SOOOO . . . . it has been a while. And the more I log on to this journal - the more I question why I have it. I mean, I have very few friends on my friends list and I have no favorite SG's listed (YET) and I only update this thing when I can't log on to my livejournal cause the servers down...
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sillyzebra:
hello !!!!!!!!!!! 
"they only want you when you're 17 - when you're 21, you're no fun! . . . "
I've had a nice weekend. We had a nice bon fire up in Marine Land. All of 'the goat whisperers' friends and mine got along very nicely.
My emotions are going overboard for a certain somebody - it is hard to keep them inside me, and believe...
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I've had a nice weekend. We had a nice bon fire up in Marine Land. All of 'the goat whisperers' friends and mine got along very nicely.
My emotions are going overboard for a certain somebody - it is hard to keep them inside me, and believe...
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"I love all of you
Hurt by the cold
So hard and lonely too
When you don't know yourself
My friends are so distressed
And standing on
The brink of emptiness
No words... I know of to express
This emptiness
Imagine me taught by tragedy
Release is peace
I heard a little girl
And what she said
Was something beautiful
To give... your love
No...
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Hurt by the cold
So hard and lonely too
When you don't know yourself
My friends are so distressed
And standing on
The brink of emptiness
No words... I know of to express
This emptiness
Imagine me taught by tragedy
Release is peace
I heard a little girl
And what she said
Was something beautiful
To give... your love
No...
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joscelyne:
That songs reminds me of people from Hendrix.
Music is good.
Food is good.
the Sunshine is good.
Life is good.
Food is good.
the Sunshine is good.
Life is good.
What makes me angry?
Not many things.
But lying - I hate it when people lie. It's an inevitable, I know this, you know this . . . it just makes me sad. It's sad how people can just toy with ones emotions so easily.
I will try not to be like them. I like leading an honest life. After all, I do want to...
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Not many things.
But lying - I hate it when people lie. It's an inevitable, I know this, you know this . . . it just makes me sad. It's sad how people can just toy with ones emotions so easily.
I will try not to be like them. I like leading an honest life. After all, I do want to...
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We dance around graves.
And the meloncholy becomes beautiful in this everlasting sadness.
We are connected at the belly. He and I.
. . . . And I will not disconnect myself.
No . . . not this time.
And the meloncholy becomes beautiful in this everlasting sadness.
We are connected at the belly. He and I.
. . . . And I will not disconnect myself.
No . . . not this time.
SO,
I dont know what I'm doing.
I fell in-love with a guy who's not there . . . he's there physically, but mentally, he's somewhere else . . . is this okay? yes, because I know where he is, who he loves, why he loves her and i think it is beautiful, so beautiful and so romantic - and I don't want to ruin...
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I dont know what I'm doing.
I fell in-love with a guy who's not there . . . he's there physically, but mentally, he's somewhere else . . . is this okay? yes, because I know where he is, who he loves, why he loves her and i think it is beautiful, so beautiful and so romantic - and I don't want to ruin...
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koleeta:
we're both in trouble here. You and me, kinda in the same sitch...but kinda not. I'm sorry.
mineux:
Fell in love with a boy, fell in love once and almost completely..
You know what really bugs me? When people use you - and when they are done using you, you never see their faces again. Well, next time I see a face that sucked me dry and spit me out . . . I'm gonna make their lips look like Dita Von Tesse's pussy!
In other news, I just finished doing a mini zine called "Female...
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In other news, I just finished doing a mini zine called "Female...
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mineux:
Cant wait to see your book. 
[Edited on Jul 14, 2004 11:22AM]
[Edited on Jul 14, 2004 11:22AM]
homewrecker:
I've been more aware of mean, obnoxious drunks than anything else.
YAY! New entry in like MONTHS!!
excerpt from my LJ:
so im really lonely.
i cant fucking sleep cause im so freezing cold and my heart is cold too.
ill fall asleep and then wake up to silence - that overbearing silence that screams in your ears so loud you can hear that buzzing sound. anyway, ill look to my left and to my right...
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excerpt from my LJ:
so im really lonely.
i cant fucking sleep cause im so freezing cold and my heart is cold too.
ill fall asleep and then wake up to silence - that overbearing silence that screams in your ears so loud you can hear that buzzing sound. anyway, ill look to my left and to my right...
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joscelyne:
I've got a lot of love to give you, too, baby.
mineux:
update your profile... i thought you gave up French food... 
I forgot how much love a human can possess for another human being - or many human beingS. It is so refreshing to be able to feel so passionate about something or someone. It is so great, that I find myself crying out of the blue! - because the world is just too beautiful to take in.
And I breathe out.
I spit out the...
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And I breathe out.
I spit out the...
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mineux:
HA HA! Your 22 now!!! No more birthday milestones left... just 25, cause thats when you can rent a car and your insurance is cheaper 
Well... i wouldnt go as far as to lower YOUR insurance You crazy mo fo you!!!
LOVE YOU!!!!
Well... i wouldnt go as far as to lower YOUR insurance
You crazy mo fo you!!!
LOVE YOU!!!!
kungfuvoodoo:
Happy Birthday from Cattras friend
Stunned and gushing after reading your journal.. Yes,
Sometimes the exquisite ache is too much, all the beauty in the world and where is my lost home. Where is the place I have left? And what is this place I been thrown into?
Looking forward to your other writing.
Kindred, scream the overwhelming ecstasy and the agony of the momentary rush.
Nice to meet you.
Stunned and gushing after reading your journal.. Yes,
Sometimes the exquisite ache is too much, all the beauty in the world and where is my lost home. Where is the place I have left? And what is this place I been thrown into?
Looking forward to your other writing.
Kindred, scream the overwhelming ecstasy and the agony of the momentary rush.
Nice to meet you.
im coming across a lot of really crazy feelings as I start putting this book together. it is amazing how many things i am able to remember about friends and incidents and various moments in life from the past if i just sit down for a couple minutes and reminisce. my godparents think im crazy cause they will hear me laughing or talking to myself...
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ltrain:
Thank you! 
Yeah, well, I hear we're suppose to GO OUT sometime next month. I'd be GAY, if I don't go.
Yeah, well, I hear we're suppose to GO OUT sometime next month. I'd be GAY, if I don't go.
MAN o MAN! I have this splitting headache! I have been sitting here infront of the computer since 2:30 pm - thats six hours of non-stop producing. I think I'm going to pass out!
Oh well - atleast I'm that much closer to getting this mag done.
Thanks to the SG members for the articles, cute floppy bunny rabbit cartoons and various other kinds of...
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Oh well - atleast I'm that much closer to getting this mag done.
Thanks to the SG members for the articles, cute floppy bunny rabbit cartoons and various other kinds of...
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mineux:
You know im fucking in love with you right? And it kills me.
DAMNIT.
You are sooo mine when ECC lets out!!
TWINSTARS FOREVER!!!!!!!
DAMNIT.
You are sooo mine when ECC lets out!!
TWINSTARS FOREVER!!!!!!!
troublemaker:
I'm well into the first issue and will be through issue 2 tonight. I love the pov. It's a mad mad mad mad world, huh? I'd love to hear your thoughts on the current state of things.