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BAHHHHHHHHHH. as if i didnt have different things to worry about ..now i have to RE-LEARN damn SG!!!

man their art department needs to learn some serious things about composition and readability... fuck the layout sucks....

that is all for now...

p.s what the fuck happened to my quote?? it rocked!!! damn sg damn damn damn sg!!!!

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THIS IS FORSkottiePhaust
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big_bull:
change!!!!!!!! GOD I HATE CHANGE!!!!! mad



Oh well I am over it smile tongue
castlefield:
I wonder if they consulted with Cuban Council they were the ones who did the design. But you're right, it is a bit more hectic.
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I think i have actually lost it......

i actually started crying today at school for no reason.... ick... i dont know if its becasue i am tired or what.

i know people are going to say "its that time of year" but i dont think it's that....

i take medication for depression and it hs worked for quite some time now...
i dont know what...
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boogalooshrimp:
Hey, sometimes shit just builds up, and it has to come out one way or another, and whether you want it to or not. Just chalk it up as a little biological self help and try not to get too hung up on it.
kingmike:
I had been on meds (Paxil) when I was working at my aunt's office for probably a year and a half, and I felt it locked me into certain moods, and I would still occasionally get angry, stressed, and even depressed too. The lows aren't too low, but the highs aren't too high either when you're on meds. There are times where I felt it wasn't effective, even after doubling my dosage. I'm off of it now, have been since July, and I feel like I can be happier, but then again, I haven't had too many stressful situations to deal with on a daily basis since I've left my aunt's office.
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BAH!!!!

only 2 weeks until my finals!!! where did the time go?!?!!

GEE WHIZ KIDS!

o.k so an update.

this weekend was o.k. I think this semester has really caught up with my I was sick.. But i am not sure with what. I was tired. and not the usual tired. The kind of tired where you can't get out of bed if you tried......
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boogalooshrimp:
I can understand being conscious or aware, but it seems pretty extremist to consider any image with a woman in it exploitation. Those people really need to take a chill pill. There are plenty of blatent examples of negative portrayals of women they could be jumping on. How about that all ads for cleaning products are squarely aimed at women. I would think I'd be pretty low on the totem pole of patriarchal oppressors.
boogalooshrimp:
Yeah, it's true that there's really no end to the societal perpetuation of gender roles. People just get so absorbed in the general nature of things that they lose sight of the real issues.
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Ahh the end of another week... well sort of.

All is well in metta land.. well at least for now. I say that becasue i have no idea how the moth of december is going to go. I mean I can't belive finals are comming up... didn;t i jusst do mid terms????? ick...

o.k so firsst things first i have to buy a few things...
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kingmike:
do you really need a couch? if/when you move out, that is going to be a bitch to take care of.

that sucks about your interview. is that going to negatively impact your assignment, because that is not really your fault.
boogalooshrimp:
I quite enjoy grammar, actually.

I hope you get a response, or at least find a new subject for your project.
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ok so i normally would solicit people for interviews. but heres the thing.

I am a print-journalism student attending Niagara College in Canada.

I have one major assingment due and it is due on the 7th

I have to do a PERSONALITY PROFILE ON SOMEONE!! ANYONE!!!

i have contated serveral people and i have had no takers... sigh i dont know what to do .......
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moderncutthroat:
interesting how metta?

I'm in college and I have on hell of a back story. I'm offering my services.

Talk to you laters.
big_bull:
grum is in Niagra and seems like a interesting person, he is a tattoo artist. Anyway just a thought. wink
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AFTER A NIGHT OF DRINKING:

I am feeling more and more sick... i duno if its the beer or the fact that i am upset about sam.

We are obviously taking time off from each other.... *SIGH*...

is it sad that i miss him already. I know i bitch about him but i really do care about him. I dont think he cares for me...
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audiodaddy:
Sorry to hear that you are going through this Metta. I've actually been on both sides of this situation in my own life. Just don't forget to breathe and keep on doing your thing....it will shake out either way. What is meant to happen will happen even if you don't agree with it or understand it right now.

fairyjochen:
people..they are uncontrollable
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*I POSTED THIS IN A THREAD IN THE DATING SECTION*


hmmm well i think you may have tken the point entirly wrong...

if i may:

I am obviously upset becasue I LOVE HIM so dearly.
Thebadn doesnt bother me at all. in fact he is like the only one in that band that gives a shit so I can take your point there..

However. I...
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big_bull:
good luck, the only thing I have to offer is if you love the man for who he is and he is willing to change the things that don't make the relationship work then stick it out. If he is so unwilling to change or compromise that it always leads to conflict then you may want to cut your loses before it becomes worse. wink
coldfusionx:
It sounds to me like it's time for the "talk". Take some time and think about exactly what you want to say to him and then when you feel comfortable with it have a discussion with him about the things that are bothering you and how you feel about him.

Both of you need to be on the same page of the relationship so to speak and I think thats the best place to start. smile

If that goes well, he will know that you love him, but have a few issues with the relationship and that you want to make it work. Hopefully it will make you both feel better.
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DAY TWO of contemplating:

I called the bf this morning and he was still in a bad mood.
He was really snarky with me when i asked him about the show...

He is all concerned that He wont be able to go with his band mates after... NOT A PROBLEM FOR ME

at the halloween show he and I decided to go home early. This...
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erastella:
Aah pretty lady, those are always troublesome situations.... All you can do it act indepentent of him and take care of yourself. Seems like when a person sees you don't need them as much as they thought, they tend to let their true motivations show. For all he knows, this just frees you up to do something fabulous for yourself, something he just isn't, nor shouldn't be, a part of. Take care, and good luck.
audiodaddy:
As they say...actions speak louder than words. You do for you. Live drama free and surround yourself with people who make you happy...not embattled and sad. My two cents.

Life around the biz of entertainment provide some interesting obstacles that others don't have to deal with.

Stay hot.
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O.k so I am contemplating the Ol' Break-up.......

I hate feeling this way... He hasn't done anything wromng.. really... I just feel unapprciated...

In the 7 months we have been together he hasnt bought me anything except a celtic necklace which he brought to me on our 3 date...
I know material things shouldn't matter... but everytime i turn around he is buying a new...
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fridgemagnet:
No, I just like saying dicky things sometimes, so people think I'm edgy. wink
fridgemagnet:
Also dude, if you feel unappreciated, you are unappreciated. Get out and find someone who makes you feel special. Dating someone who does not make you feel special is a waste of time. Seriously, you're better off on your own.
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ANOTHER DAY; ANOTHER BLOG


lol

I had my photo mid term today.. I got an 83 per cent.. which is not bad considering i only spent like 30 minutes looking over my notes in front of the tv.. LOL

Hmm i Don't know what else to add right now so I guess I will put a ransom utube on..lol

I LOVE KATHLEEN HANNA
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kingskottie:
smile
kingskottie:
groovy he can fuck her and you i can watch. is that ok?
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castlefield:
You should apply to Rogers. They publish a boat load of magazines. I am working on contract there right now, and it's a huge place I am pretty sure, they take interns to work on their mags all the time smile
trixxx:
hi metta, you are too funny lol love the pics, I think I should friend you
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HAHAH a minor Blip in my self esteem...

I totally want to be a SG... i just thought they were looking for something else entirly then what I HAVE already.

I applied like 2 months ago and got accepted.. I just need a photographer.

king_mobgve me an awesome set idea... I really want to get started on it.. I JUST NEED A PHOTOGRAPHER close...
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faye:
Shazzy who is the SG Montreal Photographer goes back and forth to Toronto to do sets all the time message her. She's pretty talented. She did my set after I was accepted and it turned out beautiful.

Look at sets from Ges, Tao, Eli,Mo,Dasha,Kali ect - all of whom have been shot by Miss Shazzy.
mamathunder:
I LOVE YOU FOREVER....OMG...I read it to the boys all the time..they know it off by heart...i love Robert Munsch. I have 2 copies of that book..one hardcover..one paperback.... love love love love