What do you say say to someone when you know it is the last thing you will ever say to them?
I love you was all I managed, and I hope it is enough.
Today was so hard, I had to say farewell to my dear father. He has not passed yet, but he had another stroke this morning and half of his face is...
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I love you was all I managed, and I hope it is enough.
Today was so hard, I had to say farewell to my dear father. He has not passed yet, but he had another stroke this morning and half of his face is...
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Here are the recipes for the stuff I made last night. It was all Sooooo good!! This is all stuff I made up the recipes for except the Pita Bread, that is someone elses recipe.
Recipes!!
Hummus
2 Cans Garbanzo Beans/Chick Peas 1 drained, 1 undrained
2 Lemons, Juiced, or about 1/4 cup Lemon Juice
3 Cloves Garlic
1/3 Cup Tahini
1/8 Tsp Salt
1...
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Recipes!!
Hummus
2 Cans Garbanzo Beans/Chick Peas 1 drained, 1 undrained
2 Lemons, Juiced, or about 1/4 cup Lemon Juice
3 Cloves Garlic
1/3 Cup Tahini
1/8 Tsp Salt
1...
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dane_valek:
I definitely agree with thedarkness on the cookbook.
leanimal:
Hey - have you ever tried making baba ghanoush - it tastes a lot like hummus, only with eggplant instead of chick peas - it's a bit more of a pain, but if you get really good, skinny eggplants, it can taste AMAZING. I have a basic 4 ingredient recipe, but I'm sure you can find plenty online.
I am so tired! I have been busting ass working all week, and going out all weekend. I have to work today too. Last night I got to hang with two of the most lovely girls in Arizona Noir and Esther. Much girly fun ensued, and I think I hurt myself laughing and smiling so much. As a goth, my face just isn't used...
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phxphoto:
It was great to meet you last night 
noir:
I had so much fun last night! It was great to finally meet you. Glad we talked you into coming.
You must have a twin that I saw at that Halloween party, cuz I could have sworn I saw you there, too. My friend has pictures somewhere.
Anyway, your food talk made me drool. I'm going to sit here now and wish I was eating that.
You must have a twin that I saw at that Halloween party, cuz I could have sworn I saw you there, too. My friend has pictures somewhere.
Anyway, your food talk made me drool. I'm going to sit here now and wish I was eating that.
YAY!! It is official! The scary lump is benign! It is not going to kill me! I saw teh doctor today and got my results!! How good is that news!
I can finally worry about other things.
My dad has not improved though
I can finally worry about other things.
My dad has not improved though
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m69:
That's super news! Everyone in my family dies of cancer.
I'm sure you're super relieved. good work.
I'm sure you're super relieved. good work.
miketheevil1:
I'm glad for you. Now if everything else would cooperate
My dad had a stroke. He seems to have recovered and the septic infection he had is supposedly under control. We drove about half way there and my mom called to tell us we could not see him, he had been moved to a different hospital and we missed visiting hours. I was upset, but she asked us not to go there and make a...
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noir:
It seems like it just doesn't end.
I'm so sorry.
I can understand your feelings about people having children late in life. My parents were 31 and 40 when they had me.
I'm so sorry.
I can understand your feelings about people having children late in life. My parents were 31 and 40 when they had me.
supergp:
Wow. Your post made me cry a little.
I'm sorry.
I think there's some value in having kids a little late, though, when you're older and a little wiser. On the other hand, my parents had me pretty late, and look how I turned out.
I'm sorry.
I think there's some value in having kids a little late, though, when you're older and a little wiser. On the other hand, my parents had me pretty late, and look how I turned out.
One hell of a day, my father is expected to pass away tonight, I am waiting for my brother to get here so we can go see him. Not htat it will probably matter, but in case it does, in case there is some little part of him left it would matter to I want to make sure we are there to see him off...
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dr_pwnage:
It will matter that you were there; be blessed
It will matter that you were there; be blessed
mrlucky:
My thoughts are with you, through these trying times.
Hope that you will take care of yourself through it all.
Takr care
Hope that you will take care of yourself through it all.
Takr care
Interesting weekend I had. I went to the club and had an OK time, I drank a bit too much, or really drank on an empty stomach and got that awful cramping pain thing. It was really bad. Silly me.
I got a job cleaning someone's vacation house today. It was a lovely home, and big. Took me 4 hours to clean it. I made...
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I got a job cleaning someone's vacation house today. It was a lovely home, and big. Took me 4 hours to clean it. I made...
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noir:
Let me know how things go. I'm sending positive energies to your breasts.
dr_pwnage:
positivity
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supergp:
I'm voting for elephant, but that's just me.
I think you'd be more likely to get the money if you offered to eat Esther in exchange for it.
I think you'd be more likely to get the money if you offered to eat Esther in exchange for it.
atomh8:
Its an elephant with a car in her pussy.
I must really sound suckass and pathetic right now. Sadly all I can think about is my breast. It really has me consumed with concern. I can't wait until I have an answer. I'm hopefully going to have it next Monday or within a few days thereof.
Life will see a much more jovial and happy Midnyte once I have a hopefully "negative" answer about...
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Life will see a much more jovial and happy Midnyte once I have a hopefully "negative" answer about...
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coliwali:
Given what you list for body mods, your hair must be looking fabulous right now.
noir:
I'm so sorry that things are difficult right now. I'm sending good vibes your way and also to your brother and his girlfriend. That's rough.
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I have written tons of resumes which all get great results! People with only menial prior job experience have moved into career forward positions with my skills based rsums and humble people with strong job and educational backgrounds have found positions...
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I wanted to let everyone here know I am offering resume writing service to anyone who may need a really great resume.
I have written tons of resumes which all get great results! People with only menial prior job experience have moved into career forward positions with my skills based rsums and humble people with strong job and educational backgrounds have found positions...
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scandi_rose:
give me a couple of weeks, btw how much for a CV? i need a really good one.
hadesjones:
Wow, wow and wow. You've got an awesome idea there! If I know anyone who could use your services I will gladly point them in your direction. I might even have someone in mind already, I'll have to ask her later
Even though I'm sure some time has passed I'm STILL sorry to hear of your skateboarding mishap. I was lucky enough to only lose a few yards of skin over the years, never anything major. A kid I grew up with got a compound fracture skating a ramp at home. Another friends mom busted up an arm trying to get on her sons board. All I have to show for it is a scar on one foot from skating in New Orleans back in 81.
You stick the resumes, I'll stick to wheels. Between the two of us things will be well covered I'd say
Hades
Even though I'm sure some time has passed I'm STILL sorry to hear of your skateboarding mishap. I was lucky enough to only lose a few yards of skin over the years, never anything major. A kid I grew up with got a compound fracture skating a ramp at home. Another friends mom busted up an arm trying to get on her sons board. All I have to show for it is a scar on one foot from skating in New Orleans back in 81.
You stick the resumes, I'll stick to wheels. Between the two of us things will be well covered I'd say
Hades
I can't even BEGIN to describe how weird the last 36 hours have been!
As of 5:00 Friday I am fully covered by really fucking expensive health insurance finally. Got my cards, got all of my good stuff taken care of, got my son taken care of, broke as broke can be but I'm moving in a forward direction again. Keep your fingers crossed for...
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As of 5:00 Friday I am fully covered by really fucking expensive health insurance finally. Got my cards, got all of my good stuff taken care of, got my son taken care of, broke as broke can be but I'm moving in a forward direction again. Keep your fingers crossed for...
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robkarloff:
Best of luck! Must prey on the mind 
atomh8:
I hope everything works out for you. Your so cool
A guy I know made a joke about picking a girl up like a 6-pack. I know it was a joke repeating something else, but I found myself utterly turned off. Like the guy was instantly moved from the "Might fuck him if I was drunk enough" category straight into the category after family members. As in NEVER, EVER, EVER, EVER!
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juno106:
I absolutlu hate when people say things in such poor taste. I know sometimes people don't realize what they are saying and don't mean harm but it gets old fast. I personally don't put up with such people, but maybe I'm a snob or something.
I love your gotthy uberness you look great in that picture as you always do.
I love your gotthy uberness you look great in that picture as you always do.
supergp:
Saying anything that indicates that they don't like dorks, or mangling something geeky.
There was a girl in my Shakespeare class that I was thinking was pretty cute, but we were talking Patrick Stewart, and she said something about "That Professor guy from X-Men". And didn't know who Picard was.
Urgh.
BTW, about the picture: YOWZA. That is all.
There was a girl in my Shakespeare class that I was thinking was pretty cute, but we were talking Patrick Stewart, and she said something about "That Professor guy from X-Men". And didn't know who Picard was.
Urgh.
BTW, about the picture: YOWZA. That is all.

Hang in there and I hope there is not too much pain.
Feel free to hit me up to talk if you need to.
Good luck.
It depends on who they were. My father knows I love him (I hope!), so I think I'd talk inanities and cry incessantly. But my mom (who was a much bigger influence)....I don't know what I'd say. I think I could do no better than telling her that I loved her.
I hope the day I have to worry about such things is far off, but I fear it will be sooner than I am ready for.