine's Heart for you, but Angelina Jolie ate it.
anderswolleck:
they all went amazingly well, a good day
I woke up with a panic attack this morning. I think it may just be because i havent seen the sun in 4 days. Seriously. In fact, it feels like my eyes are bugging out of thier sockets. Last night i went outside at like 230am, and the moon was so damn bright it looked like dawn and confused the birds. They kept chirping the...
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kathleen:
maybe i'll get down there when i have the money. atleast for a visit.
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boxofficepoison:
Everyone loves hypnotoad.
deathcultreject:
Wow! I want one!
Are they considering them for mass production?
Are they considering them for mass production?
I had a date tonight.
For all outward appearance, it contained all the qualities that a girl would swoon for in a date.
We walked around Venice Beach in the fog. Smoked a bowl on the sand. Talked about all our favorite music. Walked back up the sand, went and had a pitcher of beer at the sidewalk cafe. Walked back to the car. More...
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For all outward appearance, it contained all the qualities that a girl would swoon for in a date.
We walked around Venice Beach in the fog. Smoked a bowl on the sand. Talked about all our favorite music. Walked back up the sand, went and had a pitcher of beer at the sidewalk cafe. Walked back to the car. More...
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bella_silencia:
That SG mix has to be the cutest thing I've ever seen! it makes me want to have a cat so bad (just a few more months).
That sucks that you didn't feel anything on your date. If you just broke up though, it might be while before you're completely over your ex. Best of luck though.
That sucks that you didn't feel anything on your date. If you just broke up though, it might be while before you're completely over your ex. Best of luck though.
radiofrank:
If you didn't feel anything, then it just wasn't right. That's not a bad thing, of course; it may just be a matter of time.
Oh fuck the fucking sniffles up thier stupid asses!
Ive been sneezing nonstop since i woke up.
My eyes are bloodshot.
I sneezed while turning sideways and it felt like i blew out my shoulder!
I can sneeze 10 times in a row without a breath.
I think im going to lay down and stay very very still.
Ive been sneezing nonstop since i woke up.
My eyes are bloodshot.
I sneezed while turning sideways and it felt like i blew out my shoulder!
I can sneeze 10 times in a row without a breath.
I think im going to lay down and stay very very still.
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punknitemike:
i hate sneezing & i avoid it at all costs! cause when i start sneezing...i dont stop. its usually like 10 to 20 continuous sneezes if i do sneeze!
jeremybeatdown:
hey there
how are you?
how are you?
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thefreddy:
I'm aching just a little from reading that entry. At least you can visist him and stuff. Always look at the positive.
bella_silencia:
Awww. thanks. your comment was super sweet *internet hug*
Okay, so i didnt go interview to be a sub at that dungeon.
Maybe i didnt have the balls to do so, but i think when Nick told me that i would be selling myself and that was disgusting and he knew what the scene was... i guess that did it.
So my supersweetie is leaving for the UK within days. He is staying at...
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Maybe i didnt have the balls to do so, but i think when Nick told me that i would be selling myself and that was disgusting and he knew what the scene was... i guess that did it.
So my supersweetie is leaving for the UK within days. He is staying at...
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punknitemike:
so how are things between you two now? sounds like you're gonna miss him!
waldo_jeffers:
So what's your boyfriend going to be doing in the UK? Has he got a long-term job?
I just look cold when I'm cold. Sometimes I look nipply too.
Freezing or not, you're one of the lovliest women here.