i'm so stupid. last night at the bar, two girls kept trying to get my attention. eventually, i noticed them. what do i do? i smile and wonder why they want my attention. there's a guy sitting right next to them. i get my drink from the bartender and melt away into the crowd. i couldn't think of anything to say to them.
wake up...
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arg...i've put off my memo long enough. now i must write it, no more time left...law school sucks...
shit, and i still have to do laundry...
shit, and i still have to do laundry...
i don't have enough nudity in my life...
oh boy...i have a legal research assignment due tomorrow, my legal writing memo due on thursday, and readings for civil procedure and torts for tomorrow...i haven't started ANYTHING, and it's 1PM. even as i type this, i'm still in bed with my laptop 
maybe schoolwork is like laundry...if you just ignore it long enough, it seems like it was done anyway...i better not count on...
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maybe schoolwork is like laundry...if you just ignore it long enough, it seems like it was done anyway...i better not count on...
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strangeattractor:
1 pm is so early!!
to make a long story short, tonight was a roller coaster. it was good hanging out with my buddies, we went bar hopping. but then they ditched me. i totally danced with almost every girl i wanted to, which was a more than welcome change. one of them even kept taking my arms and wrapping them around her. she's cute, but i don't really know...
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hung out with a hot girl tonight...totally hot...i know she has a guy...but she's told me i'm attractive in, i believe, a friendly conversation context. we're in the habit of telling each other how attractive we are...as the eels say, "damn, wish i was [her] lover..." but ja...so what do i do? go for her? or just defer to her guy, who i think is...
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jehu_:
I've seen people break up with distanced significant others, and been on the receiving end of it, so it's been known to happen. You might as well give it a try. You might be risking a potential friendship, but in the back of your mind you'd probably just want to be humping her anyway. Gadzooks, I wish that wasn't so common with us guys. As far as when you make your move, better ask someone who has had better success with the ladies.
i would rage, march on like a zombie if i could, unstoppable, unbeatable force, forcing my way through. i could stare out my window at the autumn gilded leaves, with a dead man's unblinking gaze...but though i pretend to be comatose, there is a mouse of imagination that softly skitters here and there inside me...i guess trying to solve a maze...sometimes that mouse crawls out...
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daggers:
honestly at this point I can't remember.. I ran across you through someones joutnal... checked it out and sent over the almight request to be friends...oh and you like Family Guy 
so...i dunno what to say. another night of not making any progress. it's kinda funny. when called on the cell phone, girls would ask for me...when other dudes were trying to get numbers, they mentioned my name...shit, the whole night was practically a celebration of me. and yet the one girl i tried to dance with didn't wanna dance with a white guy...what the shit...
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strangeattractor:
thanks for the posting.
at first i thought you meant progress = work = not dating. hahahahah. sorry to hear it's nto going as planned. the white guy thing is weird. i had a similar but not identical situation once...asked a guy out i'd known for years and he basically told me he didn't date anyone but asian girls. hello, what? i am a++ for interracial dating but having a limits on dating population race is weird and evidence that the person is fairly superficial. other than that, it's (dating) kind of a seasonal thing from what i remember. there were times the well was dry as bone and others when the harvest was full. and it wasn't predictable. DAMNIT i miss dating. i am totally jealous.
i suppose the ol' ball and chain is nice too though...
what's new?
at first i thought you meant progress = work = not dating. hahahahah. sorry to hear it's nto going as planned. the white guy thing is weird. i had a similar but not identical situation once...asked a guy out i'd known for years and he basically told me he didn't date anyone but asian girls. hello, what? i am a++ for interracial dating but having a limits on dating population race is weird and evidence that the person is fairly superficial. other than that, it's (dating) kind of a seasonal thing from what i remember. there were times the well was dry as bone and others when the harvest was full. and it wasn't predictable. DAMNIT i miss dating. i am totally jealous.
i suppose the ol' ball and chain is nice too though...
what's new?
oi! so guess what...it's thursday night, i'm home early from partyin' an' drinkin'...any luck tonight? eh, none really...although i kept making some actual eye contact with a very smurfy chelsea tonight...but being not quite sure of me self as i am, i couldn't decide if she was just looking at me every so often, or if there was a hidden desire factor involved...whatever the fuck,...
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metro:
aiiiiiiiiii, if i could only explain my little head, or the thoughts thereof...
strangeattractor:
i'm totally jealous. in a week i will be able to breathe again, fuckin finals.
thanks for the birthday wishes by the way.
i think i am living something of a duality myself. i consider myself fairly politically vocal yet everyone i talk to in my med school class is like blah i don't like politics. HELLO maybe this is why healthcare here sucks!! pitiful. i can't seemingly have a meaningful conversation with anyone. plus i am like alien from mars because i'm the only female md/phd student this year AND word got out i lived in a truck last year (social experiement on living off of solar energy - there was a solar panel on top)...and of course the med school kids have the maturity of high schoolers so everyone knows. so i guess while i don't have to deal with hard core religious people, i can empathize.
hope all is well.
thanks for the birthday wishes by the way.
i think i am living something of a duality myself. i consider myself fairly politically vocal yet everyone i talk to in my med school class is like blah i don't like politics. HELLO maybe this is why healthcare here sucks!! pitiful. i can't seemingly have a meaningful conversation with anyone. plus i am like alien from mars because i'm the only female md/phd student this year AND word got out i lived in a truck last year (social experiement on living off of solar energy - there was a solar panel on top)...and of course the med school kids have the maturity of high schoolers so everyone knows. so i guess while i don't have to deal with hard core religious people, i can empathize.
hope all is well.
so, here's the rundown for the past few (many) days:
1.) ND kicked the shit outta UW...that's right, fuck you Huskies, fuck you up your fucking Husky asses.
2.) found out i have a buddy working as a software engineer in eugene. i've never seen this guy go to class, much less work...but hey, stranger things have been known to - no...no they haven't
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1.) ND kicked the shit outta UW...that's right, fuck you Huskies, fuck you up your fucking Husky asses.
2.) found out i have a buddy working as a software engineer in eugene. i've never seen this guy go to class, much less work...but hey, stranger things have been known to - no...no they haven't
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piracy:
woot.
bear monkey falcon.
pirate monkey ninja.
etc.
bear monkey falcon.
pirate monkey ninja.
etc.
whens420again:
Ahoy there matey....where be your bonez? 
so, i'm confused. went to a club last night, danced my ass off. hottest girl in the bar at one point (whom i know) comes up to me and says, "wow dmytro, i didn't know you could dance like that!"
and yet not a single girl danced with me all night long...
where is galatea when i need her? (that's a reference to greek mythology,...
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and yet not a single girl danced with me all night long...
where is galatea when i need her? (that's a reference to greek mythology,...
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piracy:
dancing is fun, but i find it very confusing in clubs -
it can never be just dancing, it's always dancing towards or with or against, always with someone else highly in mind...
which is usually ultimately necessary since i find myself, being, naturally, more restrained on the dance floor than i am dancing in my living room, dancing rather boringly and stuck in moves that are so ME that i find them quite tedious, i get BORED if i don't have that extra stimulus or challenge of dancing with some kind of attraction interplay, otherwise it feels like public masturbation.
instead of intercourse.
on the other hand, i'm so shy - i don't know how to commit to dancing with a stranger or anyone i know less than quite well...
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it can never be just dancing, it's always dancing towards or with or against, always with someone else highly in mind...
which is usually ultimately necessary since i find myself, being, naturally, more restrained on the dance floor than i am dancing in my living room, dancing rather boringly and stuck in moves that are so ME that i find them quite tedious, i get BORED if i don't have that extra stimulus or challenge of dancing with some kind of attraction interplay, otherwise it feels like public masturbation.
instead of intercourse.
on the other hand, i'm so shy - i don't know how to commit to dancing with a stranger or anyone i know less than quite well...
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jehu_:
I've always said "dancing at a club single will get you nothing but heat rash." Well, I never actually said or even thought it, but it seems to make sense. If you're straight, anyway. Rather, if you're straight and less attractive than Johnny Depp. Then again, it's so rare I go to dance clubs...
Stupid not smoking. It is good for my health, but I am still looking for something to do with my fidgety hands.
Stupid not smoking. It is good for my health, but I am still looking for something to do with my fidgety hands.
it's one of those days when nothing gets done...had an awesome weekend though! went back to champaign, IL for some party-party...started with a foam party, next day, pleasures of the flesh followed by a cookout...next day, pleasures of the flesh, followed by another cookout 
didn't get back to school until midnight 
and THEN i started my work for the weekend
definitely started the day on...
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didn't get back to school until midnight and THEN i started my work for the weekend
definitely started the day on...
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jacinda:
yes they are free!!!!!!! unless...well...nm... 
jehu_:
I am doing okay with the quiting smoking. I have had maybe 1.5 cigarettes a day for the last week or so. Now I just need to get back to jogging and doing push ups.
I am broke, as well. I think I am going to pick up a couple of dishwashing shifts (6-8 hoiurs a week) at the Irish Pub my roommate works at for a few extra dollars.
I am broke, as well. I think I am going to pick up a couple of dishwashing shifts (6-8 hoiurs a week) at the Irish Pub my roommate works at for a few extra dollars.
law student..... really?
You're a law student? What area of law are you planning to get into?
And yes, graphic novels DEFINITELY count.