Can you remember when you lost your innocence? I don't just mean sexually. I mean what time in your life changed you. Made you see that things weren't always going to be alright. That there wouldn't be someone there to shield you from bad things. I think my time was middle school. There was this kid who was twice my size. He used to push...
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So this morning I woke up feeling pretty moody, in a bad way. I just didn't feel like even getting up. I mean, I didn't even take a shower, and I do that every morning. I just put on a hat and went outside, and I have to say, it was a beautiful morning, around 70 degrees, slightly windy, sunny. My brother pulled a football...
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Hi. Sarah wanted me to stop being "offputting, mysterious, and weird" and to "fix my living situation and my job situation" and she'll be with me. So I told her on the phone to, ahem, "Fuck you, and don't ever fucking call me again" and hung up. Nice, huh?
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masseffection:
Goodjob, I say. I wish I would've had the guts to do that at one point in a past relationship.
alisa:
that's so fucking sweet that you didn't cave in and try to change yourself for someone else. hell yeah!!! a big applause on that one. that must have made you feel so liberated and good. at least i hope it does.
go here please
go here please
Okay, hello people. I haven't written in a little bit, so here is what's happening now, but ReRun and Rodge and all of them have left the building(get it?). So I didn't call Sarah, because she didn't give me the chance to. She called me at work the next day, and then acted like she wanted a cookie for it. "See? I called you didn't...
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thursday:
oi
double standards can be fun, ne?
double standards can be fun, ne?
mistressmissy:
hmm girls are fickle
So I was working today, and here comes Sarah, the girl I told off the other day, scurrying around the corner with a note in her hand. She sticks her hand out and I say "what's that?" and she says "it's my phone number". What the hell is that? I yell at her, have her running out of the store feeling horrible, and she comes...
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hollywoodrocks:
interesting for sure.. did you call?
apologees:
girls aren't weird, they are evil. weirdness is only the part where they sucker you into caring what they do.
Why is everyone so fascinated with Chuck Palanicarauacocks books? I've never read one, but now I'm thinking about it. Which one should I read, and why?
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druj:
Who? I'm diggin the new profile pic btw!!!
sabine:
i think i liked choke best, but the plot is a bit convoluted and more than a bit irrational, so if that bothers you.. heh, well then i don't recommend any of his books. 
don't start w/lullabye. i was really disappointed with that one.
don't start w/lullabye. i was really disappointed with that one.
Tomorrow was another downer for The Jack. That's me. I was at work when lo and behold who walks up to me, none other than Sarah. Sarah, for those of you who don't know, which is probably all of you, is this girl who about one year ago befriended me, went out with me, but wouldn't even kiss me because her boyfriend was overseas fighting...
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thursday:
have someone lace yer food with it. then you're happy, and you don't know that it's not 'real'.
monet:
At least you ran after her. I think guys should do that. That's so awesome. Anyways the fake happiness thing. I think it's really funny when people say that. IT's not fake...they're just chemicals replacing the ones that you're suppposed to have, but lack, therefore leading to your depression.
It's not like some made up fumes or substances or anything that's going to keep you smiling 24/7. Maybe you should think about it. It might do you some good. But then again if you choose not to, there's nothing wrong with that either. I'll still love you!
It's not like some made up fumes or substances or anything that's going to keep you smiling 24/7. Maybe you should think about it. It might do you some good. But then again if you choose not to, there's nothing wrong with that either. I'll still love you!
I guess my sometimes smile is nothing more than window dressing to make everyone else comfortable dealing with me. I suppose it would make me a less appealing person if I walked around frowning with my head down all the time. Who would want to be around me? Dress all in black and have the demeanor to match. Yes, past pain can still eat away...
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kaitee:
Carrot Top Theme song. Classic.
I pulled a piece of skin off the roof of my mouth today..I cut it on a piece of sharp bread crust. Didn't notice until eating became excessively stingy..
I pulled a piece of skin off the roof of my mouth today..I cut it on a piece of sharp bread crust. Didn't notice until eating became excessively stingy..
A friend at work today was trying her best to delve into my personal demons. I didn't much care for it. I was in a decent mood, and then we started talking, and she said she was thinking about me the other day, about how I need to love myself before I can love another. Stuff about me pushing everything deep down inside, preferring to...
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kaitee:
Thanks for the compliment
anyway, I know what you mean..my father died about a year ago. i had a professor who knew he'd died, and gave us an assignment, writing about an event that changed our lives, and he actually told me i should re-write mine to be about my father, because it'd be "more personal." fuck that..it's not the only thing in my life that matters, and frankly, who is he to TELL me what has changed me and what hasn't?
anyway, I know what you mean..my father died about a year ago. i had a professor who knew he'd died, and gave us an assignment, writing about an event that changed our lives, and he actually told me i should re-write mine to be about my father, because it'd be "more personal." fuck that..it's not the only thing in my life that matters, and frankly, who is he to TELL me what has changed me and what hasn't?
blush69:
I wonder that too, why do some people assign themselves the role of free analist? I guess you must be just too enigmatic for her to handle. I'm sorry to hear about your Dad. Pushing things out of your mind is supposed to be bad for you... but sometimes it seems to be the only thing that helps.
-Blush
-Blush
My new friend Jody wants to introduce me to a female friend of hers. She says her friend is a 23 year old insecure virgin. What's not to like? Seriously though, sounds a bit odd. She said her friend was talking to her and said that no one wants her. Now I'm wondering if this girl is a female Quasimodo or something. But she said...
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rskapcat74529:
Hi you. I'm headed for Houston. Woo! Um, not really.
rose:
Really? A dream? Was I blowing my nose?
I have been terribly ill... I quit smoking a week ago, perhaps that has something to do with it.
xoxo Rose
I have been terribly ill... I quit smoking a week ago, perhaps that has something to do with it.
xoxo Rose
"In a world, where nothing really happens, where being unhappy with your life and the direction it is taking is the status quo, one man will stand up for what he believes in, which is......uh.....ahem.......something?"
That would be the voiceover for the preview for the movie I would star in. It would be called "MindlessAutomatons".
I'm not really in a bad mood today, just wrote...
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That would be the voiceover for the preview for the movie I would star in. It would be called "MindlessAutomatons".
I'm not really in a bad mood today, just wrote...
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kaitee:
I totally agree with you about getting plastic surgery..but it IS fun to laugh at the idiots who get bad work done..hehe..
sabine:
ha...that first part was very much along the lines of what i've been thinking about all day.
and i'm also not unhappy. just too thinky i guess. heh
and i'm also not unhappy. just too thinky i guess. heh
I came home yesterday to find a little dog in my house named Molly. Now, since this morning, the pup has pooped twice and pissed three times. Great. I have no idea how to train a dog, so I told my brother to give the hound to someone else. On another down note, my tooth isn't just chipped, it's split in two, but still stuck...
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rskapcat74529:
Hello, wonderful boy. I love food! I'm eating Thai food right now...yummy.
rskapcat74529:
Where have you been? 
Fucking fifth grader.