Wednesday Nov 04, 2009

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it's been a weird couple months.

a guy who has been my best friend for more than 12 years is now someone i no longer speak to. we've been through so much together and that friendship meant a lot to me. but over the past several years he's moved more and more into being a self destructive alcoholic and i just can...
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leitha:

haha lay off the booze whin-o

leitha:

haha...me and you both
LONG LIVE ATX

Saturday Oct 24, 2009

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About five years ago I attended the college graduation of a good friend. After the ceremony, friends and family all went out for dinner. My friend Matt and I were sitting across from a girl neither of us had met and somehow our conversation with her led to the idea of marriage and it's role within Christianity. Now, I really didn't care much...
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evangeline:

And she can love you back unconditionally, but it doesn't me you have to be IN LOVE. Just don't make yourself the martyr here, please.

michaelelder:

no more martyring for me. that's kinda the point, i let go of any type of control over things like that. people choose what they choose and that doesn't affect me. i can only control what i choose, and i know what that choice is.

Sunday Oct 18, 2009

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Friday Oct 02, 2009

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my roommate of 2 and a half years moved out today.

we've had our problems over the last year, but i just realized this afternoon that i'm really going to miss him. we've been friends for about 6 years and he's moving back to where he grew up, three hours away. he was always there as someone i could go hang...
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Wednesday Sep 30, 2009

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i hate dealing with people sometimes.

so if someone says to you "i have no interest in a relationship, i just want to hang out every once in a while and maybe fuck when we can", you'd think they were telling the truth right?

but if after hanging out a few times they start texting all the time about wanting to hang out and...
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Wednesday Sep 23, 2009

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this has been a super awesome week!

sunday night i get bad news about the film i made with evangeline. we didn't get into austin film festival. we had been assured for months that we were a shoe-in by one of the head festival programmers. everyone up there loves our film and the head of the festival supposedly watched it twice because he loved...
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Saturday Jan 31, 2009

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tatian:

yes ill do ur tattoo smile

tatian:

id rather send in too many than too little. if that gets counted against me, then so be it.

as for the rest, i know i am not the only one who gets passed up; believe me, i love the ladies and see plenty who dont get enough attn they deserve... its sad really.

i think its silly.. its never good enough: if i posted half the amount, i'd get the same response in the opposite manner; like "more pics" or "more angles" or something... eh.

ppl are too fucking hard to pls sometimes it seems.

anyways, i appreciate the info. Evangeline told me the same thing. thanks for the advice.

Saturday Jan 31, 2009

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i've never written a blog on here.

being drunk is probably not the best time to start, right? but no one will read this so whatever.

my entire life i've had occurrences of depersonalization disorder, but i just assumed that everyone had that problem. then i saw a movie last year where a guy suffered from it and realized that it wasn't...
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