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ah, i'm sorry to hear that you're feeling that way Mary. it's been a difficult year for me too, coming out of university, debts, depression (casual rather than clinical i should imagine), putting on weight, and just feeling lost and numb.

like synnove, i really hope things get better for you soon... have you thought about working as a library assitant? it's low stress and reasonably well-paid. it's worked for me, anyway take care Mary

Click here!!! (and store for future reference).

dude i'm still amazed that mtv ran something as blatantly subversive as daria. not only did it tear to pieces the creation and marketing of the 'cool' image (basically mtv's purpose for being), but it also managed to capture alot of high school growing up trauma and indoctrination. and the sarcasm people use to protect themselves etc etc. it's such an abrasive show too. the character voices are all just painful. i still haven't figured out if it's a 'girl show' or a 'boy show'. i was never very good at that sort of thing, but i must assume that more girls identify with it just because daria's a girl. i could go on about it for a while...

a funny thing. i met this guy from Alberta in NL and he would borrow all my tv shows on file like simpsons and stuff. he'd never seen daria and he watched some 30 episodes in like a week. daria is a timeless classic. it's really some kind of therapy.

he is actually going to court? GOOD. That kind of shit had and has no place in hockey, and if that fucker got away with it we'd see more of it. We already saw enough headhunting from Niemenen during the playoffs, and that was relatively tame compared to Bertuzzi's talking about "getting" Moore and how there would be a time and a place and an opportunity.

Simply the fact that you had a dream about a real doll rules. $5,000 of morbid sexual confusion, and in the likeness of Avril, that would be amazing...

Is it wrong that I wouldn't say no if someone offered me a real doll that looked like Avril? I happen to think she's pretty fucking cute....maybe that's cause I haven't heard her music.

You could start a regional group for your own area! I'm not sure why there aren't more for Canada. It seems odd that they only had one for a long time and now only two.

the society's basically just a hangout.

Just had to come by and say your post in NEWS: Teenage girls cry out in terror was spot on exactly how I feel. It's time parents started raising there children instead of letting the television do it for them.

I'm currently reading the second volume of Buddha by Osamu Tezuka.

i can tell you've had the feng shui expert in

i hear you with the whole writing and depression thing. i remember when i was 14--- at my most miserable, although 23 is oddly reminiscent of that age ---worrying about happiness killing my ability to write happiness has proved thus far elusive... as has the ability to write

You have a very organised room, young lady. I bet you've swept the desk clear a few times

Things seem to have evened out a little, but I don't wanna count my chickens.

Yep, as Nicky said, size matters in the US apparently

Well, you are one of my favorite people on this site....how could I not mention you?

So, what's up? You having a shitty, down day or something?

Did you try Nutter Butters yet?

What a sweet ride.....

hey, cute... err... car?

sounds like you've been having some trouble at uni, Mary but i hope, in regards to FoB and your writing, that's something you're going to pursue as a career. And at least on your resume you can write 'editor', which is always impressive

how's things with the boyf?

Is that the sign for clemedia? Awesome.

haha @ jcup

i love how we share haircut/job/driving/useless degree issues

great FoB as Dave says--- nice to see the insanely over-talented approachingtheta getting more publicity too!

i have my writing hat on a bit more these days. i gotta send you something

when's your graduation day, Mary?

oops. doublepost. i'm a dork. hehe.

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who else would be the gods of rock??!?!?!???

hey Mary, just reading the FoB blog--- do you really think that Andy Kaufman really has come back?! i thought it was a big scam. i bet you do too

haha! very intriguing the believer in me would like to think Mary is going to meet Andy Kaufman under the cover of night after a tip off from a small, fat actor disguised as Danny De Vito--- ---but the cynic in me believes you're just going to make it up

and the annoying thing is i have to wait until august to find out

mine is something from engrish.com right now. but i change it like twice a day. i had meg white on there too about a week ago. =)